When oxygen turns to poison

Stuck behind a mirror of shadows,a place unpleasant,and thoughts don't mend here,pleading for someone,to contradict my tourment,and numb my sorrows,I lye unconciense,as a coma,my sences drowning,i feel my air is thining,i feel my feelings leaving,till they come back so intensly,im awake dying,a soul kept quiet,like a silent secret,the scenerys night so dwellful and regretfull,i look for endearment of the light of day,an eternal clousure,and as days pass the sky never changing,can't bestow a faithful light,like the tears from clouds,my eyes storm,and this puddles become a river,im left a mess full of hollow,loneliness was never a treat,lets not pretend it's a friend,or use as an aching trend,for this sick heart,the only cures tommorrow,

Pull that frown out from underneath that smile,your jaded catch yourself quick befor you fade,like the shallow peace of wet sand,or your crumbling soul,My friend don't look into this medusa's eyes,they glisten bright,same as her insight there vacant,Take note your a mess,looks can be deciving,why when I hear that I feel it's just something to say,everyone heres a whole,lying in an ocean floor touching the surface,So take your fucking hands off me,and keep your thoughts from my hopes,I understand you could highlight cliches,and thats just why im keeping the lights on tonight,im staying from your flashy facts,im staying from your outside opinions,so can breathe when your drowning in your shame

A toungue forever bitter,Your councience laid to waste,When n the grave,You never find some peace,Haung my heart on a nause,just after a deathgrip in clamped palms.Im chocking on desparity,And wishing for a breathe,I've been feeling used and abused,It doesn't help that your licking the sweat from my face,and splashing me with more,Could've swore I deserved an explanation,No suprise you thought much less,Your like the darkest silhouette,shadowing any light of day,So thanks for consuming me in darkness,By sharing the coldest darkest heart,Could've found the glory in steller gazing stars,could've found the beauty in gentle moonlight,Thats been torn,since my thoughts are scared by the darkness that surrounds it.Such an empty way to see the world,This plastic sticks,Wheres my hole in the box,Im crying lost care,Im crawling broke legs,

once i stared back into bloodshot eyes,with a torn burning feeling,i said fuck her remarks,or any ones plausible opinions,probably the reason i gave up reflection,probably the reason i forgot my heart,you know its killing me, for my mind to murder you,and right now a broken rib,would bring less tears,then an apology,oh how its hurting bad,to know I'm so damn numb,and so fuckin hollow,but how could i know investing in you,meant losing the sun and all its glory,what i thought was everything,was now incinerated to be all of nothing,I am sinking deep,dwelling in my sorrows,lungs with lacerations,just how long will this tape be enough,your chocking on his cum,betrail with ironic joy,as i point and laugh,the pressure made some hole,how long will oxygen be enough,to keep us living with these lies,

picking tulips just to burn them,pulling out my hair,at the thoughts of my weakness,turning my mind inside out,as she kissed me goodbye,It was the kiss of death,to enchant her eternal wish,im asphixiating myself,living without honesty was tearing her apart,i asked hows it feel to be an arsonist,and feel yourself shed to ash,and incinerate with the rest,i know im dying,i wish i was home,im going on with a fork in the road,my stomaches sick,this knife was good for everything,the hole in my stomache has consumed my whole soul,as emptiness kills off every sence,the way you died,and the way i killed myself,by leading ourselves into concience cooma,

i read your poems and i liked them all
they really flow well...

(THE BEDRIDDEN) The rain bleeds,but not from clouds,with wet eyelashes following a broken heart, crashing through the floor with shards of heartache,a soulless sorrow losing you,means welling up in forevery,constant dark days,a mind conceded in the past,your Scarlett eyes and sunrise hair,just memories waiting to fade,a book now incinerated,a tragic story with unanswered questions,a day ago feels lost in time,suspended moments accompany collapsing feelings,I'm so depressed,I'm dying off,u took my hand,we faced the frauds,a voice to kill off all the voids,just illusions mixed with a caving chest,all the colors all the fills,they jade and spill murdering thoughts,presenting darkness and emptiness,recovering from my addictions,has turned me so weak and frail,slowly sinking suffocating asphyxiating,built remarks into lungs turning skin blue,our love was never a blur,or a feeling of animosity

bitter thoughts eat my heart,pockets full of empty,I use to feed on grace and beauty,now im lost and it's killing me,sitting on the last step,begging for the anserws, a way to cope or a way to leave,not bracking has brocken me,dry my eyes,and hope the sun comes up,aplaud only to break the silence,draining poison from the veins,wasting away,in a withering somber,piano keys play the dead to sleep,air keeps us living,but im finding trouble in the whole and spirit,burning away

(HER DIMPLES MY EYES OUR RESENTMENT)
such a great ache that feels good at first,faced with a knot in my heart,a gut filled and fucked,your pain was in dirt,and I'm now infected,the scenery you've got to be kidding me,it's raining outside to mimic my eyes,all I could say peaces,I'm so alive feeling so lost,I'm so dead breathing this air,in peaces I'm not whole,your in peaces,I fell babe,can't fix my legs,they broke for you,set a fire,always sounds right at the time,little did I know,I was burning holes in hearts,yours and mine,getting kinda fucked up,with a pill and you in mind,and its getting kinda fucked up,that no ones around,but all I can see is your face,chewed on broken glass lathered in salt,swallowed my heart,pray that it doesn't leave again,and it's safe to say were never gonna be,love that died,with wounds that don't scar and tears that don't stop,at the end of this breathe you'll know,the last goodbye is the hardest part of dying,,and reds been turned to black,my once pretty rose,and the rise of the serpent sun has set,buried in glory under the ocean floor.if the echos of yesterday get us thinking,well I guess x remarks the spot,YOU FUCKING BITCH!

spread that fake ass smell,real flowers are death,talk in riddles to fuck her mind,wet sand prepares to sink,whisper so soft it turns you on,fuck me,to get a switch blade under Mommy's wrist,and once she,paints the walls,like her face smeared with lipstick,she's just a slut named princess,and all she owns is this torn dress,with loss of self respect,eye shadows,and helpless caved chests,a wreckage poisoned her thoughts,daddy sent a letter and casted away,

sunspots and the raindrops,this wont control my eyes,the clearest day is completely fogged up,and the cleanest drug is completely fucked up,oh my doctors medicine,and my dealers novicane,in night where heros die,the night where the heartless cry,where buried in lies,bliss is covered,the truth should be naked,as we drown in shame,to be full of pride,who could deny desease,your just a weak stem,that holds a beautiful flower

tell me that you trust me
because I've lost faith in everything
I'm the darkest moon awaiting my end
A day so cold it could freeze the red sun

I'm in such disgust
darling your the only beauty left
await the stars in the sky
baby know painted constellations
are just keep you with a smile
hold my heart
and will touch lips as smooth
as the wind under trees
In my eye as pretty as piano keys
mimic city lights and whisper into my dreams
This puddles become a river
on the most silent dawn will watch the sunset
clip off wings just to show our faith
baby tell me you trust me
and when the trains leaving tell me I'm worth the waiting


I fucking hate the misery
all the aches of yesterday cry out my name as I toss and turn
scars that taunt
I'm fucking welling up
the agony has put me in this hell
a coma strayed away from all happiness
you left to soon you were everything now the day has lost your scent forever!

Well, I definitely find these interesting. I enjoyed reading the (random) ones I read. I find it curious how all but one are written as paragraphs.

the last one is not written in a paragraph because its suppose to be more lyrics then a poem

If you were such an angle
you'd grow some fuckin wings and prove that you are alive
I'm on the ocean floor
as it seems in every dream just surviving in a nightmare
breath in gasps with dry lungs
the past is such a stain cuz a scar would maybe leave me
just like jaded remarks a cut in flesh then heal
and the page we made written in a breaking promise
the world is this glair in my eye
im burning a hole of empty
a coma relaxing in my breathing death

cut in half a cigarette
look into the stabbed back
open a heart
lets go home
I'm so lost passing and falling without an ending so hello dearly silence

(my heart a cold shell in July )
intoxicate my veins
i hate my soul
every image is under the darkest shadow
in emptiness ill rot
and i can no longer tell
a kiss from a scar

breath into me the daggers have captivated my flesh
Im blinded in the past
its buried me as the hatchet
along with the bleeding rainfall
ill kill my ears just to go deaf
and silence every helpless scream

all that's left a crucified prophesy
and hello fuck you
I'm weakened by every new person
they await me to crumble
and i just cant imagine going on in this hell
ill find another breathe and hope my lung wont be in poisoned
but one day oh one day will find the silver lining in the clouds
its hidden underneath its under my heart but they keep freezing me cold
even in the month of July
the only time i feel the burn
is outside this coffin and in the vampires lament

all my lyrics and poems are freestyle.some criticism would be nice.

(Matches and tulips pt1 wedding first then the funeral)
I wake to see my life's ending kissed across my face
her love was worth a thousand words
and everyone a lie
not many things were faceless
except this false heart taken lightly
with the passing of my ring reminiscing through my mind
and tonight the romance has brought me to knives and tears
roses are red violets are blue
and my darling flower is burning to black ash
when i caught her eyes embraced her lips
i think i might of missed her glance into darkness
if i cant have her to hell ill send her
and her remains will dine with me to prove that fates just a fake
so honey are you tired lets take this to the bed
surely its desire but innocence is always left for thieves
(matches and tulips pt2 angles rise from the ashes)
you brutalized my commitment
if this was such a fantasy
you would've just waited to when i was asleep
this is another story of the dead rising
to keep a happy ending
i broke your heart and ill rip it out to see just how its changed
oh baby don't cry
the last words i heard before you so selfishly stabbed me to sleep
did your heart run dim
i saw you pacing with a kitchen knife
now i know your intentions i just wish i believed my eyes
so ill return the favor
(pt 3 I now pronounce you bleed and buried you may kiss the corpse)
forevermore we see the beauty
you and i to kill together
mischief ain't in a hand gun
but will see serenity in a dagger
just kiss me to keep a promise
will see the light in death forever
they ll grow cold to hear the day
we survived is the end of Christ or any ones glory
a massacre to go beyond our marriage rights
so we bid you goodnight and welcome you to the end of all things

So if you read my poem/lyrics to matches and tulips,and were confused.Well the concept is a story about this guy struggles with anxiety and emotional issues,he proposes to the love of his life,then gets denied.they stay a couple but he gets worried shell leave him, so he murders her,he keeps her preserved in his house.going about his normal life,and makes love to her carcase.this is pt 1.pt2 is told from her perspective.were she becomes alive again, and seeks revenge by killing him.pt3 is he comes back to life.they get married,then they start there own killing spree.