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abbyMURDERTRAMP
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December 10th, 2006 at 01:30pm
Wow
That ishh wayy weird.
I mean if Mikey left the band it would be like the power rangers without the pink ranger. Rofl come to think about it mcr as the power rangers. I need to write that down...
but still
Poor Mikeyy <3
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December 16th, 2006 at 02:14pm
poor Mikey!! I <3 him so much and i would cry if he left MCR. Mikey, if u ever read this please know that we all love you and that we all support you! <3 <3
dreamerforever
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December 16th, 2006 at 03:06pm
i can't believe that happened to him!! I'm glad that he's okay now.
the_murder_scene
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December 16th, 2006 at 03:16pm
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id feel so upset for the band if mikey had left.....it just wouldnt be the same, mikey was gerards bro!
who ever feels like the band has thought of splitting up?
i have ........ their new song 'famous last words' its like theyre saying 'goodybye' if you get me? plus it is their last song on the album..... plus some of them are getting married and theyre like in their 30's!
i so dont want them to split up....i hope they go on like greenday.....for a very long time!
the whole band are my heros and i look up to them soo much.....when im feeling down i always listen to their music and it makes me feel so much better......mcr are truely the best band on the planet........
-xxx-
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December 16th, 2006 at 03:44pm
lilmizzme98:
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id feel so upset for the band if mikey had left.....it just wouldnt be the same, mikey was gerards bro!
who ever feels like the band has thought of splitting up?
i have ........ their new song 'famous last words' its like theyre saying 'goodybye' if you get me? plus it is their last song on the album..... plus some of them are getting married and theyre like in their 30's!
i so dont want them to split up....i hope they go on like greenday.....for a very long time!
the whole band are my heros and i look up to them soo much.....when im feeling down i always listen to their music and it makes me feel so much better......mcr are truely the best band on the planet........
-xxx-


They're not splitting up.

No member of the band is in their 30's yet, though Gerard and Ray are close. Just because they're getting married doesn't mean they're going to quit being a band.
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December 16th, 2006 at 03:49pm
^ oh yeah that's true.
and it's not even long time, when they said that they aren't splitting up or anything like this.
Franktastic.
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December 16th, 2006 at 05:13pm
Mikey!!! Cry
the first time I read that part in the booklet i have a strong feeling it was Mikey..'Except Mikey. His room was terrifying to be in and I couldn't exactly tell you why... it just had a bad vibe to it.Now comes one of the hardest parts.'
and then the news that Mikey is depressed exploded. i'm right.
but i'm wondering, is Mikey already depressed when he came in the house and he became more depressed because of the creepyness of the house or the house is the reason he was depressed? and if he's depressed before he came to the house, what's the reason of his depression?...

just wondering..
not tonight
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December 23rd, 2006 at 11:04am
It has mikey talking about it in the alternative press magizine.
"There was a point where i was just... "what the fuck?" For so long, i was so pissed off at myself - the littlest things would set me off. I'd keep my mouth shut and stand in the back. Some people would mistake [my behaviour] for shyness or arrgance, it was just terrible anxiety."

The moment the band arrived at the paramour and dropped their luggage on the floor, Miikey was at an emotional low. His existing condition, coupled with the vibe of the mansion and the amount of pressure the band memers were putting on each other to make MCR v3.0 the best batch of songs yet, made the bassist think he had two options in life - to quit the band or, worse yet, to quit the human race.

"I remember sitting in the main room thinking, I'm not going to make it through this" he says " I was either offing myself or leaving the band- one or the other was going to happen". After staying one month and enduring a series of hyperventilating attacks and nervous breakdowns, mikey left the paramour to stay with the band's attorney, Stacy Fass. When he wasn't seeing specialists for his condtion, he would come down and work on music but never stay the night.

With mikey gone the rest weere creatively paralyzed. Gerard stoped showering and changing his clothes, choosing instead to pace the halls of the house. He was averaging 3 hours or less of sleep a night. And his dreams were full-on terrors, filled with imagesof flames and burning.
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December 23rd, 2006 at 01:15pm
Wow. I never heard about this.


*hugs Mikes*
VampireSquad
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December 23rd, 2006 at 04:07pm
I totally heard about that and it scared the crap out of me.
But at least we all know that they are back to normal, finishing their 'pwnful' lives.
And then we can all worship them.
Not literally, but you get what I'm saying.
Lovesick Melody.
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December 24th, 2006 at 07:44pm
MIKEY!!!! When I read about this in a magazine he said he was apparently close to bipolar. I swear my stomach was flipping a million times a second!
PenisPie
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December 24th, 2006 at 09:34pm
^ wow really? which magazine?? :/
ros.
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December 25th, 2006 at 12:43am
They always say that the quietest ones are the ones that you should look out for, because you never know what's on their minds. I think this is a perfect example of such a case. And yeah i always thought that Mikey in particular had something coming along because he always looked so unsure of himself, and nervous.

Really hope he's fine now though. Gotta love him Smile
glitter geek.
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December 25th, 2006 at 04:57pm
i actually have a story called "Three Cheers For The Paramour Mansion" and it is kinda based on a lot of facts.

- Mikey's depression
- Gerard's nightmares
- And what could've caused it all
Sazzle
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December 25th, 2006 at 05:07pm
Vines Of Beauty;;:
Mikeys_girl.............Bi-polar disorder is basically a form of depression in which a person has severe mood swings. They can go from being super-duper happy one week, to completely self-loathing and suicidal the next.


There's still a lot doctors are trying to do to further understand bi-polar disorder. It's also really really hard to diagnose sometimes and most people suffer for quite a while before releasing they might have it.
It's not even sometimes instant mood swings. And it's also not like 1 week your hyper the next week depressed. Sometimes there will be good patches where you are just in a normal mood. This is what makes it really hard to diagnose, because (and I find this especially being a girl) the depressions can sometimes be short and people put it down to hormones, because it can come and go quite quickly.
It's not always depressions as well. You can go through a manic which is a period of a very hyper persona. It's hard to describe, but it's just as bad for your health as being in depression because you just think your invinsible and you can become violent as well...or just be really off the wall.
Personally I don't think Bi-Polar is taken seriously enough because people think its no big deal being depressed for only a couple of weeks because it will all be better once you reach a manic. It's not that easy. It's just as bad as having normal depression, but it's also crazy because I find it so confusing sometimes if a depression leads to a manic, or the other way round. It can really screw you up.

Anyway that is why I think some people say they are like part Bi-Polar or almost Bi-Polar, because no one really knows for sure unless you have lots of tests. See, I would say I've been experiencing Bi-Polar for about 2 years or a bit less, but a good amount of that time I will spend in a normal mind, then bam! I get hit by depression...usually triggered by very stupid things. I even notice when the depression is coming on, but it's really hard to snap out of it because it is an illness. My worst depression went from the end of August this year to the beginning of October. It was triggered I think my anxiety and starting University. I have never felt so numb before. I actually can't remember too much about that week appart from one day when I got fined for not having a train ticket and I sat on the platform for an hour considering jumping in front of a train.
My that time I was just so upset with everything that when I went to class a friend forced me to go see the counsellor...not that I found it helped much because nothing helps in that numb state. In a way though it was good to be able to talk total crap and not be judged for it. I can't remember much about what I talked about really, but I guess it helped on some level. And she kept it all confidential.
Thankfully I've only had 1 short lapse into depression since then, and I'm also getting better at recognising when one comes on and my counsellor spoke to me about things that could help either to get out of it, or try to make you realise that it's not going to be life ending (e.g. my therapy has become music). Other than that though I have been in a normal mood with no manics, but in the summer I had loads of manics and hardly any depression.

Anyway, basically if Mikey has Bi-Polar or even thinks he has Bi-Polar then I hope he has found his own way of dealing with it. It's hard to treat and I'd refuse medication, personally. People with Bi-Polar aren't taken as seriously as those with pure depression, in my opinion. I also think it's great that the band have been so supportive on very deep levels. Friends like that are hard to find, and much harder to listen to when you have an illness like this. Hopefully his therapist has helped him find a way around it, even when things do get tough.

Sorry for rambling. Just wanted to explain Bi-Polar from a personal point of view. If anyone doesn't want this post here then let me know and I will remove it.
Lovesick Melody.
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December 26th, 2006 at 03:30am
x__whyarewelaughing?:
^ wow really? which magazine?? :/


I cant remember, but I do remember reading it!
I was like Crying or Very sad Crying or Very sad Crying or Very sad Crying or Very sad Crying or Very sad Crying or Very sad Crying or Very sad Crying or Very sad Crying or Very sad
sk8rgurl808808
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December 26th, 2006 at 11:47am
i do agree, it would never be the same mikey
sk8rgurl808808
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December 26th, 2006 at 11:50am
Sad poor mikey Cry
Lovesick Melody.
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December 27th, 2006 at 02:26am
sk8rgurl808808:
Sad poor mikey Cry


I know! Cry Cry Cry
Little 15
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December 27th, 2006 at 01:28pm
I know this sounds stupid, but i've been bullied for since I was 7 and my mum said she noticed I was depressed alot. Most of it started in High school, I got the crap taken outta me, and this year my mum found a therapist that I could go to during school and when ever I wanted. After about 3 weeks of high school I was having really bad nightmares (I still get them) usually about people I know like my friends dying. Carolynn (my therapist - she has the same name as my sister) said it was due to the bullying and stuff. She told me to overcome it I had to face my fears and bullys. I would have to get on with it. And I have to admit I'm better, I feel depressed now and then but I'm better.

Hopefully Mikey will get better too. I can't imagine MCR or the world with out our fav bass player Mikey!!! Sorry about me speech by the way *slaps forhead* I always over do it.