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The Confessions Thread

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Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
October 8th, 2012 at 08:35pm
Im not trying to sound pathetic or anything, but Im literally convinced that I have no future. I cant see my "adult" self fitting in anywhere.
andromeda;
Patron Saint of Switchblade Fights
andromeda;
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 69253
October 8th, 2012 at 10:04pm

I miss you. I miss you so much and I know that you don't give a shit about me.
stereo typical.
Tragic With a Capital T
stereo typical.
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 46539
October 9th, 2012 at 03:00am
I do care. no matter what I say or do to make everyone think I don't.
andromeda;
Patron Saint of Switchblade Fights
andromeda;
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 69253
October 9th, 2012 at 04:15pm

In light of what happened, I do feel a tiny bit sorry for you. Because that was a really shitty thing to have happen, even though you are a shitty person.
stereo typical.
Tragic With a Capital T
stereo typical.
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 46539
October 9th, 2012 at 07:47pm
I wasn't trying to mess with you, it was just confusing.
But it was honest.
I don't see why you can't understand or accept that.
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
October 9th, 2012 at 10:19pm
My feelings came back today. Which can only mean they'll be gone when I wake up, and wont return til God knows when. Ill just keep going and see what happens.
amo.
Damned After All
amo.
Age: 32
Gender: -
Posts: 105480
October 12th, 2012 at 04:58pm
We've only talked a few days but I really do like this guy.
He's pretty amazing and we like the same things.
andromeda;
Patron Saint of Switchblade Fights
andromeda;
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 69253
October 12th, 2012 at 08:32pm

I want things to go back to the way they were.
Kick Start My Heart
Thinking Happy Thoughts
Kick Start My Heart
Age: 32
Gender: Female
Posts: 559
October 13th, 2012 at 12:40am
I wish I was
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
October 13th, 2012 at 07:37am
Im done with school, my mind is made up. Im to the point of depression, and yes, its really that bad. Ive known for a looong time that I dont belong there, nor do I wanna be there at all. At least give me a few months to figure things out. Id rather be futureless and happy, than have a future in cosmetology and be miserable.
andromeda;
Patron Saint of Switchblade Fights
andromeda;
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 69253
October 14th, 2012 at 03:40pm

Every day I wait for a text from you that isn't going to come.
This is my life.
Ad Astra
Salute You in Your Grave
Ad Astra
Age: 30
Gender: Male
Posts: 3546
October 14th, 2012 at 11:22pm
It will all work out in the end. It always does.
ab aeterno.
Lost My Fear of Falling
ab aeterno.
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 93820
October 15th, 2012 at 06:11am
i don't know what i'm doing with my life.
& i miss this place and the people that i've met here.
Kick Start My Heart
Thinking Happy Thoughts
Kick Start My Heart
Age: 32
Gender: Female
Posts: 559
October 15th, 2012 at 09:55pm
You know I like you, please stop ignoring me when you're the one who speaks to me first, what's the point? You give me butterflies and we haven't even met yet!
mandylorian
In the Cannibal Glow
mandylorian
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 53013
October 15th, 2012 at 11:04pm
what's the point of existing if i'm just going to be sick most of the time.
i wish that i could figure out my reason. or purpose. or whatever people call it.
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
October 16th, 2012 at 08:35pm
Im setting my hopes far too high, but you're worth the risk.
amo.
Damned After All
amo.
Age: 32
Gender: -
Posts: 105480
October 17th, 2012 at 09:40am
sic parvis magna.:
i don't know what i'm doing with my life.
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
October 18th, 2012 at 08:18pm
darling little sammy:
sic parvis magna.:
i don't know what i'm doing with my life.
mandylorian
In the Cannibal Glow
mandylorian
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 53013
October 18th, 2012 at 10:57pm
i wish that i would quit panicking over things that are out of my control.
if i could just focus on one work task at a time, i wouldn't freak out so much.
but instead, my mind keeps thinking several months ahead. it's stressful.
lana del rey.
Demolition Lover
lana del rey.
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16030
October 18th, 2012 at 11:20pm
I am such a stalker. Holy shit I need to stop.
I now know what his wife looks like and also his father.
And now I'm sitting here crying.
Oh god what have I done, what am I doing?
This honestly feels like a break up.
I should have listened to him.