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The lost graveyard of the souls forgotten long ago. poems by Pansy Wayero (changed name)

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Thinking Happy Thoughts
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September 1st, 2008 at 03:20am
i really llike the day you died i died inside
you are really good
ill have to come on more often to read these now.
Pansy Wayero
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Pansy Wayero
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 372
September 1st, 2008 at 02:00pm
im so glad everyone likes my poems! its weird because when i first started posting my poems on here i thought i was never going to be as good as any of the other poets on here (i.e mychemicalblack poems rock!) but its weird because almost all the poets on here who i love reading their poetry love my poems! woooooooooo!

my fave line in poisonous ink is definitely 'doodles of barbaric things sprouting forth like venus fly traps ready to pounce.' so creepy and barbaric!

Neon Hearts: you really think im awesome? wooooooo! Thank you for your comment. its good to know you like my poems.

MyChemicalBlack: thank you for saying you like my poems, its nice to know that one of my favourite poets on here likes my work.

Molly.The.Vampire: first things first, i love the name! vampires woooo! they rule! on a more serious note thank you fort saying i have real talent! it is a very nice thing for you to say. I geuss i didnt need a lot of courage or bravery to put my poems on here, the only poem i needed to be brave to post up on here was the one called ' i paid for my sanity with my blood/ freedom comes at the highest price' because this poem was an autobiographical poem.
Pansy Wayero
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Pansy Wayero
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 372
October 3rd, 2008 at 12:04pm
Run away from me before I hurt you.

Every night I cry myself to sleep,
with my hand holding onto the knife I keep,
stashed under my pillow 2 keep me safe,
in this place filled with hate.

I told you to be understanding, I told you to be kind,
coz I'm the owner of a messed up mind.
Yet you didnt listen coz you just dont care,
You just dont want to play fair.

I'm on the brink of insanity
yet you wont set me free.
Your actions trap me like fly paper to a fly
and you dont even understand the reason why.

I'm telling you to back off, I'm a danger to society
I'd harm anyone who hurts me.
What will make you see?
You need to run away from me.

You put the demons in my head,
the ones that want me dead.
And it was stupid for me to belive
that you could make my demons leave.

Because I know that all you'll ever do is replace the demons with new more horrible ones. ' Your help is more toxic than my mothers poisonous lies'
kasut sekolah
Bleeding on the Floor
kasut sekolah
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October 6th, 2008 at 07:33am
I like your poems,they're really meaningful.
and the last one is really good.
"You put the demons in my head,
the ones that want me dead.
And it was stupid for me to belive
that you could make my demons leave."
i love that part =)
MyChemicalBlack
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October 9th, 2008 at 10:44pm
"Every night I cry myself to sleep,
with my hand holding onto the knife I keep"


Ah hell, I need a moment.... *deep breath*
What can I due-ly say? It takes my breath away!

Very relatable, and is now one of my favorites. xD
Tre bien, mon amie. Smiley
Pansy Wayero
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Pansy Wayero
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 372
October 17th, 2008 at 08:45pm
Crime.Of.Mercy.:
I like your poems,they're really meaningful.
and the last one is really good.
"You put the demons in my head,
the ones that want me dead.
And it was stupid for me to belive
that you could make my demons leave."
i love that part =)


thanks i love that bit 2. glad u like it. more will be comin soon.
Pansy Wayero
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Pansy Wayero
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 372
October 17th, 2008 at 08:49pm
MyChemicalBlack:
"Every night I cry myself to sleep,
with my hand holding onto the knife I keep"


Ah hell, I need a moment.... *deep breath*
What can I due-ly say? It takes my breath away!

Very relatable, and is now one of my favorites. xD
Tre bien, mon amie. Smiley


thanks nice 2 no that the poem moved u so much. yh i like that part 2. yaay its nice 2 no that one is now one of ur fave poems of mine. more soon
Pansy Wayero
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Pansy Wayero
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 372
November 14th, 2008 at 05:38pm
Double Scars
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I thought I was past it, the horror and the lies,
the hurt,the pain, all the things that made me cry.
I thought I could take the humilation of bullying jibes
and still want to be alive

But last night you tore open the wounds, made me bleed
and gave me more scars that I dont need.
The pain you inflicted caused more damage then you'll ever know,
maybe to escape soon into the ground i'll go.

Your insults didnt just create new wounds you know,
but also opened up the old scars I never show.
but I geuss you just dont really care
because you never like to play fair.

Now I'm fighting hard to stay sane,
and trying to ignore my pain.
Somewhere along the way I lost my will to be alive,
now I really dont want to be alive.
MyChemicalBlack
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November 14th, 2008 at 10:45pm
Dear me, this one packed a punch (at least to me).
Especially the last stanza...that one is very relatable.
Excellent work as usual, mon amie. Smiley
Pansy Wayero
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Pansy Wayero
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 372
November 18th, 2008 at 07:00am
MyChemicalBlack:
Dear me, this one packed a punch (at least to me).
Especially the last stanza...that one is very relatable.
Excellent work as usual, mon amie. Smiley


thanks. i wrote it about a time when one of my mates was mad at me so she started bullying me. it was kind of wrote about my feelings that day. im glad its very relatable i geuss i wanted it to be like that. thank you. Very Happy wooo another excellent poem! Dance Clap
Pansy Wayero
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Pansy Wayero
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 372
November 18th, 2008 at 10:54am
Stolen Tears
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Sorrowful tears run down my face,
my head is bowed down in my disgrace.
And screaming demons are waging wars in my head.
But what do you care? You just want me dead.

You take great delight in hurting me,
by making me feel unloved and unworthy.
Slowly you are driving me insane,
but I'll never show you my pain.

I can't show you my tears,
or confide in you my greatest fears,
because to you sorrow is a sign of being weak
and you like to use that to make me feel like a freak.

So stolen tears I shall not shed,
and you shall never meet the demons in my head,
You taught me I dont deserve to cry at all.
Do you want to watch me crumble and fall?

Are you proud of what you have done?
You messed my mind up so geuss what? You won.
You managed to drive me insane,
so well done to you, you won the game.

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if anyone can relate to this let me know. this is yet another poem written around my feelings towards my mom.
kasut sekolah
Bleeding on the Floor
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November 19th, 2008 at 01:04am
Dude,I can really relate to the last one Smile
The last stanza was the best.
Day Of The Dead
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November 19th, 2008 at 03:54pm
Oh dude! Stolen Tears is awesome! I love it.
You are really good =]

Don't stop writing!!!

x x x x <3
Pansy Wayero
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Pansy Wayero
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 372
November 20th, 2008 at 10:05am
thanks guys! sometimes i read my poems and im like, did i really write this? wooah! to be honest i need to find a new main theme to use because i keep using stuff about my mom and although it works i cant help but feel a bit bored of it you know? like theres gotta be something else i could write about. anyways guys let me know what you think of my little idea. p.s early sunsets, i wont stop writing because its like an addiction i just cant stop! hmm now im gonna shut up and write a new poem.
MyChemicalBlack
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November 20th, 2008 at 08:40pm
*takes a moment*
Wow, mon amie.
"Stolen Tears" is officially my all time favorite of your works thus far, which are all good in their own ways.
I clicked into your work exspecting a great poem, but got a KICKASS poem...one that is very relatable.

I applaud you. 'Tis a great poem.


As for an idea, try just writing about what you're feeling and liken it to an experience you have had (whether it be physical or surreal).
If that made any sense. lmao. xD *runs off*
Pansy Wayero
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Pansy Wayero
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 372
November 27th, 2008 at 07:30am
MyChemicalBlack:
*takes a moment*
Wow, mon amie.
"Stolen Tears" is officially my all time favorite of your works thus far, which are all good in their own ways.
I clicked into your work exspecting a great poem, but got a KICKASS poem...one that is very relatable.

I applaud you. 'Tis a great poem.


As for an idea, try just writing about what you're feeling and liken it to an experience you have had (whether it be physical or surreal).
If that made any sense. lmao. xD *runs off*


thank you for saying its a kickass poem, and that my poems are good in all ways thats nice to hear! im thinking of writing about insomnia coz im kinda goin thru sumfin like that. hmm watch this space

thanks every1 else for commenting its nice to know every1 likes my poems!
Pansy Wayero
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Pansy Wayero
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Gender: Female
Posts: 372
November 27th, 2008 at 07:59am
Mr Peeler The Sleep Stealer

Mr Peeler, Mr Peeler, why do you creep into my room at night,
and feed nightmares into my brain to give me such a fright?
Didnt your mommy ever tell you its naughty
to scare a little girl like me?

Mr Peeler, Mr Peeler, why do you hide in the shadows of my room
and why is there a stench of doom?
Why, once you've pulled my eyelids from my face,
do you run away as if you are in disgrace?

Mr Peeler why, with my eyelids did you make pretty butterflies
once you had ripped them from my eyes?
Why mr peeler did you have to be so cruel
and never let me sleep at all?

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Okay so this poem i wrote because at the moment i cant sleep very well and i just remembered a grizzly tales for gruesome kids episode i once saw. (for those who dont know what grizzly tales for gruesome kids is, its a cartoon that aimed to scare children into being good by sayyin stuff like if you refuse to go to sleep mr peeler will come and rip off your eyelids because he thinks you dont need them.) . out of all the characters i saw on grizzly tales for gruesome kids i liked mr peeler the best. which leads me nicely back to my poem. i wrote this as if i was a little child who didnt want to go bed so mr peeler ripped off her eyelids. let me no what you think, also i'd be interested in knowing who else has heard of mr peeler b4 now.
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Thinking Happy Thoughts
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November 27th, 2008 at 10:01pm
^^^^
good poem, if not slightly wierd. lol
it would proably help if id heard of mr peeler.

either way its a good poem.
keep it up.Smile
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Thinking Happy Thoughts
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November 27th, 2008 at 10:06pm
Sorrowful tears run down my face,
my head is bowed down in my disgrace.
And screaming demons are waging wars in my head.
But what do you care? You just want me dead.

You take great delight in hurting me,
by making me feel unloved and unworthy.
Slowly you are driving me insane,
but I'll never show you my pain.

I can't show you my tears,
or confide in you my greatest fears,
because to you sorrow is a sign of being weak
and you like to use that to make me feel like a freak.

So stolen tears I shall not shed,
and you shall never meet the demons in my head,
You taught me I dont deserve to cry at all.
Do you want to watch me crumble and fall?

Are you proud of what you have done?
You messed my mind up so geuss what? You won.
You managed to drive me insane,
so well done to you, you won the game.



you said you wanted to know if anyone can relate to this poem, and well, i kind of do.

but its more my father than my mother...

very much good poem
wiat that didnt make much sense.
i think you get the picture...Smile
MyChemicalBlack
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November 27th, 2008 at 11:06pm
I really liked "Mr. Peeler The Sleep Stealer", it made me smile. Shifty
I love stories like this (inner 'likes anything mortifying' freak coming out, lol). xD

Either way, 'twas awesome-- as usual. *claps* Smile