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How can I miss you if you won't go away?!

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BabySkulls356
Killjoy
BabySkulls356
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 2
November 18th, 2011 at 01:57pm

You asked me to be yours,
You said we'd be together forever,
You said you'd never leave,
You said you'd never force me into anything,
But you lied.

I was just a kid!
What were you thinking?
If you thought all was okay,
You were wrong...

Here's a little message for you,
And I hope to god that it helps you understand!



"Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I've told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed

I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)"




Do you get it now?
That is the best way I could tell you,
And My Chemical Romance is the reason I'm able to.

It's their song,
But it explains how I feel,
What you've done to me,
And how much I wanted to rip your head clean off!





Do you really care,
No,
Of Course not.

I used to care about that little detail,
But I don't anymore.
I've gotten used to people blowing me off,
Telling me I'm lower thatn dirt,
And making me just want to slit my wrists.




Why am I telling you this?
Is it for sympathy?
Is if to make you come back?
Is it to rant and rave?
Nope, none of the above.

You see,
I'm trying to warn you,
Before you break another helpless heart,
And make another life feel worthless.




You don't deserve that,
But I guess I still care about what you do,
Not to me,
But to yourself,
The other young and foolish hearts out there,
And the world in general.
mar0o0ha
Bleeding on the Floor
mar0o0ha
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 1581
November 19th, 2011 at 01:27pm
amazing !!!!XD