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Richey Edwards. Demolition Lover
 Age: 28 Gender: Female Posts: 16507 | October 8th, 2012 at 08:35pm
Im not trying to sound pathetic or anything, but Im literally convinced that I have no future. I cant see my "adult" self fitting in anywhere. |
andromeda; Patron Saint of Switchblade Fights
 Age: - Gender: - Posts: 69253 | October 8th, 2012 at 10:04pm
I miss you. I miss you so much and I know that you don't give a shit about me.
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stereo typical. Tragic With a Capital T
 Age: - Gender: Female Posts: 46539 | October 9th, 2012 at 03:00am I do care. no matter what I say or do to make everyone think I don't. |
andromeda; Patron Saint of Switchblade Fights
 Age: - Gender: - Posts: 69253 | October 9th, 2012 at 04:15pm
In light of what happened, I do feel a tiny bit sorry for you. Because that was a really shitty thing to have happen, even though you are a shitty person.
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stereo typical. Tragic With a Capital T
 Age: - Gender: Female Posts: 46539 | October 9th, 2012 at 07:47pm I wasn't trying to mess with you, it was just confusing.
But it was honest.
I don't see why you can't understand or accept that. |
Richey Edwards. Demolition Lover
 Age: 28 Gender: Female Posts: 16507 | October 9th, 2012 at 10:19pm My feelings came back today. Which can only mean they'll be gone when I wake up, and wont return til God knows when. Ill just keep going and see what happens. |
amo. Damned After All
 Age: 32 Gender: - Posts: 105480 | October 12th, 2012 at 04:58pm We've only talked a few days but I really do like this guy.
He's pretty amazing and we like the same things. |
andromeda; Patron Saint of Switchblade Fights
 Age: - Gender: - Posts: 69253 | October 12th, 2012 at 08:32pm
I want things to go back to the way they were.
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Kick Start My Heart Thinking Happy Thoughts
 Age: 32 Gender: Female Posts: 559 | October 13th, 2012 at 12:40am I wish I was |
Richey Edwards. Demolition Lover
 Age: 28 Gender: Female Posts: 16507 | October 13th, 2012 at 07:37am Im done with school, my mind is made up. Im to the point of depression, and yes, its really that bad. Ive known for a looong time that I dont belong there, nor do I wanna be there at all. At least give me a few months to figure things out. Id rather be futureless and happy, than have a future in cosmetology and be miserable. |
andromeda; Patron Saint of Switchblade Fights
 Age: - Gender: - Posts: 69253 | October 14th, 2012 at 03:40pm
Every day I wait for a text from you that isn't going to come.
This is my life.
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Ad Astra Salute You in Your Grave
 Age: 30 Gender: Male Posts: 3546 | October 14th, 2012 at 11:22pm It will all work out in the end. It always does. |
ab aeterno. Lost My Fear of Falling
 Age: 28 Gender: Female Posts: 93820 | October 15th, 2012 at 06:11am i don't know what i'm doing with my life.
& i miss this place and the people that i've met here. |
Kick Start My Heart Thinking Happy Thoughts
 Age: 32 Gender: Female Posts: 559 | October 15th, 2012 at 09:55pm You know I like you, please stop ignoring me when you're the one who speaks to me first, what's the point? You give me butterflies and we haven't even met yet! |
mandylorian In the Cannibal Glow
 Age: - Gender: Female Posts: 53013 | October 15th, 2012 at 11:04pm what's the point of existing if i'm just going to be sick most of the time.
i wish that i could figure out my reason. or purpose. or whatever people call it. |
Richey Edwards. Demolition Lover
 Age: 28 Gender: Female Posts: 16507 | October 16th, 2012 at 08:35pm Im setting my hopes far too high, but you're worth the risk. |
amo. Damned After All
 Age: 32 Gender: - Posts: 105480 | October 17th, 2012 at 09:40am sic parvis magna.: i don't know what i'm doing with my life. |
Richey Edwards. Demolition Lover
 Age: 28 Gender: Female Posts: 16507 | October 18th, 2012 at 08:18pm darling little sammy:sic parvis magna.: i don't know what i'm doing with my life. |
mandylorian In the Cannibal Glow
 Age: - Gender: Female Posts: 53013 | October 18th, 2012 at 10:57pm i wish that i would quit panicking over things that are out of my control.
if i could just focus on one work task at a time, i wouldn't freak out so much.
but instead, my mind keeps thinking several months ahead. it's stressful. |
lana del rey. Demolition Lover
 Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 16030 | October 18th, 2012 at 11:20pm I am such a stalker. Holy shit I need to stop.
I now know what his wife looks like and also his father.
And now I'm sitting here crying.
Oh god what have I done, what am I doing?
This honestly feels like a break up.
I should have listened to him. |