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lana del rey.
Demolition Lover
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16030 | October 18th, 2012 at 11:23pm
But what the fuck do I do now?
I need to do my postgraduate study and I've lined it up with him at the uni.
Do I leave? Try and get accepted to another university?
Can I truly stay knowing what I am doing is wrong?
Can I even bring myself to leave him?
I should never have read that dedication. |
stereo typical.
Tragic With a Capital T
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 46539 | October 19th, 2012 at 12:41am I'm a little jealous
I miss when you made time to talk to me
You were one of my closest friends, I just feel like she stole you away. |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | October 19th, 2012 at 08:20pm This is what I get for actually trying. Fuck this. If you ever wanna get involved, fucking contact me. Cause im done with this. |
andromeda;
Patron Saint of Switchblade Fights
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 69253 | October 24th, 2012 at 11:03pm
I was having such an exciting day until you contacted me. Now I just wanna cry...
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Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | October 28th, 2012 at 12:59pm Whenever you say those things to me, my heart melts a little. Not because I "love" you or anything like that, but because its sweet of you to say those things. I deeply appreciate it. |
ab aeterno.
Lost My Fear of Falling
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 93820 | October 28th, 2012 at 10:29pm i don't know if she's kidding or not.
and why do i even care? |
severus.
Awake and Unafraid
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 12900 | October 29th, 2012 at 06:22am I shouldn't be this ~scared~ of her, like, who the fuck is she?
But I am. Ugh, why am I so unassertive... |
mandylorian
In the Cannibal Glow
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 53013 | October 29th, 2012 at 05:43pm it's times like these when i wish that i wasn't even born.
there is too much pain and suffering in this world,
and i can't handle it, emotionally. i'm too weak. |
Kick Start My Heart
Thinking Happy Thoughts
Age: 32
Gender: Female
Posts: 559 | October 29th, 2012 at 07:26pm I want to kick you in the face |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | October 29th, 2012 at 09:32pm That was....I dont wanna admit it...perfect... |
mandylorian
In the Cannibal Glow
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 53013 | October 30th, 2012 at 08:46pm i feel like i should be more excited about this trip.
after all, this is something i've wanted to do for most of my life.
but i feel so numb right now because of stuff unrelated to the trip.
i just want to forget about what happened, and have a good time.
but i'm worried that i won't be able to forget. it's too fresh in my mind. |
lana del rey.
Demolition Lover
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16030 | October 31st, 2012 at 08:53pm I am so fucked.
Sooooooo fucked.
I'm researching his areas of interest.
I'm reading his favourite books.
I bought his book as soon as it was released.
Even though it cost me $150 because it's a scholarly text.
I can't get past that dedication.
Every time I open the book, that's as far as I get.
Every time I see his wife's name I freeze.
What have he and I done?
I can't leave him though. |
andromeda;
Patron Saint of Switchblade Fights
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 69253 | October 31st, 2012 at 10:30pm
I wish you knew how upset you made me. That you really understood how shitty you make me feel. But since that won't happen, I really just wish you'd leave me alone. If there was ever a chance of me coming back, you fucked it up pretty badly. That's just your lot in life, I guess. To fuck things up.
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Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | October 31st, 2012 at 10:39pm I have a very bad feeling about all this |
on birds and glass
Always Born a Crime
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 5177 | November 1st, 2012 at 11:13am What the hell am I doing?
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andromeda;
Patron Saint of Switchblade Fights
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 69253 | November 2nd, 2012 at 06:25pm I hate the fact that I feel like I need a man in my life to be happy...
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Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | November 2nd, 2012 at 10:34pm Im just so hooked on you... |
our avenged tania.
Always Born a Crime
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 5342 | November 4th, 2012 at 09:49pm First post in yeeeears. Reviving memories of a past life. |
andromeda;
Patron Saint of Switchblade Fights
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 69253 | November 4th, 2012 at 09:54pm
I want you back.
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stereo typical.
Tragic With a Capital T
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 46539 | November 7th, 2012 at 01:05am I am so thankful for you.
I wish I had it in me to show it more. |
