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Im.Just.Me-.-
Fabulous Killjoy
Im.Just.Me-.-
Age: 33
Gender: Female
Posts: 162
September 19th, 2009 at 04:27am
Here is my lame letter From Depression (I decided to post this randomly so doesn't matter if no one reads =])
[ so you feel a little less lonely.]

"Dear reader,
Lucky for you I’m in a clingy mood. I’ve been hoping to find someone for ages… someone I can be with forever… I promise I will be loyal and although I may stray from time to time I will always come back again, after all how can I exist without you? There will be times when we will fight a lot but I know we’ll still be together despite this. I’m immensely strong and convincing although I know a lot of people can’t see that… that’s ok; I’m more of the silent type anyway… I don’t think many others will notice. I promise I don’t discriminate either… I find that whoever I’m with, they’ll turn out the way I want them to in the end. Are you feeling happy today? Yes? Well unfortunately this will not do…
Let me take that away and let me fill you with dread (like someone has fucking died in your arms and it’s all your fault)…
Let me hang over you like a disease,
Let me take away your happiness, excitement and the reason for living and make you feel like worthless space,
Let me increase everything negative and abolish anything positive, I will block all your happy memories,
Let me make you so tired and sore till you drag your weight around,
Let me make you feel like an outsider and an alien around the ones you’ve known,
Let me push people around you away slowly till you’re all alone, vulnerable and trapped with no one to save you,
Let me take you back to those sad times and regret every damn thing you ever did,
Let me haunt you with all your flaws, failings and worthlessness,
Let me tease and mock you ever minute of the day till you wonder why the fuck you’re still here,
Let me make a simple task complicated till you feel you cannot possibly overcome it,
Let me stress you out till you cry out in frustration,
Let me turn you against others and convince you their feeding you lies,
Let me make you a fake… while you forever try to convince yourself things are fine.
Let me let you know it’s not going to be all right.
Let me make you climb a mountain while you feel like you’re falling,
Let me make you watch everyone around rise above you while you remain behind in the dark,
Let me fill your thoughts and dreams with death and despair and make it circle around and around in your mind, let’s make it all you ever think about,
Let me stylise death… he’ll be your only answer, he’ll be your only option… he’ll be so much more interesting,
Let me convince you it’s your time to go and the world never loved you,
Let me make you uncomfortable and self-doubting till you just want to hide away,
Let me make you cry while no one is listening,
Lets make everyone around you think you’re a freak, Let me convince you it’s true.
Let me make you scream out for help to deaf ears, like you have duct tape over you mouth
Let me take away everything that was you and change and manipulate it so that you don’t trust yourself
Let me make you hate yourself so much so you know you were a mistake… that you wish you were dead, yes you’ll wish you were dead,
Let me convince you that I’m always right and you will never win,
Let me make you hate who you were, forget who you are and loath what you’ll become,
Let me block your dreams, wishes, hopes and goals till you’ve got absolutely nothing left to hold onto,
Let me make you irritated and angry till you become the monster you’ve always despised,
Let me make you realise how ugly, loathsome and fat you look in the mirror till can’t possibly look anymore,
Let me overestimate your life again and again and make the future bleak,
Let me remind you still how pathetic and evil you really are, you’ll never be like the others around you.
Let me make you question your very existence till you hate me, despise me and try desperately try to break free from my grasp.
But I will never let you go. I will never leave you alone. When you think you’ve won I will keep coming back for you. Don’t you just want me gone? Do you want me destroyed? I thought we were getting on so well…
Let me become you (yes my friend this is all your fault, now you’re the monster) and when you’ve finally realised that… Let me take you.
Forever you and yours and until death do us part,
Depression."
Tallulah
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Tallulah
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 16777215
September 19th, 2009 at 10:30am
Which letter thread?

All your poems should be posted in this thread now, use this as an anthology thread.

Thanks.
Zombie Gurl
Killjoy
Zombie Gurl
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 25
September 19th, 2009 at 09:52pm
Wow, This is deep!
Im.Just.Me-.-
Fabulous Killjoy
Im.Just.Me-.-
Age: 33
Gender: Female
Posts: 162
September 19th, 2009 at 11:19pm
ZombieGirl:
Wow, This is deep!


why thank you =] I wasn't sure whether to add more or anything...
Zombie Gurl
Killjoy
Zombie Gurl
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 25
September 20th, 2009 at 09:33am
Im.Just.Me-.-:
ZombieGirl:
Wow, This is deep!


why thank you =] I wasn't sure whether to add more or anything...


You should add more, i really like your work! Clap