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my way to blow off steam.

Age: 25
Gender: Female
Posts: 3
March 14th, 2009 at 05:41pm
I'm such an idiot. why did i do this? you have every right to be angry with me. I just wish it didn't hurt so bad. I hate myself for hurting you. I don't know why I did it... I cant even look you in the eye and say I'm sorry I've never felt so ashamed. I'm so sorry. I didn't think it would end like this. I just assumed you wouldn't care. I don't deserve you at all. I'll never forgive myself. i can't say I'm sorry enough. I can't do anything but hurt you. I'm terrible. so so so terrible. I'll never find anyone like you. I don't deserve your kindness or your smile. you make me happy and sad all at once. but i love it. I love you sooo much and I'm so sorry. .............