She, The Souless Warrior, of Vast Suicidal Thoughts.
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Helena Rush. Awake and Unafraid ![]() Age: 32 Gender: Female Posts: 10158 | ![]() ![]() ![]() Hi guys. Welcome to my poetry page =]. For now, this is all I am going to post. I'll work more later though, I promise. 18/6/08, 11.10P.M; "Angels" - dedicated to the people of CoS. Glistening all around Angels sing a loving sound Red robins can't resist to join in Tears stain the skies And laughter rumbles just like thunder Angels sing to light the stars They lift me up to rise again They carry me home with their broken wings They protect me from all around Angels are all I've known I hold a red rose close to my chest A diamond stone, shines all darkness astray There's a cross marked on my wrist Angels listen in sadness and Try to lift me from my ashes They give me grace They give me peace They give me life They give me love They give me hope They give me dreams Angels sing all around A loving sound They fly and circle, lighting up the stars With small little twinkles I can fly even With broken wings. |
jared leto. Awake and Unafraid ![]() Age: - Gender: Female Posts: 12568 | Love it Lora <3 |
Robert Corey Bryar. Always Born a Crime ![]() Age: 36 Gender: Female Posts: 5373 | it's wonderful lora... i love it ![]() |
Helena Rush. Awake and Unafraid ![]() Age: 32 Gender: Female Posts: 10158 | 18/6/08, 1111:24PM; "Calling Out" Calling out, calling out I don't feel like talking Rush of feeling, leaves me nothing Calling out, calling out I want to scream I won't be woken my feelings are shaken I'm paralyzed from you and it's all because of you now I can hear, no thanks to you you can't fool me again, cause I know far too well and all I can hear is calling out, calling out these thoughts of you and calling out, calling out these feelings I never knew I've been dumped once again I should've known but it's not my fault it's your's for the taking go on, go on, you know you want too and I shall only die because of you calling out, calling out the room's filled with nothing I can't feel my tears running I can't see where I am standing or walking, I'm damaged, no thanks to you I'm fragile, so frail, torn and worn and I'm not the one to blame only you |
Danae Always Born a Crime ![]() Age: - Gender: - Posts: 5046 | YEEE!!!! I LOVES YOU!!!! ![]() ![]() |
Helena Rush. Awake and Unafraid ![]() Age: 32 Gender: Female Posts: 10158 | 16/6/08, 4:45PM; "Simple Goodbye" Everybody makes mistakes from time to time They all can tell a lie, pretend to be a saint And then throw you away, like a waste of paper That’s how I feel as off now I can learn to either live or die I don’t know which one I prefer I know that I can choose From the scars or from the tears But still, it doesn’t change Sometimes it gets too much to bear I wish I didn’t hate myself as much As I do right about now But when you can’t open your eyes To face another day, the same as yesterday It becomes too much of a strain You can’t bear it all by yourself And as night slowly drifts on My emotions can’t run free I’m trapped, oh so trapped It feels like I can’t breath for myself All I want is to live Why can’t I break free? When the sunrises, I’ll shy away I won’t awake, I’ll slump further It’s far too much of a strain, too much fear And only more lies than a simple goodbye. My life is over, yes I’m bleeding Choking on the tears, dying deep inside One more thing and that’s my final break So say your goodbyes while you can. |
anthony green. In The Murder Scene ![]() Age: 29 Gender: Female Posts: 23325 | lora ily and all your poems you are amazinggg ![]() and i'm working on the first one. |
Rainy. Awake and Unafraid ![]() Age: 36 Gender: Female Posts: 13906 | Lora, this is so totally awesome!!! ![]() |
Helena Rush. Awake and Unafraid ![]() Age: 32 Gender: Female Posts: 10158 | 5/3/08, 1:23AM; "A Girl Can Dream" A girl can dream though her dreams won’t fly She went her separate way but she isn’t coming back today Somebody beaten her soul to the ground They didn’t see what she truly believed in But they tore it away from her like it was nothing A girl can dream though her dreams won’t fly She took the sacrifice to make a change but it Only took away her heart as little as can be She didn’t know what love was until somebody Took a step into her life changing everything From black to white but now she knows A girl can dream though her dreams won’t fly But maybe they’ll take their course some other day |
Helena Rush. Awake and Unafraid ![]() Age: 32 Gender: Female Posts: 10158 | 8/6/08, 3:09PM; "Thank Holy Fros For Liquor!" The bloodstained glass, do you remember? You drank liquor just to pass the time, till the cops Came and discovered my bloody corpse, crushed through a window The tearstained cheeks, do you remember? You came home in a temper, the clenched fist One bloody nose, another sleepless night The weddingstained bliss, do you remember? I could faintly remember, a time when I could trust you No more, no less, then things changed The pregnancy test came clear, do you remember? I thought it fixed everything, we were going to be parents But it only made things worser, you went back to the liquor All the lies, the secret cigarettes from time to time The night was coming, you killed me, do you remember? Your temper went higher, as I went flying through our bedroom window The 5th floor balcony, it didn’t catch my fall, the loud crunch filled the silence Telling you this was over, thank holy fros for liquor! Because that’s all you’ve got left, in your empty prison cell Meanwhile your baby son and beloved wife, live buried far below You shall have nobody left. |
jfc113 Salute You in Your Grave ![]() Age: - Gender: - Posts: 4172 | You're an amazing poet, Lora. I can't write for my life. ![]() |
Helena Rush. Awake and Unafraid ![]() Age: 32 Gender: Female Posts: 10158 | 10/6/08, 10:55PM; "A Treasured Gem. (One Last Hope)" - dedicated to Megan (Zombie) I thought I saw a light at the end of the tunnel. But it wasn't quite how I pictured it to be. I thought I was getting better, but it seemed to be the other way around. And I could see a demon, waking up inside of me. I felt so powerless, so un-incontrol, I felt so horrible, like a splattered mess. And then I saw in me, a monster so deep, filled with nothing but hatred. Not only for me, but for the world, that surrounds my everyday lead. But if I could change, I would, though I need to say. I'm lost on my way, on my journey through the rain. And I want to grasp the monster, this gothic demon inside of me. So tight, till I become strong, so positive and mature. And then I can be me, I can smile without shedding a single tear. I'm okay today, keep telling myself that, but it's a single little lie. Just know that I understand how you feel, I've been there far too many times. But I grasped the strength to change, I made myself a better person. Please tell me, are you okay? No, I didn't think so. It's okay to say that, I know how you feel. There's so much pressure, too much emotion, over sensitive's fear. Let me in, let me in, I want to help you, that's what you need. A friend, a treasured little gem, somebody to lean on. A shoulder to cry on when things get rough, but you can change. I know you have it in you, you're gonna be okay, you can make this go away. I thought I saw a light at the end of the tunnel. But it wasn't quite how I pictured it to be. I thought I was getting better, but it seemed to be the other way around. And I could see a demon, waking up inside of me. I felt so powerless, so un-incontrol, I felt so horrible, like a splattered mess. And then I saw in me, a monster so deep, filled with nothing but hatred. Not only for me, but for the world, that surrounds my everyday lead. So don't be afraid of what you're turning into. There's a demon, a monster, a evil soul within us all. But we have the self-power to make it leave, we can change. And I have to stress, I have faith in you, you can make this all better again. Now you need to take this hope of off my hands, and let me in. Cause I'm your friend today, from now and till the end. |
jfc113 Salute You in Your Grave ![]() Age: - Gender: - Posts: 4172 | Lora, I've already said this, but thank you so much. That poem makes me cry. It's amazing. ![]() |
Cherokee Banned ![]() Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 2300 | Changed your name again? Damn it! Shoudln't have left out your thread to the end, 'cause they are just amazing. A Treasured Gem. (One Last Hope), This poem is so great. damn, wish it were written for me LMAO! It is so deep, my favourite part: "I thought I saw a light at the end of the tunnel. But it wasn't quite how I pictured it to be. I thought I was getting better, but it seemed to be the other way around. And I could see a demon, waking up inside of me.i" I like the way yout though of friend ship, really good words! Damn I missed some of your poems, I'm out of town, that's why... I'll be back =). |
Helena Rush. Awake and Unafraid ![]() Age: 32 Gender: Female Posts: 10158 | 26/6/08, 11.00PM; My Tales of Lies I could see a blinding light, a powerful flash of color It was washing over me, almost like a tearfull rainy day I could swear I had told a thousand lies, by the end of my evening And that was okay, it was all alright (only in my mind) I could tell the hurt from their eyes, the dried blood, the black skies The burden I carried, it was getting too much, for one person to carry But I distanced myself from them all, they're just a click An immature click, whom I'm an outsider in their sights, and I'm alone to cry All alone to die When it all got too tough to handle, they left me, they broke me Down and down again, they caused me to lie, they made me die inside They taught me fear, sorrow and regret, nothing else Only now I live without my will to find one day of happiness Within my burning, damaged soul |
Helena Rush. Awake and Unafraid ![]() Age: 32 Gender: Female Posts: 10158 | 29/6/08, 2:18AM; "A Disease" One little look was all it took Could you tell I was broken? I’m an angel, without some wings A stranger on the streets Kicked and treated like a disease This is what it is like To be somebody called ‘me’ And I could suffer Beg to differ Wouldn’t make a difference I could lie, one tiny little lie And then I’d cry That’s just me, disastrous me Could you tell I was beaten? Tragic tales, that revolves around me I’m a nightmare, a disaster, One big disgrace, I’m the shame on your face A disease One little look was all it took I am broken, I am broken Beaten to hell, locked away to the Devil Told a thousand lies, and didn’t regret I shamed you, I ruined you, I am your guilt And that’s me, the one you can’t stand The disgusted look on your face, The angerous flames in your eyes The words you scream, ‘I fucking hate you!’ That’s all because of me A disease Horrible, nasty disease I’m broken, a fallen angel And a tragic tale, with no passion No success for my life A walking nightmare, the disaster I am a disease. |
Helena Rush. Awake and Unafraid ![]() Age: 32 Gender: Female Posts: 10158 | 29/6/08, 12.53PM; "I Am" I can’t go on, I try to find a answer But I can’t seem too I am dying inside I am lost, in the dark And I am trapped, within myself I am selfish, oh so selfish Self centre is wrong This is me crying, almost lying I am dying, deep down inside And I scream, I can shout I am breaking down, I am worn And so torn, I am broken Like glass, I won’t be mended I am down, I am out I am dying inside I am crazy, I am wrong I’m in control, I am wrong I am right, I’m always right I’m broken, yes I am I am me tonight |
Helena Rush. Awake and Unafraid ![]() Age: 32 Gender: Female Posts: 10158 | 29/6/08, 1.00PM; "Untitled" I look around and I cannot see I am blinded, I can’t tell you why I keep secrets, I tell lies And this is my only confession My shameless romance I had affairs, a man for every day of my life Babies every year, my life was perfect I had no wrongs I could only do right Not till I pushed with all my might My shameless romance |
Cherokee Banned ![]() Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 2300 | I AM this poem is seriously unique. I love the darkness. Untitled This is too damn good to be untiteled... Seriously. I love the idea it talked about. |
Helena Rush. Awake and Unafraid ![]() Age: 32 Gender: Female Posts: 10158 | Thankyou Cherokee. I haven't got a name for Untitled yet. 29/6/08, 4.30PM; "I feel so lonely" Why can't you hear me crying out to you? A simple feeling, I can't seem to shake I feel lost, time seems to go by too fast And I seem to get left alone, as time passes by Where have you gone too? I need you I can still see you smile, I remember the way you always made me laugh I could talk to you about it all, you were always there to catch me when I fall And when I need a helping hand, it feels as though, you're all gone Will I always be on my own? I still love you, you're my whole world, my skies You know how I feel, you can take my hand, lift me up high I would always rise after I fell, if I was with you Where have you gone, where's my little star? You shine the way, you help me more than I'd ever say And I wish you were here today |
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