heartbreak,betrayal,and self sabotage
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leaderoftheunwanted Killjoy Age: 30 Gender: Female Posts: 59 | waiting for you with me, together forever or dying an epic yet romantic death intertwined in the purest of impure running every time I see you, the thought of you loving me scares the living shit out of me you black clad teenager wishing on every eyelash and star, that we will be together or that i will finally gain the courage to say what I feel sitting here all alone, to sit and wonder, cry and moan loving you with all my heart, feeling blue as hell that the you in my head can't play your part reminiscing of our childhood, classroom chats and lunchtime memories are all I have left it all feels like a nightmare, I wish I could wake up from this horrible dream wrapped in you arms, I feel safer than I ever have before you playfully brush the bangs out of my eyes, I feel love that doesn't hurt sleeping eternally, dreaming all my selfish dreams slowly disappearing, no one cares it seems afraid to die and not say goodbye, a selfish fear that you wouldn't be able to live without me as I wouldn't be able to live without you never mind, you don't give a shit. |
leaderoftheunwanted Killjoy Age: 30 Gender: Female Posts: 59 | *how the hell?* how can you say that you want to be my friend, because when i offer my sincere and advice and get you to agree you just run back to her again? how can you think that i'm not your friend, when i'm the one who always tries to give you hug and encouraging words when you sit there wishing your life would just end? how can you say that i could care less, when the inside of my notebook is a poetic mess? how can you just forget or friendship,don't you know it doesn't have to become a courtship? how can i let you break my heart everyday,when you say hi and give me a hug in your playful little way? how can you not be mine? don't you believe that our destiny's were meant to intertwine? how do get to sleep at night, what with all the inner demons you have to constantly fight? how do i keep on living everyday? haha, with the righteous lyrics of Mr. Gerard Way. how this story end? with me in your arms, or with you holding on to the love that you do not wish to lend ? how can you not let me love you, why can't you realize that my love is true? |
Jenny. Moderator Age: 29 Gender: Female Posts: 19720 | Welcome to INO Please make sure you post all your poems in one thread. Seeing as you have made more than one thread, I will lock this one and leave one open. If you have any questions, don't hesitate to PM. Thanks. |
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