Don't have an account? Create one!

The ashes of the war no one can win

AuthorMessage
don't let me drown
Bleeding on the Floor
don't let me drown
Age: 32
Gender: Female
Posts: 1106
October 4th, 2008 at 05:21pm
Buried under the black storm clouds of despair
I see your face and you’re looking straight at me
Lips in a smile, whispering I’ll always be there
Words laced in lies and marking this tragedy
But you keep on smiling, smiling that lie
Did you see that memory dying in my eyes?
The first time you told me you were going to die
So sick of this life, believing these lies

Just 16 years old and my heart breaking in two
We’re kissing like children who don’t know what love is
You’re all I had but now I don’t even have you
So what’s left for me here? What’s left to miss?
Death follows love like a servant of youth
I’m not going to count down the days
Lying in the darkness, wishing I didn’t know the truth
My mind filled with images of heart shaped graves

Sitting here, just waiting for you to phone
Whilst bullets rain down from the night sky
Nothing matters, expect you coming home
A cursed beautiful boy only born to die
Life’s not fair, it’s just not fair
Screams, all I can hear is screams
I wish I had never stopped and started to care
The face isn’t smiling that haunts my dreams


Just 16 years old and my hearts breaking in two
We’re kissing like children who don’t know what love is
You’re all I had but now I don’t even have you
So what’s left for me here? What’s left to miss?
Death follows love like a servant of youth
I’m not going to count down the days
Lying in the darkness, wishing I didn’t know the truth
My mind filled with images of a heart shaped grave

Pictures of blood soaking our skin
Lie on our bed, where we used to sleep
Thoughts of tears bleeding from your eyes
Something I couldn’t even stand for a week
You could have lied, should have lied
Love doesn’t have conditions or restrictions
In life and death it’s all the same
A wrong look, creating frictions
You walked straight in to the firing line

Just 16 years old and my hearts breaking in two
We’re kissing like children who don’t know what to do
Thinking it would all work out and we would stay together
I wish I had known then, that nothing lasts forever
Nothing stays the same and everything changes
Scenes from the past seem so overrated
You don’t know the impact you have on this life
You don’t understand that you’ve handed me this knife
And asked me to end it all for you
Just to prove to you that I love you, that I really do
Tallulah
Admin
Tallulah
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 16777215
October 5th, 2008 at 07:04am
Remember to use this thread for all your poems from now on, as anthology thread. Read over the rules.
Thanks.
Lulah.
don't let me drown
Bleeding on the Floor
don't let me drown
Age: 32
Gender: Female
Posts: 1106
April 4th, 2009 at 11:43am
Dead-Break Tomb

Decaying cheap red roses lay bare on your tomb
Letting the deceit of your lies rot with your corpse
Instead of being allowed to bloom.
Everyone is wondering why they came
When you meant nothing to anyone
The living have long forgotten your name
And the dead don’t tend to remember your face

Life streaking into your deadened eyes
As you voice all of your despise
For the laughter in my lies
And the fading remains of my old life

Every word that you inflicted and every single lie
Stained your betrayal on to my skin and mind
Your own delusion enhancing your demise
A fairy tale ending, the one no one wanted to see
It has your blood soaking over the bedroom floor
Washing over the screams and staining the rosemary
Hanging around your neck marking your lost faith

Life streaking into your deadened eyes
As you voice all of your despise
For the laughter in my lies
And the fading remains of my old life

Your ghost said he never loved me.
Your eyes staring right in to mine
Wrist slit but with no blood to bleed
I’ll do all your dying for you
If you’ll just say you love me.
Just say you love me
don't let me drown
Bleeding on the Floor
don't let me drown
Age: 32
Gender: Female
Posts: 1106
April 4th, 2009 at 11:49am
High school Romance you thought you’d left behind

I’ll say I’m done with you
That I’m through with all this pain
But the second you turn from me
My heart screams your name
How can you not hear me?
When you’re standing so close by
Did you ever really see me?
I can’t keep holding on to lies
When there nothing more than lines
No more than an apologetic. goodbye

Lips burning through your heart
Making you no longer mine
Did she ask you to stay?
Say I was just a waste of time?
Your promises fading from your mind
To the girl you left behind

Stop thinking about me
I’ve stopped thinking about you
I can’t even picture you with me
Just a plus of being through
But I can hear the lies in your lungs
And feel the burning in my chest
As the tears stained my eyes
You stood by and made me guess
It was her lips tainting your skin

Lips burning through your heart
Making you no longer mine
Did she ask you to stay?
Say I was just a waste of time?
Your promises fading from your mind
To the girl you left behind
She can loose herself
For just a moment in your eyes
Memorising your face
Wishing it wasn’t goodbye
She can fade away
It’ll be like she was never there
He won’t even notice
Did he ever even care?
Lips burning through your heart
Making you no longer mine
Did she ask you to stay?
Say I was just a waste of time?
Your promises fading from your mind
To the girl you left behind
don't let me drown
Bleeding on the Floor
don't let me drown
Age: 32
Gender: Female
Posts: 1106
April 4th, 2009 at 11:50am
The past still needs to know why

Like the ink in the water
The blood spreads in the snow
All I wanted was a reason
All I wanted was to know
Exactly what I did to you
To make you let me go

My heart’s been beating your lies
Since our last goodbye
I just need to know...
I just NEED to know....
So just drop me a line
About why you had to go

Watch through bloodshot eyes
The stranger you can’t place
Don’t you even remember me?
Even though mines the same face
You swore you loved so couldn’t wait

My heart’s been beating your lies
Since our last goodbye
I just need to know...
I just NEED to know....
So just drop me a line
About why you had to go


What I would give for your lies
That you don’t want this to end
That you wouldn’t just stand by
As my heart faded away...

My heart’s been beating your lies
Since our last goodbye
I just need to know...
I just NEED to know....
Just NEED, NEED, NEED to know
So just drop me a line
About why you had to go
don't let me drown
Bleeding on the Floor
don't let me drown
Age: 32
Gender: Female
Posts: 1106
April 4th, 2009 at 11:50am
This is our war

Bullets cascade down from the sky
Like the rain on your window pane
Drown out the screams and teary eyes
They fill up the long and empty silences
With sounds of crashing and breaking glass
That you blocked into a corner of your mind
Footsteps sound and the screams won’t last
So your left alone, crouched in the corner
With only a prayer and a cheap guitar...

The evidence will all decay
Their voices will fade away
This is our war
This is our war...
Lives on the line
This is our war
This is our war...
But this is not our crime

Drums of the heartbeats, beating into the night
The comfort of life in the dreams of the dead
Children waving to fathers who died in the fight
Like dead autumn leaves in a storm
Their waiting with welcoming arms opened wide
No one left to care, no one to be left alive
Standing helpless, with nowhere to hide
From the bombs that rain down from the sky...

The evidence will all decay
Their voices will fade away
This is our war
This is our war...
Lives on the line
This is our war
This is our war...
But this is not our crime

Hear the last breathes
In the frozen silence of the night
Like the wind tapping on your window
All access being denied...
don't let me drown
Bleeding on the Floor
don't let me drown
Age: 32
Gender: Female
Posts: 1106
May 3rd, 2009 at 04:42pm
Broken Angels

The pain in your eyes cries what you don’t understand
Who said I had to be the only one to let you down
I tried so hard to fake my way in to your heart
Tore the barricades down, but it tore us apart
Blood seeping over the matching stars we bear
Of their tainted distaste, that we are forced to wear
Listen to the lullaby of screams, they tried to hide
No one gets out; well no one gets out alive

Please just force a smile
I need to take this photograph
We can paint it on after
What kind of child can’t laugh?
We need a family portrait
But there are no families to use
We’ll stick them back together
With bullets for the glue

We’ll watch the innocence play not hide
With burning guns pressed to their sides
Smiling with tears cascading down from their eyes
With every scorching tear a child must die
Playgrounds filled with angels with innocent hearts
With rotting faces and unrecognisable marks
Their holding hands, like there’s no one to blame
But then who’s is the hate that burns in their veins?

Please just force a smile
I need to take this photograph
We can paint it on after
What kind of child can’t laugh?
We need a family portrait
But there are no families to use
We’ll stick them back together
With bullets for the glue

We tried so hard to fake our way in to their heart
Take out the “guardians”, so they can’t tear us apart
Playing in playground filled with angels with broken wings
Trapped in the tomb of the damned burning with everything
Take everything we have, but keep your shame
In the hole we’re your heart once was but now fuels our pain
We can live through a thousand empty nights and dawns
But in a holocaust death becomes your salvation and life your war.