Mikey_is_the_Way_2go Creative Writing Pieces

Ode To Pansy (Frankie Iero's guitar) - 2008

The wonders you have endured,
Throughout the years,
Have brought the crowd to life.

With you insanely beautiful sound,
The melodic amusement of love and passion,
Enters my soul and traps it.

The day of your passing,
Destroyed my heart into,
Millions of scattered pieces.

It is so hard to trace,
And sew together the,
Once precious energy,
That kept me alive.

If only you were still here,
So you could embrace the world,
One more time.

It would make the world,
A lively, lovely place,
All over again.

I miss you PANSY!
And I hope that you
Are somewhere nice,
Resting in peace.

Goodbye Four-Eyes (3 in 1 poem on Mikey Way) 2008

The square frame with strong black texture
that is remembered by all of beauty and memories,
until that wonderous day which is always remembered.
that they were not needed. The power of the glasses...gone.
Thank you laser eye surgery. They will never be part of my life again!

In Your Arms Again -2009


The day our eyes met
You were brand new to this
Just like me
We didn't know what to do

I was in a relationship
You were alone
I was having trouble
And you were there to help

I kept falling into a dark hole
With no hope of saving
But out of no where there you were
You caught me in the end

You saved me from endless pain
And I turned to you in my time of need
Friendship which blossomed into love
Love which grew into a relationship

You were the perfect person for me
As I was for you
We were happy together
Until the day we were torn apart by distance

It killed me inside to see the anger
The pain and suffering all over again
I wanted to escape from it and return to your arms
It felt like that would be the solution

Seeing you shortly after and feeling your touch
Cured all the pain, all the negative energy
We were happy and back to being in love
Until the day we had separated once more

It is a love story roller coaster
And I'm hanging on for dear life
I'm fighting a vicious war with life
I'm fighting to be in your arms again.

Epitome of Love - 2010

You said you wanted to be with me forever
Yet it was all a lie
Now you want to have me back
Yet you will never have me

I loved you since day one
Now I'm confused
A new man has stepped into my life
And it seems like you are in the wind

The epitome of love
Love triangle of confusion
I loved you and now I love him
You love me and he is still uncertain

How can I fix this madness?
It is driving me crazy
You're so far away
He's so close by

I need answers
Any will do
Just help me figure out
Get me out of this rabbit hole

My heart is torn two ways
One towards the past
One towards the future
Which path should I go down?

Point me towards the light
Cuz I am trapped in darkness
I'm so lost
I can't be found

Blackout-2010


the pain of suffocation surrounds me

i cant breathe inside to concentrate

darkness surrounds me and fogs my mind

im being sacrificed to the other side

i have no way of escape...no light

a little blip of hope crosses my vision

a faint calling of my name sweeps in and out

i toss and turn, but cant move in reality

im being choked, but try hard to breathe

my name crosses again and i come to life

breath heavy yet short

in a cold sweat, but hot all over

my vision blurry and you move my head

i try to focus yet see nothing

you kiss my forehead as i shiver in reality

your warmth wraps me as i cuddle close

the sound of your heart is calming yet suttle

i look up into your hazel green eyes

"What happened?" i ask

you just hush me and hold me close

am i crazy? or just going through a phase

whatever it is i know your there

to catch me in the dark and bring me light

you are my savior and lover

you bring me hope and sanity

You rock my world in so many ways - 2010


I can't explain or express how much I love you
I go crazy every time I see you.
I feel like a lil kid sometimes cuz I think you are around the corner
Ready to surprise me.

I get so excited and happy
You are the only one who makes me feel that way
Even if I don't show it, I hide that pretty well
I really am blessed to have you in my life each day

To have you to talk to or laugh with
I love you so much
You are my world and I want to expand it
To travel and find out more about ourselves and each other

Fight each fight together
We are one and always will be
I am your baby and you are my love
We will always be together.

Broken Record - 2011


I'm just a broken record
Repeating the mistakes from the past
I'm not cut out for this shit
So please change the song

I keep spinning over and over
Life is just repeating
I can't stop because of what I am
A creation of my mother and father

I continue to turn
As I look up to the sky
I need to be free from this life
A life on a pedestal

Please save me
I'm just spinning out of control
The only one who can save me
Is the one who can change me

I've been searching for the one
Been broken many times
Yet I seem to pick up the pieces
Mend them with my strength and love

I don't have that anymore
This is my final bow
My last song on this pedestal
Can you save me?

Alive - 2011


I spin your ring around my finger
Lost in a world of distant past
I remember the days of beginning
And how we used to laugh and cuddle.

Now we are here
Stuck in a place
Where happiness is forbidden
And our love is secured.

I toss and turn at night
Reaching out for your warmth
All I find is cold sheets
And a blanket that keeps me warm.

Feeling your touch
Soothes me in everyway
It makes me alive again
And not afraid.

But then the time comes
And you leave again
The warmth slowly fades away
I’m all alone once more.

You’re the only one
The only exception
Who can heal my heart
And make me feel alive.

Night Mischief - 2011

Tossing and Turning. the nights roll on as the nights grow longer. I'm alone and wake up in insecurity. Searching for the comfort and protection. i need to be in your arms to feel calm. Lost in darkness and far into the distant realm of my mind, only one light shines the way. The light of a face. Near or far....my heart beats faster with each glance of reassurance. the thought of your protection makes me feel alive. U reach for the light to feel the comfort of what could be. I need the wind of light and the sacrifice of angels singing just to be in your arms tonight. To not run away and hide anymore. Yet when i have the satisfaction of your grace I become ignorant and selfish. No one can glnace at you or else my heart feels unwanted. Jealousy burns red like a internal war of disgrace. i am losing, but there is still that light of hope. Tossing and turning, the nights roll on and on, when i wake all will be forgotten. Yet none will be forgiven.

Believe In Beauty -2011


Your hazel eyes assure me of safety

When I fall down all I have to do is look up

Look up into your reassuring eyes to know I'm okay

I have cried before and showed my misery

Yet you always find a way to heal me

The touch of your warm hands helps guide me

Through thick and thin anger and sadness

You will always shine the way for me

Even when I think I am going into madness

You shine on in front of me guiding my path

I will pour my soul into yours

As long as you can do the same to me

I believe in us and in you

Fight each day to be yours to hold at night

I belong with you each morning and night

I want to wake up and share the sunrise

And sit curled up next to you

As the sun sinks into the Earth below us

I would do anything for you

As long as you would do the same for me

I place my hand to cover my tears

You pull it away and hold me close

Telling me everything is okay

And that nothing or no one will hurt you

I believe you...

I will place your hand onto my heart

Staring into the hazel eyes of love

Smiling in reassurance and acceptance

I believe in you and in us

My heart is now shielded by your love

And I will never stop believing in this beauty

Burn To Ashes - 2011


You don’t know how I feel

Cuz each moment that im alone

Cuts a deeper wound into my heart

And I know you hate my blame

But its true that I have problems

I’m just learning to accept them

I’m always the bad guy

The downer and loner

Just get it thru that head on your shoulders

I’m not worth it.

So if there are so many fucking problems with me

Then why save me?

There’s no point in saving the lost

As much as it is needed

Just watch me burn and turn to ashes.

I piss you off so goddamn much

And yet we make up and hide the scars

We need to learn to communicate

But for some weird fucked up reason we cant

And every time we try to

It fails and we never solve shit

I don’t know what goes through your head

And you cant figure me out

Everything that we build

Turns into a fight for survival

Each night is the same bull shit.

So if there are so many fucking problems with me

Then why save me?

There’s no point in saving the lost

As much as it is needed

Just watch me burn and turn to ashes.

Im a lost cause with no hope

As much as you try

There is no progress

As much as you yell

There is no communication

So what’s the point of moving forward?

If I fuck up everything

In every way possible

I’ll take the blame

And I will run with it.

So if there are so many fucking problems with me

Then why save me?

There’s no point in saving the lost

As much as it is needed

Just watch me burn and turn to ashes.

Nightmare - 2011


I feel like I need to runaway. Runaway from every little thing…little problem. I feel lost and alone way to much. I just cant focus or seem to have a grip on reality. I try to be happy, but yet I feel like shit. I’m not even sick, yet I feel like I’m dying deep down. I feel like I’m screaming for help, but no one hears me scream in pain. I need help and won’t receive any. I don’t want to face the fact that I need help and if I do I feel haunted. Haunted by past regrets. I’m scared. Cornered with hands over my eyes and my heart beat in my ears. I don’t know what to do or what to say. I cry and scream, but cant show it. I reach for help, but cant touch it. I burn inside with rage and anger of passed grievances. Things I wish I had fixed long ago, but if I try to fix them now…it opens the wounds. The wounds I am probably never going to heal again. I don’t need time to myself, what I need is guidance. Something or someone who can help me. That can make me happy. Yet I am afraid that my inner rage will explode and I will hurt the ones I love deeply. I don’t want that. So yet I am cornered again…searching for a way out. A way out of a Nightmare.

Mixed Fears - 2011


Torn up inside by mixed fears. I’m broken inside with lost thoughts of past encounters. I don’t know what to think or how to feel. I live each day as it comes. Lifting my head up to every thing that hits me. Pushing through the pain and fighting to win each day. I’m lost and I’m looking for the light home. I live in a gorgeous nightmare that pulls me left and right. When I think things are going well it turns me upside down and changes the situation. The end is uncertain and my mind can’t make a finale. I’m running down a dark alley to a brick wall. Shadows are coming from every which way. All I can do is cower and scream, yet my scream isn’t heard. It’s a hollow sound of nothing. All I can feel is the wet feeling of my tears roll down my face and I shudder in to my knees. No hope for my life to be spared. I’m forgotten for all eternity…

Then out of the darkness, a small light shines through. I slowly raise my head and reach towards it. Is this the blip of revival I need to survive…or is it a trick? I continue with curiosity. I close my eyes and reach as far as I can on hands and knees. The touch of warmth overcomes my body as fast as the plague. It fills me with hope and happiness. I slowly open my eyes to see the hazel-grey eyes of my savior. From that moment I knew I was safe. I collapse into the arms of my loved one and cry. I now know that I am alive and protected. I will be secured in safety and love for the rest of eternity. I no longer feel pain or suffering, but love and survival. With that I am whole. With you I am yours.

The love I feel is crazy -2011


I can’t describe how I feel. All I know is that you are the one and that I will be with you forever. If I don’t I will die an untimely death alone. Like Romeo and Juliet…we have that bond that will never die. As long as we love each other… day in and day out. To never give up on each other, even when time is at its lowest and darkest. You are the light that keeps me moving. I know that when I reach that light I will be safe in your arms once again. All I want to have is you in my life for the rest of my years. I can wait through thick and thin…happy and sad. Through the years of new life and death of old. Together our bond is strong and powerful. Nothing and no one can defeat us when we are together. Unstoppable force of love, peace, and happiness. I need your love to live happily. You are the most amazing person I have in my life. I will fight for you each day and I won’t stop until the day I die. We have the strongest bond in the world and it won’t be broken. You are my greatest prize and emblem in my life. I pray each night for you and hope that you stay in good health. To love me in every way possible…even when it’s in the worst times. I just want to be your beautiful fairy and you to be my man in shining armor. I only want to have a fairytale, like the ones in the books that I read in my childhood. To wed the one that I know is right and know will be by my side through everything. You are the only exception in my life. You saved me in so many ways. Mentally, emotionally, physically…all that I can say is thank you. Thank you for caring and supporting me. You have shown me that you are my prince and that I will make you king. Until that day I will live my life as if it were happy ever after. Each day you make me happy and I feel warm inside. With those feelings…even when I don’t show them, I mean them. I pray for you and only you. I will never sleep comfortably without your arms around me. Feeling your heart beating and breath against my neck. The warmth of being held and being protected each night. To nuzzle into your chest and know that everything will be okay. You make my world complete. I love you and I sincerely mean that. If you don’t believe me…then I don’t know what or how to show you anymore. You are my savior and protector. My future and lover. I love you.