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Gerard Wa-HEY
Fabulous Killjoy
Gerard Wa-HEY
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 121
August 23rd, 2009 at 06:12pm
Emo Poem

Every day I think of you,
But you don't care,
You look away,It breaks my heart.
I want you, you say no,
I Cry and beg for you to change your mind,
you pretend you can't hear.
I love you with all my heart,
You Probably hate me with all of yours.
I'm sorry for the things I've done wrong,
The times I hurt you,
If I could take them back I would
If it would mean having you back as well.
Love is a great thing when it works out,
When it doesn't all that happens is people get hurt
Like me , Like you, Like anyone who cares
About someone so much,
But in return for all their love they get nothing but pain
because the person they love doesn't love them back
So when your heart is broken from those you love the most
Even though it hurts like hell
Think of all the good times you had together,
And then in time, though maybe it doesn't feel possible,
You'll find some one else
Some one who will heal you, your heart,
And seal the holes that where created
And all the hurt will slip away
And love and joy will rule the day,
And you'll be happy,
Safe and sound.
In the arms of some one new.
(I guess that one wasn't really emo sorry)
I think about you,
And I want to cry,
I think about life,
And I want to Die.
I hate life,
you love it,
I love you,
You hate it.
Life is eternal hell,
But still I wish happiness on you,
And all those who love you,
Because I know what it's like.
Love equals Life
Hate equals Death
My life is a death trap,
Your arms are my life line.
And in them I wish to stay,
Safe, happy and warm,
But you just push me away,
I'm Cold, Lost, Forlorn
Death would be a pleasure,
If I knew it wouldn't hurt you,
Life would be hell,
If you weren't here.
And so I sit,
All alone,
dreaming of you,
your love,
your arms.
But I know,
That I will always be alone,
never knowing the the love you could give me,
the warmth of your arms.
Kill me now and let the pain go away,
I'm a horrible person,
Hurting you by wanting you.
so instead I'll hurt myself,
By staying away form you,
My love,
My Life,
my security,
And alone I shall die
wishing that You could have,
would have,
Loved me like I love you.
If death could heal the pain I feel,
I'd kill myself in an instant,
Whether I live or not I don't care,
But I Don't want to hurt you so I'll Live.
I love you more then life it self,
I hate myself more then death,
If I could change myself so that you'd love me,
I most certainly would.
But even though I tell you,
I love you every day,
You love someone else,
And push me away
I hope that you are happy,
Even though I'm not,
The pain inside rips me apart,
And only one person can heal me.
You, and only you,
I need you in my life,
I can't go on with out you,
And so I hope I die
Gerard Wa-HEY
Fabulous Killjoy
Gerard Wa-HEY
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 121
August 23rd, 2009 at 06:12pm
Dearth Crazed

Heads getting plowed,
wrists being slashed.
Throats being hanged,
and cars getting crashed.
A fire burning flesh,
people getting drowned.
A thunder striking skin,
and a tsunami hitting town.
A pill too much many,
a lion on the loose.
Children playing Death,
with a strong and heavy noose.
A toaster in the tub,
an apple that was tainted.
Person finally moving on,
after hours of being fainted.
A gun being heard,
all across the world.
A body tormented,
of a innocent little girl.
How can this happen,
to all of the good?
Is it that God,
is misunderstood?
Who knows but the wind,
I shall just wait.
Until Death rolls around.
Stealing my hate...
Gerard Wa-HEY
Fabulous Killjoy
Gerard Wa-HEY
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 121
August 23rd, 2009 at 06:12pm
Can You Fix Me?

Dear doctor,
Somethings wrong and I need a cure
I think I'm broken
But I'm still unsure
My heart hurts
And feels like its torn
Once I believe I felt it crack
I could have sworn
My head is spinning
And I hear voices
They sound like my mom
Telling me to make bad choices
I cant sleep
And when I do my dreams are hell
I have nightmares of dying
And I wake up with a yell
My wrists keep bleeding
And I don't know how to stop
My fear is that
One day I will just drop
I'm weak and tired
I never want to move
Its hard to wake in the morning
And my parents disapprove
I can see my ribs
I just cant eat
I'm rarely fed but it wont stay down
I always feel incomplete
Doctor please
I feel Ive expired
So I sent you this letter
I think its required
Will you fix me?
My only hope is you
Signed sincerely,
I don't know what to do
Dear Don't know what to do,
If what yous say is true,
You're too screwed up.
No one can help you.
Gerard Wa-HEY
Fabulous Killjoy
Gerard Wa-HEY
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 121
August 23rd, 2009 at 06:14pm
A Soldier

There is discipline in A Soldier
you can see it when he walks,
There is honor in A Soldier
you hear it when he talks.
a soldier stands tall,
and he goes through it all.
one thing you will never see him do,
is you will Never see him fall.
There is bravery in a soldier,
that lets him fight.
there is courage in a soldier ,
to lead him through the night.
a soldier isn't a title any man
can just have or do,
a soldier is the soul of that man ,
deep inside you
Gerard Wa-HEY
Fabulous Killjoy
Gerard Wa-HEY
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 121
August 23rd, 2009 at 06:14pm
If U Where To End My Life, Would You Care?

I'm sitting on the bathroom floor thinking it over
If I were gone would you care?
If I were to throw my life away would you cry my name?
So here I lay at night with this knife
Wondering if you would care
I'm not thinking this through I know
Your probably thinking I'm stupid
As your watching me throw my life away
But I still don't know
If five minutes earlier
If you knew what was going to happen
Would you have of stopped me?