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DEAREST
Close your eyes.
Go to sleep
I will be back soon.
Just pray that they don't take you today.
Pulling you down
Into their hole
Waiting until the death bell tolls…
Watching for some easy pray
Hope that they don't take you today.

NO MORE
Looking up
Grey sky
Down,
Grey ground
Inside
Feeling more accepted...
Warm colors hint of brighter days,
Only past days
Of which I spent filling myself with your love
And emotion.
I always lose myself when I look outside
Beyond the cold, drained of color,
I see a possible future...
Yes, of course you lost yourself inside your personal hell
No, you will never come back.
Crawling out of the grave you managed to dig for yourself is not that easy, no?
I still did it…

ALWAYS LOOKING
You ask me, did I find what I was looking for?
Staring into your eyes of fire and blood and all things
That are the essence of darkness.
All I found there was myself, child
And another world
But of course when I left
I lost it all.
No, I did not find what I was looking for,
But I suppose I will never find it.

AUTUMN
Maple leaves color the ground
Wait for the breeze to pick them up
Or take them down
Wind in the trees
Flying color
Flurry of life
And
A glimpse of the rainbow

WHITE FUNERAL
Watch me now
Break out of my shell
I am new
White funeral
Let go of the past
Open yourself to the new world.
Different place
Beautiful release
No more chains
Maybe just letting go
Is being free
I’m flying away
Breaking this old way
The pattern of the sloping road to hell...
Hold on and save yourself
While you still can
Let your heart fill with His fire
And be whole again.

BLACK WEDDING
Shining faces
Bright colors
But where is your beautiful face
Lost in your shadows,
You pull me ever deeper
Into your secret world of sin and
Shame
But it isn’t so bad after awhile...
It grows on you
Pain from pleasure
Pleasure from pain
Catch me with your dark eyes
Taunt me,
Draw me like a moth to the ever-burning flame
You close your eyes and
Try to keep your heart beating...
But.
Is it worth the struggle?
Dearest?
Let yourself fade
Slip into the darkness
Earth is not so pleasant
As the sweet embrace of
Death...
Let go of your dreams
And stay with me
For a little while longer
Last breath here
Don’t waste the moment
Never long for the things we can’t have
Love.

CRY
So small, so simple...
Yet so many words spoken
Death, disgrace, shame
Loss, heartbreak, tragedy
Silent communication, so easily hidden
Speaks so much
Of my last goodbye.
So somebody help me,
Somebody hold me
Before I pull that trigger

YOU
All scattered every place
That is until I see your face
Then I am alive
My eyes light up
My world is centered
My path is clear


LOST
No way to redeem myself
Gone to far to purify my soul
Never gonna be whole again
So what’s the point?
I’m leaving here
Good riddance…
So don’t waste my time
Screaming for silence
Breaking the ice like a knife in my heart
But we both know it’s pointless.
Yes, call it cliché
No way to hide yourself now.

ARE WE UNDER GOD

Our colors:
Red, white, blue
Unity of a nation.
50 stars, 13 stripes
representing all the states…
Yet the colors still bleed.
United we stand, divided we fall,
So are we under God?

I WONT LET GO

Every time you leave our house
My eyes refuse to behave
Betray me
I break down
I miss you
But….
I’m growing up.
I will never leave you behind.
Even if we part
You will always be in my heart
So remember me
And I will do the same.


CUT

Bleeding my emotions
Onto your white floor
Stained a beautiful red
Cutting deeper
Releasing that forever pain
In the eye of the beholder
I’m dead and cold
On the ground
But my heart still pounds
A steady beat
One drop closer to the white lighting.

YOU KNOW ME BETTER THAN THAT

Every time you pass me,
You don’t bother to see what’s wrong
Why it looks like I’m dieing inside.

LOVE

What is Love?
Love, my love, my lover?
Are you?
I don’t know, and I probably never will.
And if you don’t know what love is…
Will you ever know when you’re in love?
Will you ever know when you are loved?

WICKED GAME (THE STRUGGLE)

You make me play your wicked game
Take me down your wicked path;
And dance with the devil
You convince me to tasted your wicked fruit
You open your wicked, twisted mind to me
Blazing down your wicked path
Faster,
Faster,
Then the consuming flames of hell
And you say
I could own your castle
If I would bow to your wicked throne

Yet I refuse
To be bound by your dirty chains
To play your twisted game
To keep the slow, eternal fire rhythm going
Yet I refuse
Your wicked way
So don’t tempt me
Anymore
I don’t need you
To drag me deeper
Just leave me alone
To wander
I don’t need your wickedness
Anymore

EMO KID (UNDERSTAND ME)

On the verge
Of falling down
Stepping over the edge
Sad world,
Here waiting for someone
To pick me up
Or push me over
Hearts dieing
Overbearing PAIN
So I will open the wound
Let it bleed
Let it bleed
Somebody someday will help me
Silent cry,
But I don’t know.

MY LIFE (YOU)

My life is being torn to pieces
Every time you look at me
My life is being torn to pieces
Every time that you can’t see
I love you with my whole heart
So I am all alone
And every night, I lie awake, singing

And somehow I can’t let go
Because I said, “I love you, so.”

The way that I can see your face;
Imprinted in my mind
I am scared that you will leave me
Far, far behind

And somehow I can’t let go
Because I said, “I love you, so.”

In my heart, I feel it dieing
Falling from the climax of my life
Never more will I find that life in your eyes
But hey, I am getting stronger
I know how to hold on longer
And your soul will fade away
I thought I knew what to say

And somehow I can’t let go
Because I said, “I love you, so.”

So let me go
I loved you
And now I am
I always knew I would die alone
And now you leave, then maybe so…

GIVE ME WINGS

Give me wings
To fly away to another place
So unreal.

Give me wings
To fly above the dirty smog of the world
Let me watch them die.
Give me wings
To grow and learn
Give me knowledge make me wise.
Let me fly
To the city of Heaven
Away to the angels
Help me find myself

EYES OF THE INNOCENT

Light, free,
The very definition of beauty.
Do we ever lose this innocence?
Yes…
Little ones;
In their mind-- Earth,
The perfect Utopia.
They see the world
Through the eyes of the pure
Innocent
Uncritical
Unbiased.
Is it so wrong?
To be a child?
Everyone’s dream
Once.
Why must it change?
Waiting, watching, wishing
We could frolic again among the tall grasses…
To swing from the trees, so wild and free
No hesitation
Wanting to feel the wind,
Caressing my face
Teasing my hair
Holding hands
With no implications
The great pleasure
Of no boundaries.

THE ***HOLE (AN INQUIRY)
Anger
Flowing through my veins
Pulsing through my body
Fantasies of violence
I asked you, today.
“What the hell did I ever do to you?”
Why, indeed, do you insist?
On making my life hell?
I am sorry, but it’s just not working out for me, okay?
What you do--
It’s enough to drive any person insane
Whether they be innocent, or not.
It would be lovely if you would just shut up,
Just every once in a while.
And then, I was inspired.
I told you to be a man.
That shut you up.
Just like any other cocky boy.
Insecure.
So you have to take it out on me.
Isn’t that right?

HAIKU-OF OWL
Light and soft.
Wings of air;
He is one.

HAIKU-OF MOUSE
Nimble,
Skittish,
Little being.

HAIKU OF CAT
Lanky one,
Sleek
Essence of grace.
Beautiful.

I MISS ME
I miss me!
What happened to my innocent self?
I used to be cared for,
But now, all I have are thoughtless critisizms.

An embarrassing moment makes you feel like an ignorant child
But what is wrong with being a child?

I miss me!
Innocence,
The base of a child’s heart.
Beauty uneeded, undesired.
Frienship, family, comfort
Was life
I feel like I have lost my soul,
For I am no longer a child.

SLOW DOWN

Slow down, slow down
give it a rest.
Maybe if you would just listen to me,
just hear me out, please?
Stop and listen to the rain
see the stars
come back to where we are:
it’s called reality.
Stop that, you can't go away!
Nobody needs saving now.
Look at me, over here
feeling cold,
neglected
and I'm falling
with no-one there,
so
catch me.
No...Don’t tell me that, not now
not when I need you the most.
its too late for that,
I am floating away
in the tears that made my ocean;
because you walked past me in the hall
because you saw me crying
because you wore a mask of coldness
because you left me there,
and walked away,
you didn't f***ing care.
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