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Richey Edwards. Demolition Lover
 Age: 28 Gender: Female Posts: 16507 | December 9th, 2012 at 08:17pm
I know there's quite a bit of drama going on
But for once in a very long while, im actually happy |
for reasons unknown Awake and Unafraid
 Age: 100 Gender: Female Posts: 11073 | December 11th, 2012 at 01:48am i'm constantly tired.
i think it's because i can't find happiness and my body doesn't know how to feel.
so it just feels tired all the time. |
Richey Edwards. Demolition Lover
 Age: 28 Gender: Female Posts: 16507 | December 11th, 2012 at 07:22pm Its almost too perfect... |
Finnick Odair In the Cannibal Glow
 Age: 32 Gender: Female Posts: 50222 | December 11th, 2012 at 08:07pm Mom, please just get better. I wish you'd listen to me when I told you that you have to fight for the surgery because otherwise you won't be able to walk soon, and then you'll really be miserable. I get so upset when I see people my age with healthy mothers. It just feels so unfair. Just please get better. That's all I want in life. |
Richey Edwards. Demolition Lover
 Age: 28 Gender: Female Posts: 16507 | December 12th, 2012 at 01:18pm Im not saying you cant have her as a friend.
Just remember what happened last time yall we're "just friends".
Im not gonna go through that again... |
for reasons unknown Awake and Unafraid
 Age: 100 Gender: Female Posts: 11073 | December 12th, 2012 at 05:35pm i wish i wasn't the person i am now. |
mandylorian In the Cannibal Glow
 Age: - Gender: Female Posts: 53013 | December 12th, 2012 at 11:22pm i wish that i could stop focusing on the past so much. but i can't help it. i miss the way that my life used to be before i started realizing just how shitty the world is. i know that i'm supposed to cherish growing older. not everyone gets to experience that, unfortunately. and that is something that i know well. but i still can't help but to feel bitter a lot lately. i miss the relationships that i used to have with my brothers. they never talk to me anymore. just thinking about the past with them makes me want to cry. i want those relationships back, but i fear that they are long gone. people grow up and grow apart. so why do i feel so shitty right now? |
Richey Edwards. Demolition Lover
 Age: 28 Gender: Female Posts: 16507 | December 13th, 2012 at 07:10am Why do I have to make myself miserable? |
amo. Damned After All
 Age: 32 Gender: - Posts: 105480 | December 15th, 2012 at 01:37am I'm probably overreacting over this bump I have under my arm.
But after going through the cancer website, I'm starting to get the feeling that I may have skin cancer.
I really hope I'm overreacting to this, I wouldn't be able to deal with this. |
Helmee Bluth In The Murder Scene
 Age: 29 Gender: Female Posts: 20963 | December 15th, 2012 at 06:39pm Why must Ohioan girls love talking to me so? x:
/getalittlebitcloser
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Richey Edwards. Demolition Lover
 Age: 28 Gender: Female Posts: 16507 | December 15th, 2012 at 07:50pm Marrying you is the only assurance I have... |
Richey Edwards. Demolition Lover
 Age: 28 Gender: Female Posts: 16507 | December 17th, 2012 at 11:50am I see everyone else getting engaged, it makes me kinda jealous. |
mandylorian In the Cannibal Glow
 Age: - Gender: Female Posts: 53013 | December 17th, 2012 at 12:46pm i wish that i could stop thinking about him. |
Richey Edwards. Demolition Lover
 Age: 28 Gender: Female Posts: 16507 | December 17th, 2012 at 06:46pm I wish these constant headaches would go away. I wish I could go to a doctor. I have no insurance, mom gets mad whenever I even suggest going to see a doctor. I guess ill wait it out. |
mandylorian In the Cannibal Glow
 Age: - Gender: Female Posts: 53013 | December 17th, 2012 at 10:40pm i don't know how to change. i don't know how to fix my issue.
and it scares me to think that i never will. |
Richey Edwards. Demolition Lover
 Age: 28 Gender: Female Posts: 16507 | December 18th, 2012 at 01:30pm Everything is perfect. I hope it stays prefect. |
andromeda; Patron Saint of Switchblade Fights
 Age: - Gender: - Posts: 69253 | December 21st, 2012 at 10:44pm
This is all my fault. It all could have been avoided. I let everything get this bad. And now I am suffering the consequences.
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mandylorian In the Cannibal Glow
 Age: - Gender: Female Posts: 53013 | December 21st, 2012 at 11:32pm i can't fight this on my own anymore.
i've tried for 12 years, and i only get worse every single day.
i wish that i could understand why this affects me so much.
everyone else moved on. i guess i'm just a weak person.
i'll always be weak. and her death will always affect me. |
ab aeterno. Lost My Fear of Falling
 Age: 28 Gender: Female Posts: 93820 | December 22nd, 2012 at 11:48am I always find the perfect ways to embarrass myself.
God, this is why i keep things to myselff ahhhhhhhhhh
Fuck why did I say that why but really
i mean no disrespect i'm just jealous maybe that's why i said something
but dlkjakldjfka;lkf;ajfd everyone had to be there too god ugh
maybe i'm just making this to out to be a bigger offense than it really is
idkidk i was just curious honestly |
Michael James Way. Always Born a Crime
 Age: 30 Gender: Female Posts: 6104 | December 22nd, 2012 at 07:39pm I miss INO. I really do.
But forums are just so full of drama all the time.
Which is why I left in the first place.
I never know if I'll come back.
But I always do, just because I hope to see some of my old friends. |