Be honest about your fellow INOpian.
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| Innamorata Awake and Unafraid  Age: 33 Gender: Female Posts: 11838 | In General I came to INO 9/11/05. Googling develops a vast experience among the Internet portals. I ventured into the site believing it to be a pass and go type. Awhile back I came to the conclusion that all has faded from this place. It will for you too. It's not a dramatic experience nor a saddening event--rather matter of fact. You acknowledge your time to move on. Either it's the with drawl effects from the medication resulting from my inability to keep anything down or me being in the hospital--yet I thought this would be the moment to situate what is. I'm 97 pounds. I have a severe infection, my white blood cells are trying to increase to fight the infection but failing. My liver is in danger of failing and the bladder infection is increasing. I'm tired and being without my mental health medication doesn't make everything more comprehensible. I've realised, while the staff tries to supply me with some form of fluid in my body of how having a deep sense or some idea of someone but yourself applies to actually fucking facing reality. Queen_Of_Khanate (Sara) who became a member not too long ago, has been this stunning woman I've looked up to for awhile. An independent freelance journalist who gives a shit about music and those who give back to what it's worth. What it's actual fucking worth. Sara is like a sister--no, is my sister. A best friend. Among the living and I'll have it no other way. She has leukemia and is declining rapidly now. The baby is, again, at risk as well as Sara. What happens, happens. The few years her and I have left to share will not be taking for granted. Count on that. To those who wish to keep in further contact with me outside of INO, you know where the PM box is. In the course of 1-2 days, I will no longer be venturing to see. I wonder at times what it would have been like, if the 05 crew would have stayed longer. If The Black Parade wasn't made. If there were actually the old school Bullets fan still around here. There's only a few. The rest faded. Burnt out or descending in music taste. Don't ever become so involved with a band that you believe they are better than you. That you are them. That they are you. What is that? Be yourself. Be distinct. Be a bitch. Praise your independence. Listen to fucking Bullets and Revenge. Let the music vibrate your skull and encircle your presence. That's what music is all about. Not giving a fuck. Not giving a shit. Don't be in your 30s, 40s, hell 20s--wishing you did something that gave meaning. Do it now. Don't just talk. Do it fucking now. After all, we are, among the living? Right? I found my place in Monroeville and I never left. |
| sookeh. Crash Queen  Age: 33 Gender: Female Posts: 32114 | l.a.d.d. i love you all so fucking much. thank you. nadiya, you are awesome. really! you are, ily. to the old INOpians. the PLOTBers. people who attened the AIM chat dingdongelizasdead XD i was just a n00b when this was all going on, but i remember those times. alot of you arn't here anymore, but you were all so nice. to the horrors hors. i don't really know you that well. but you are all so nice. : D and you never fail to make me laugh when i go to that thread. |
| konton. Always Born a Crime  Age: 32 Gender: Female Posts: 5642 | Layla, Pippa, Homer: I miss you guys. Much more than you think. |
| Bess is Yoda In The Murder Scene  Age: 35 Gender: Female Posts: 20910 | rotten.: |
| zacky vengeance In The Murder Scene  Age: - Gender: - Posts: 22031 | Jaimee- im so bummed i didnt catch you at soundwave, i wanna see my azn daughter. I love you your just plain incredible and just ahhh i love you. Ive been speaking to you for over a year and its been amazing. Kerry I just find you amazing theres something about you that i love i mean everything about you is just amazing your funny, you understand and your just incredible i just love you so so so so so so much I never used to come on here as much but now that i met you im always here just to speak to you cause you make me laugh, and when im upset talking to you cheers me up |
| little monster. Full of Ephedrine  Age: 34 Gender: Female Posts: 40962 | Lauren and Kerry, thanks so much for cheering me up last night. I was really down. My mind is weird sometimes. Weird in a bad way I mean. When I make new, great friends something in there is always trying to tell me I don't deserve that. And that part of my mind tries to scare me, by telling me I love too fiercely. People have ran away from that in the past. It scared them. But then again, looking back on it, they were idiots. And I know you're not like that. I know you deserve more credit than that. But it isn't about you then. It's about my own insecurities. and then this inner battle starts and I think I suck. And then it only gets worse. But you were there last night and you did what you always do. You made me laugh and were great to me. The randomness and the kind words were just the right combo to snap me out of it. I don't hope you think I'm crazy now. It's just that I have been hurt in the past. And I don't really think I did anything to deserve that. This is the deepest confession I ever made on here, but I only want to confess it to you. I love you guys. Probably more than I can ever say. more than all of my friends in real life. not that they are that numerous. Jesseh I really hope I will get to meet you in Amsterdam. We should plan carefully. and I'm sure I won't run. How could I run from one of the best things that have happened to me in the past months? Sari I'm glad I saw you last night. It made it all just a little bit more okay then it already was. |
| gabriel gray; Demolition Lover  Age: 33 Gender: Male Posts: 17382 | Ana; you never cease to put a smile on my face. i felt like crap this morning but already i'm smiling and laughing at the expenses of Panics bad haircuts i effin love you <3 |
| lshdfjKH Star Crossed Lover  Age: - Gender: - Posts: 98506 | INO; i know this has happened before. and i've had to write the same thing. but, lately i've been really, "snddhsjdh." and i know there should be no excuses for my rudeness. but i am only human. and i'm so sorry that i've been such a debbie downer lately. and if i've snapped at anyone or seemed rude, i really don't mean to be, honestly. i love almost everyone on this website so much. and i am so sorry if i seem very stand off-ish lately. i don't mean to be such a bitch. xo. |
| nilrebna. Awake and Unafraid Age: - Gender: Female Posts: 13115 | patrick stump. I've seen you've been down lately but don't apologize, I understand how you must feel it's better to let it out, than to let it in and eat you mentally. I don't really know you, just from your posts. If you want to talk about it, you can always pm me I understand if you don't want to though, we don't know each other but I hope you'll be okay :] x. |
| lshdfjKH Star Crossed Lover Age: - Gender: - Posts: 98506 | Cornelia; that means a lot, really. and thank you so much. and yeah, i would really love to pm people about it. but like, i kinda have this half god-complex ordeal where i feel like no matter what i say, or how i describe it, people just won't understand me. so i see no point in trying to explain what's going on to them. because it's just a waste of their time. thank you for the amazing gesture though. xo. |
| nilrebna. Awake and Unafraid Age: - Gender: Female Posts: 13115 | Amber, you're welcome I'm sure it's not a waste of their time but if you don't want to because it's complicated I understand If you change your mind, you know you can always pm people :] x. |
| DeWitt. Crash Queen  Age: 31 Gender: - Posts: 31119 | Mae, You have to be one of the most positively sweetest people I've ever talked to on this board. And I'll admit this, I was scared shitless about talking to you at first. Maybe it's cause you're older then me and a helluvalot cooler then me. But anyway, I was so scared that I'd make myself sound like a complete idiot and that you'd probably never want to talk to me again. I guess I didn't make a total fool of myself. Thanks for helping me with photofiltre, finding some amazing bands, making me countless avatars, and just generally being there when I need someone to talk to. And you're the only person here who has actually seen Resident Evil 4 being played, so I could hold an actual conversation with you about it. I'm convinced you're going to get somewhere in life. I hope it's the best. You deserve alot of good things to happen to you. I sound like a shitty hallmark card right now, don't I. zD STELLA YOU GOT AN AWARD. OH MY GOD I AM SO PROUD OF YOU. I FUCKING LOVE YOU. The Confessions Thread Last night was probably one of the worst of my life for a while, and with all that stuff going on about the Sims, you completely turned it around. Thanks. Litle award stary thingies Call me lame and obsessive, but I want you baaaack. ;~; - Maria. |
| fire at will. Damned After All  Age: 35 Gender: - Posts: 105653 | Jimmy; Haha. I think you're awesome. And in the course of the few weeks we've known each other, I've come to view you as a younger brother. No joke. You're really awesome to talk to. And you have a great personality. ILY. =) Jenni |
| color my world. Salute You in Your Grave  Age: 34 Gender: Male Posts: 2346 | Jenni. That really does mean alot to me. Your always there for me, and i'm happy i know i can come to you if i need someone to talk to. YOUR FUCKING AWESOME! Thanks. ^_^ - Jimmy |
| batsquad! Awake and Unafraid  Age: 36 Gender: Female Posts: 14696 | Confession Thread: I love all of you so much. I can be having the worst day of my life, and just stepping into the middle of everyone's thoughts makes me smile. I come "home" to a familiar place. Thank you all so much for being wonderful to me. I know I'm way older than most of you, but I appreciate being accepted. I think of myself as an older sister to most of you, even if you can't imagine that. I love you all sososososososo much. <3 Katie |
| INFLIGHTRADIO. Devil's Got Your Number  Age: 32 Gender: Female Posts: 36456 | Mae We've never really talked, but I think I've said this before: I've always had this huge respect for you. You seem like an awesome person in general. And I just felt like I had to let you know. Also, thanks for recommanding Crystal Castles. I love them! x] INO in general I know I can be a major pain in the ass at times. I'm sorry for the moments I irritated the heck out of you. I'm sure there are loads. - Eve |
| batsquad! Awake and Unafraid Age: 36 Gender: Female Posts: 14696 | I wasn't doing very well that night. Those of you who were in the Confession Thread the night of March 6th, especially Melyssa: I can't get over the nice things you all said about me. I keep your words on my dresser so I can see it every morning. It helps me believe that the whole world doesn't totally suck. It makes me so happy to see that I matter to someone, somewhere in the world. A lot of the time, Jenna [and maybe three other people] actually listen to what I have to say. I love all of you so much. You have ABSOLUTELY no idea how much you all mean to me. I wish I knew each and every one of you personally, because I'm pretty sure you're all the greatest people alive. ILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOU! Love, Katie |
| brendon urie. Full of Ephedrine  Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 40307 | katie- you're seriously like, godsent or something. you're probably the most nicest person i've ever talked to in my entire life, and i don't think i'll ever take that back. almost every person i talk to has lied to me either to my face or behind my back, but you're nothing like them. you're different, you're special, and you're more than important to me. it does sound weird, i guess, in a sense, but i truly mean it. you're like the older sister i never had, and it means a lot to me that you basically get how i'm feeling, no matter what way i say it. i don't think anyone has honestly understood me as much as you do, and i'm really thankful for it. i don't know what i would do if i had never gotten things off my chest, because when i talk to you, it's like.. i don't know. like, i can always expect something good to happen, because you're such a good person. you're an amazing person, and i really love that about you. no matter what mood i'm in, your amazing, sensitive and caring words will always bring me into a better mood, and i'm glad that we're as close as we are. you're definitely the greatest person alive. iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou. <333 love, - melyssa. |
| Liu Kang Awake and Unafraid  Age: 31 Gender: - Posts: 11110 | Confession Thread. I miss a lot of you guys, honestly. |
| electric soldier sam Awake and Unafraid  Age: 64 Gender: Female Posts: 11794 | Tina, I miss you. D: srsly. |
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