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the desperate ranks.
Always Born a Crime
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 6712 | November 7th, 2012 at 02:12am
I don't know what I'm doing. |
wasting light.
Always Born a Crime
Age: 26
Gender: Female
Posts: 6428 | November 7th, 2012 at 06:03am i think it was messed up how you said all of these nice things to me, making me feel good and got my hopes up and then just basically said nevermind... i feel rejected. even though, i have no right to feel this way, i don't think, because i'm still completely and hopelessly devoted to your bestfriend, who is probably the reason you said nevermind. i can't win. ever. when i try, i get screwed. when i don't try, i get screwed. i don't know what to do. |
sad savior;
Wild Eyed Joker
Age: 26
Gender: Female
Posts: 86228 | November 7th, 2012 at 10:14pm I'm becoming a pothead and I have absolutely no idea where my life is going and I am so terrified of myself. |
brandleys;
Death Defying
Age: 26
Gender: Female
Posts: 182066 | November 8th, 2012 at 12:46pm sad savior;: I have absolutely no idea where my life is going. |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | November 8th, 2012 at 01:24pm whipstickagostop;:sad savior;: I have absolutely no idea where my life is going. |
Thnks fr th vnm
Demolition Lover
Age: 32
Gender: Female
Posts: 15766 | November 8th, 2012 at 05:52pm I have not one single person in my life to talk to and I need someone right now more than ever. |
ab aeterno.
Lost My Fear of Falling
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 93820 | November 8th, 2012 at 09:29pm yeah, this is complete bullshit. my opinion keeps getting fucking blown off. don't fucking tell me i'm wrong, because they were all fucking doing it. all of them, not just one. just like she's not the only one being a little fucking brat. yet she's the only one actually being talked to about it? hell maybe i was out of place, but i do have a fucking point.yeah, maybe i do feel like she's being picked on, but i'm not saying she doesn't deserve it, because she really fucking does. i'm just saying don't fucking act like nothing happened between the other kids too. yknow holy shit. i'm pretty sure the other day the kids were picking on her and that's why she punched them. i'm 100% sure. just cause i'm not good with words doesn't mean i don't have proof. i just can't fucking express myself that well. and i'm not gonna apologize to ricky, because he should be watching his fucking kids. hell, both of their parents should be fucking watching their kids. i said i wasn't going to get involved, but srsly this shit is getting so fucking old. so. fucking. old. but obviously neither of these guys know how to raise their kids. i'm not saying i'd do a better job either, because i don't know a fucking thing. i didn't have parents. i had a grandmother and an aunt. and i hate how your voice fucking cracks when you're trying to get something out but it's not coming out the right way ughhhhhhh awkward. whatever i'm d o n e. |
ab aeterno.
Lost My Fear of Falling
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 93820 | November 8th, 2012 at 09:50pm glad i defused the situation at least. fuck. |
p3rfect_f4ilur3
Killjoy
Age: 25
Gender: Female
Posts: 10 | November 9th, 2012 at 10:14am I'm smiling at you while I break the promises I made to you. I swore I wouldn't starve myself, and yet I'm going hungry. I swore I wouldn't cut myself, but the urge is just too much. I'm sorry. I wish I knew how to tell you, but I can't stand the thought of you worrying about me. I love you. |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | November 10th, 2012 at 11:11am After what I found out last night, im not sure what to think. |
Finnick Odair
In the Cannibal Glow
Age: 32
Gender: Female
Posts: 50222 | November 10th, 2012 at 06:18pm Why do you act like such a tool then remind me so painfully that we'd go so well together? Why do you keep me hoping? You're still the first guy I think of when I wish I had someone. |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | November 10th, 2012 at 08:28pm Why are you doing this to me? Seriously? You tell me althroughout our friendship that we cant be together. I finally accept it, I try and let my feelings go, THEN you decide you wanna be together? I dont fucking think so. I refuse to let it work like that. |
mandylorian
In the Cannibal Glow
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 53013 | November 11th, 2012 at 01:13am i sincerely hope that i haven't fucked up in some way.
the medicine just isn't working yet, and i'm worried.
i should be feeling somewhat better by now.
but in a weird way, i'm feeling just a tad bit worse.
did i go too long without getting medical help?
if so, then i'm a fucking idiot. |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | November 11th, 2012 at 05:53pm Im not too sure where to go from here
But wherever it is, I hope its not as bad as where ive been |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | November 12th, 2012 at 11:18am Either something is wrong, and you're lying/ignoring me (which you've done before)
Or nothings wrong, and im just over-reacting
But I strongly feel like its the first one |
ab aeterno.
Lost My Fear of Falling
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 93820 | November 12th, 2012 at 01:04pm kinda fearing for my life right now. and i seriously don't know what he'd do if he heard that.
that shit's fucked up. and after he told me that fucking traumatizing story? fuck dude. |
mandylorian
In the Cannibal Glow
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 53013 | November 12th, 2012 at 05:08pm i honestly didn't know that it was going to be that bad.
now i'm genuinely concerned that she won't make it.
i wish that there was something that i could do.
i feel so helpless. |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | November 12th, 2012 at 06:29pm Im glad you'd never leave my side
I need you |
demon dean
Always Born a Crime
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 5592 | November 14th, 2012 at 07:29am i'm scared of how much i want you.
and how much you want me. |
mandylorian
In the Cannibal Glow
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 53013 | November 14th, 2012 at 07:08pm i wish that i wasn't sick anymore.
i wish that i could stop crying and worrying.
but things rarely work out for me in life.
so it's just another thing i'll have to deal with. |
