Madison's Poems.

Some of these are posted on my Mibba and I thought I would put them on here as well.

What Am I To Do?

The days drag on and the nights are so lonely.
What am I to do with only my horrid thoughts to keep me company?
The bottle sitting beside me becomes so tempting.
What am I to do but give in to the sweet temptation?

The memory of the dissapointment in your eyes that has become all too familiar.
What am I to do to make you happy?
The screaming in my head becoming so loud.
What am I to do but silence it the only way I know how?

The battles I've been through tiring me out.
What am I to do but finally give up?
The tormentors I've ran from finally catching up.
What am I to do but find an easy escape?

The decision I've come to finally sinking in.
What am I to do but follow it through?
The darkness around me harboring me through.
What am I to do but let it sink in me?

Lost

I look in the mirror and what do I see?
A reflection of a girl who I do not recognize.
She seems so lost, so very lost.
Someone help her find the way, the way to what she seeks.

Her eyes tell a story that only I can read.
The story of her life and what it has become.
She seems so scared, so very scared.
My heart breaks as I watch her tremble.

I want to reach out and help this poor girl.
Help her find her way to what she seeks.
Realization sinks in as I reach out to her.
This poor girl is only me.

Escape to Comfort

The coldness sits in as I lay and wait,
for the darkness to kick in and bring me to rest.
The floor is my comfort as I begin to drift off,
to the place that awaits for me when I awake.

The light that illuminates in my darkened eyes,
is the light that I've been waiting to guide me away.
The people that surround me are not like any others,
they welcome me with open arms and the kindest of smiles.

The peace I feel deep inside myself,
is what I've longed for for the longest of days.
The relief I feel inside my soul,
will bring me some comfort for the life I so tuly need.

Confessions of a Broken Hearted Girl

The day you decided you wanted to leave
Was the day I decided I could no longer breathe
You left me with nothing
Not a single thing
But the thoughts that consume me
And the regret I see.

There are moments in my life
When things become so hard
There are moments in my life
When my world becomes so numb
Without you here beside me
I feel so empty and incomplete
Without you here
I feel as broken as my heart has become.

I Hope You Are Happy

I hope you are happy knowing what you've done,
taking my heart and leaving me with nothing.
You're a heartless soul for leaving me this way,
hoping and praying for someone to help me.

I hope you are happy being with her,
leaving me here with my own tortured thoughts.
You're suppost to be my life support helping me through,
instead you're the one causing my body to flatline

I hope you are happy with the choice you've made,
being with her instead of being with me.
You're the monster in my ongoing nightmares,
taunting me as I fall farther into the darkness.