Renn the Reprieved

Untitled [For now];

My mother;
How I’ve failed you now
I’ve lost myself, and
Became someone else…
Not your starring boy;
The one you taught so well
Just this shattered soul;
Which he had to sell!

Please believe me…
I will make it through.
All my accomplishments;
I’ve accomplished all for you.
Not faltered now; I’m finally okay
Even without; Your compliments and praise…!

Father;
How can you be proud?!
You worked so hard;
I only slept around.
A simple dreamer
Without a valid dream
It seems your influence
Never found it’s place!

Please believe me;
I have changed my ways;
Not for the better, but
The way it ‘ought to stay.
Not faltered now; I’m finally okay
Even without; Your compliments and praise…!

Mother;
Can’t you see me now?
I’ve lost my confidence;
My morals, underground…
I’ll follow suit
Before you find your grave;
You’re precious son…
Will one day, Never wake!

Please believe me;
I will make it through
Those Scarlet Gates;
The ones not meant for you.
This deviled hell; I’ve found my inner place.
Yet through it all; I see your crying face!

Father;
Hold your wife, so well
She’s shaking, trembling,
And pray’s it’s someone else
Who took that bullet;
Lodged it in their brain,
She’ll never understand
That something'sre meant to take…!

Please believe me;
I have changed my ways;
I’ve found a God;
Just the one you didn’t praise
This deviled hell; I’ve found my inner place.
Yet through it all; I see your crying face!

Darling;
The girl who took my heart
You must forgive me;
For leading this to start
It was wrong for me
To even hope to try
When I’m well aware;
I’m only meant to die…

Don’t Remember;
All I’ll I’ve put you through
I am ashamed of all; The things I’ve done to you
But I’ll pay my price; I’ll pay it, everyday
The pools of flames;
Are the pools I choose to bathe!

Complications;

I'm the Only left Alive;
And the only one still dying
Can you breathe through all the crying
And the grief?

Can you conquer all the feelings,
Stand up tall, Don't lean, Nor Reeling
And live life for no purpose
But yourself?

Well

I have seen a thousand fires
Wither out to Smithereens,
And I've seen a thousand faces
Lose themselves to disbelief

And I'm not for complications
But can you contemplate the feats?
or fail yourself, asunder
and fade into our Misery?

Don't...

Succumb to intermission when you're barely at the start.
Don't hide your inner feelings when you know they're at their mark.
Don't let them take the elegance; the one that you proclaim
Just pull yourself back up;
Don't play their silly games.

Oh,

I have seen a thousand fires;
Merely burn to smithereens
Oh, I've seen a thousand faces
Lose their faith and scorn belief

And I'm not for complications, dear,
But can we make believe?
Or fail ourselves, asunder, love
…And all that we have seen?

No Voices Shall Be Heard;

I'm not transparent; Just transversal
And all existence lays in verbal;
Words and thoughts, and misled marks
Of love, and life, and broken hearts;

Where pieces lays, 'till they decay
To blackended voids that breed dismay;
And the hopeless fall to a deviled call,
While the concieted sin; for their own skin

And the world is dead; from moral to mead,
No voices shall be heard.