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my poetry/ songish thing

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xxtoryxx
Killjoy
xxtoryxx
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 51
September 18th, 2009 at 09:11pm
you won't understand me
even if i explain
I'm tiered of being on a one man train
listen to me please don't just leave me
i love like you do
i feel like you do
so I'm not really that different than you
I'm longing for someone to understand me
and maybe i will find that person
some where
where the grass is greener than here
and ill love like you love
and ill feel like you feel
so really I'm not that different from you
Tallulah
Admin
Tallulah
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 16777215
September 19th, 2009 at 10:30am
Please make sure all your poems are posted in this thread now, like and anthology thread.

Thanks.
Zombie Gurl
Killjoy
Zombie Gurl
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 25
September 19th, 2009 at 09:53pm
aaww, this is really sweet Wink
xxtoryxx
Killjoy
xxtoryxx
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 51
October 4th, 2009 at 08:27pm
another poem i made up A few days ago:

Spiders are creeping all over the walls
webs are present all over your flaws
but your heart says no
to you being normal
so you say hello
to his venomous claws
your heart pounding with love
and fear
but you surrender
and shed your last tear
no hesitation from your overpowering mind
you love too much
but to little to be perfect
so your hopeless
and your sobs are silent
as you surrender to your self and all you ever hoped for
and cry your last cry.....
and slowly you die
xxtoryxx
Killjoy
xxtoryxx
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 51
October 4th, 2009 at 08:42pm
another poem:

When your little heart cant take it ant more
just take a breath and hang on tite
its gunna be a bumpy ride
but who knows if you will survive
life is like a roller costar
make sure it can stop
when your heart beets faster and faster
its the highest drop
no one cares if you die
even if its just inside
but no
you can survive if you just try
please just try
for me
or ill die
as well as you and your lost sole
and me and me in a newley found black hole
please just try
a little for me...
xxtoryxx
Killjoy
xxtoryxx
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 51
October 5th, 2009 at 09:11pm
another poem:

I'm just a scarred little girl
still walking on my own
lost in a park
never found my way home

i cried all nite
i cried all day
and yet i still didn't want to play

i was forced that day
to go to the park
and yet my little sole
is afraid
cuz its dark

i was afraid
but now I'm reassured
that one happy day
ill be reunited with my home
my family
with a new angelic tone

I truly don't think it will be easy
for me
to find my way home
I'm not afraid anymore
to be alone


i made this up on the spot so sry if it isn't good
xxtoryxx
Killjoy
xxtoryxx
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 51
October 14th, 2009 at 09:21pm
a poem

I'm numb
my teeth are chartering, my hands are shaking
this was the first fight that had scared me this much
my breath is heavy
my eyes are becoming blurry with wet clear tears
i run down stares to hear less of what they are saying
my face is wet
my stomach aches
and all i can do is listen
a mood
a depressed upset worried mood
comes over me
i want to shout stop
but my tears were in the way
all i can do is listen and cry
and wait for this fight to die
Wandering_Soul
Jazz Hands
Wandering_Soul
Age: 31
Gender: Male
Posts: 303
October 14th, 2009 at 10:00pm
I really like the poems, just watch the spelling/grammer errors. Other than that its really good, and really moving. Nice work ^^
famouslastwordsxoxo
Killjoy
famouslastwordsxoxo
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 8
October 15th, 2009 at 03:57pm
My Poem:
Happiness Doesn't exist
It's something that I miss
I wish I could fly away
and escape the pains of living
and breathing each day



It's not good. I wrote it off the top of my head
xxtoryxx
Killjoy
xxtoryxx
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 51
October 15th, 2009 at 04:06pm
a poem:

I thought i was your friend
until the end
that is the meaning of bff
isn't it?

best
well you were never that nice

friend
you never actually talked to me at school

forever
it didn't last

no matter how you put it
my life your life collide
and we both wont be satisfied
so you caused our friendship to commit suicide
xxtoryxx
Killjoy
xxtoryxx
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 51
October 15th, 2009 at 04:11pm
a poem:

chemistry
between us
but they says that will never be
poison
fills our blood stream
as we die
so we can live on together
our happiness
is their remorse
they ask why why why
they plead to the heavens with tears in their eyes
but we are satisfied
our love can flourish
and be true
you love me
and i love you
xxtoryxx
Killjoy
xxtoryxx
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 51
October 17th, 2009 at 11:30pm
another poem:

I've seen that there is no sympathy
no body to listen to me
everything has gone stupid
even though its gotten better
my life is nothing without you

you taught me everything
just preparing me for the awful sting
but no body listens
not even the children
but why don't they believe like they used to
even though its gotten better
my life is nothing without you

oh honey don't you listen
the sting was oftly stinging
no relief from my pain
just darkness
save me please
from everybody
including me
from every thing
I'm broken
I'm afraid
I'm not the only thing that can be saved

when everything goes wrong
there is nothing left to do but look at the stars
even if they barely shine in the night sky
because somewhere there is hope in everything they say
all they have to do is pray
and they listen to everything
not oblivious to the beautiful ring
I'm not afraid to listen
even if i die
i will listen to the stars
xxtoryxx
Killjoy
xxtoryxx
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 51
October 18th, 2009 at 08:08pm
another poem:

I told you I'm okay
just leave me to myself
i want to listen to a song that makes me feel a little real
that what life is
lies and truth
i feel this
you feel your own
i feel plenty
even if it isn't shown
i said I'm okay
even if I'm not
leave me to my self
so i can cry
myself to sleep
tonight
please
I'm not okay
trust me
please stay...
xxtoryxx
Killjoy
xxtoryxx
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 51
October 21st, 2009 at 07:05pm
another poem:

I told you what i think is happening
i don't want this to end
please just think
i don't want this to be like last time
it was so close
then
and never again
will i look that same way at you
i will always be reminded
although i love you
maybe love is to strong for what i feel
and maybe my love should be filled with someone
a little less than you
I'm sorry
but its true
xxtoryxx
Killjoy
xxtoryxx
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 51
October 23rd, 2009 at 06:33pm
another poem:

I feel sick
drowning in my own fears
life like no other
but mines is one not to be wanted
i wish for freedom
in this never ending world
but my worries are what bind me to this life
and my sanity
i try
to hard
to be myself
but really i was lost
in the dreadful battle
i had with my mind and my heart
it was as if they weren't me
or maybe i am not them
all i no
is that life like no other
but mine is one no one wants
xxtoryxx
Killjoy
xxtoryxx
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 51
October 25th, 2009 at 10:07pm
another poem:

red roses

red roses lying next to you
just a trade mark of your murderer
don't worry that no ones found you yet
they'll be rushing to your door I'm sure
do you here the wind blowing through the open door
screams of you neighbors
don't worry what they think of you
they are More worried about you to be judgmental
your bruised and beeten bloody and gruesome
you are defeated
now there is nothing you can do
you must leave it to the others who love you
your coffin is sealed
no way to open it
hope you have a safe trip
red roses in a vase next to you
just for beautie
no knowing what they mean to you
death took you from me
not knowing what you mean to me
red roses lying on your porch
deserted and over grown
forever and for any one
red roses
xxtoryxx
Killjoy
xxtoryxx
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 51
November 7th, 2009 at 08:19pm
another poem:

if my heart falls
farther into the black hole
that was created by the one and only you
if i am weak
if i am tiered
and if maybe i cant go on
if my body refuses to move one more inch
and if my mind refuses to leave its almost nonexistent state
and if perhaps
life can go on....
it WILL even when I'm gone
life...
Life..
If..
For..
Ever..
if i could be strong enough to tell you the truth
why i cant be me anymore
lousing my self
in this never ending
L.if.E
read in between the lines...
L
i
f
E
if...
xxtoryxx
Killjoy
xxtoryxx
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 51
November 18th, 2009 at 09:57pm
another poem:



trapped in this prison
no escape
those who guard me though will not win....
i am weak
burning in hell on earth
this I am feeling
do they know this is hell
as they sit a a bar
drinking still
as my skin starts to scar
they'll
come home happy and loud
as i lay limp
drifting a way on a cloud
xxtoryxx
Killjoy
xxtoryxx
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 51
November 18th, 2009 at 10:03pm
another poem:



please stop this sorrow from reoccurring
my heart can't take this brutal fighting
it just might collapse
and fall farther into the abis
darkness surrounds me now
far all the light has gone a while ago
and i have unforgivably lost control
killing all in sight
with one sharp look
maybe it said it on my face
or maybe they just knew
that if i went down
their life would too
xxtoryxx
Killjoy
xxtoryxx
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 51
November 18th, 2009 at 10:07pm
another poem:



I sit here tonight
feeling sick as i always do
should i start to fight
or should i just stair blissfully unaware
of what might come for me tomorrow
can't we just end this sorrow
feelings gone
but i feel wrong
as if i am fading away
is it coming for me
if so
i doubt it wants to play
and maybe just maybe
i really want to stay