| Author | Message |
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Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | September 25th, 2012 at 08:37pm
I seriously dont know whats up with me. Today has been just so depressing. I cant stop thinking about the past. And how much school is killing me. Just everything is hitting me all at once. I dont know how to handle it, I feel alone. |
lana del rey.
Demolition Lover
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16030 | September 27th, 2012 at 02:57am I lied to that guy and withdrew my application from that internship program. What the fuck am I doing?
Now I'm just going to become a teacher?
Ehhhhhhhhhh. |
amo.
Damned After All
Age: 32
Gender: -
Posts: 105480 | September 27th, 2012 at 07:25pm I have an interview tomorrow.
And I'm nervous as hell. |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | September 27th, 2012 at 08:37pm I secretly hope you fail
Cause I dont want you doing better than me
Cause then, you'll realize you dont need me, and you'll walk away |
Finnick Odair
In the Cannibal Glow
Age: 32
Gender: Female
Posts: 50222 | September 30th, 2012 at 07:50am No one who judges me on what I do or don't have in my bank account will ever be a friend of mine. Sorry that I'm not rich enough for your liking. Must be nice to afford 120 dollars for one night out. Sadly I can't, but I don't see how that makes me a worse person. I'm seriously shocked you would think like that, or maybe you're too cushioned from reality to realise how insulting that was. |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | September 30th, 2012 at 04:42pm You make life perfect |
amo.
Damned After All
Age: 32
Gender: -
Posts: 105480 | October 1st, 2012 at 09:08am pretty sure there is something wrong with me.
no one ever seems to like me and i'm getting tired of trying. |
shishio
Demolition Lover
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 18333 | October 1st, 2012 at 03:48pm I want this so bad that I can't bring myself to think what'll happen if it doesn't work |
mandylorian
In the Cannibal Glow
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 53013 | October 1st, 2012 at 10:13pm i wish that i could forget, but i can't
it's always there in the back of my mind |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | October 2nd, 2012 at 06:32pm I literally despise my job now. |
andromeda;
Patron Saint of Switchblade Fights
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 69253 | October 4th, 2012 at 04:17pm
Sometimes I want to beg you to get back together with me. But I know it won't last...
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Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | October 4th, 2012 at 07:32pm This cant seriously be happening. This is almost to the point of being forbidden. Fuck it, might as well let the good times roll. |
amo.
Damned After All
Age: 32
Gender: -
Posts: 105480 | October 5th, 2012 at 07:10pm I'm so glad I have my cousin to talk too.
Even though she's not related to me by blood, I'm really close to her.
I was finally able to let out what I have been holding in for the past month
and it was like a weight was lifted off my shoulders.
The best thing about it? She doesn't judge me because she's been in the same situation as me. |
Kick Start My Heart
Thinking Happy Thoughts
Age: 32
Gender: Female
Posts: 559 | October 5th, 2012 at 09:43pm i just wish i could curl up and die |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | October 6th, 2012 at 08:00pm You've been acting weird and distant since you hung out with her. Are you sure everythings okay? Cause if I ask you, I know you wont tell me the truth. You act like you dont wanna talk to me anymore, and before you saw her that day, we talked 24/7. |
andromeda;
Patron Saint of Switchblade Fights
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 69253 | October 6th, 2012 at 10:07pm
I hope you're suffering as much as I am. I know that's terrible, but I wish this meant something to you as much as it did to me.
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geradsredskittle666
Really Not Okay
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 610 | October 7th, 2012 at 07:46am I confess I'm trying not to hate you but you really are being a bitch. I hate the way you try to dominate our relationship. I dont hate you...not yet. |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | October 7th, 2012 at 07:47am Kids.:
I hope you're suffering as much as I am. I know that's terrible, but I wish this meant something to you as much as it did to me.
|
Finnick Odair
In the Cannibal Glow
Age: 32
Gender: Female
Posts: 50222 | October 8th, 2012 at 03:26pm Everytime we go out and do something now I always go home feeling sad. I wish I knew why. Probably because we used to be much better friends than we are now. |
mandylorian
In the Cannibal Glow
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 53013 | October 8th, 2012 at 05:07pm i'm trying not to let him get to me, but i'm failing miserably.
however, i will succeed in not letting him know that he has gotten to me.
i don't want him to know how upset i get when he does this to me.
he's not even worth my time. so why bother bitching at him?
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i feel absolutely miserable right now. i wish there was something i could do.
i hate it when shit like this happens, and i can't do anything to make it better.
it makes me feel entirely worthless. instead, i just end up crying a lot.
which is obviously counterproductive to the situation. |
