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Poetry Of A Forgotten Heart And Broken Soul

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MCRmusicmonster
Really Not Okay
MCRmusicmonster
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 612
December 16th, 2009 at 04:53pm
Thanks Nadiya!
MCRmusicmonster
Really Not Okay
MCRmusicmonster
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 612
January 4th, 2010 at 04:46pm
Welcome To My World

Love
Lost
Dreams
Devoured
Life
Coming apart at the seams
Welcome to my world

Welcome to my world
Where the bad guys aways win
Welcome to my world
Where monsters are your only friends
Welcome to my world
Oh,
And by the way,
Have a great day

People
Lost
Hope
Devoured
Teens
Coming apart at the seams
Welcome to my world

Welcome to my world
Where the bad guys aways win
Welcome to my world
Where monsters are your only friends
Welcome to my world
Oh,
And by the way,
Have a great day

If you only knew half the pain
If you only knew how to play part of the game
You would barely even know
The way I feel each day

So,
Welcome to my world
Where the bad guys aways win
Welcome to my world
Where monsters are your only friends
Welcome to my world
Oh,
And by the way,
I hope you have a great day.
MCRmusicmonster
Really Not Okay
MCRmusicmonster
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 612
January 4th, 2010 at 04:55pm
My Only Way

You're so close to me
I can hear you breathe
Slowly in and out
It's amazing that that's all it takes
To keep me out of my mind

You're so far from me
That you can't sort out my only thought
To bad you're all I think about
Every day
Every night
You're my sun
You're my moon
You're my clouds
You're my sky
You're every part of me that I've ever wanted to be

You're so quite around me
I can't tell what you're thinking
I can't see your dreams
I can't see your light
I can't see
But you're still just as bright

You're my spotlight at night
You're my inspiration by morning
You're my everything
You're my only way

To my grave
You're my only way

I'll believe it to my grave,
You're my only way.
misa misa.
Shotgun Sinner
misa misa.
Age: 33
Gender: Female
Posts: 8241
January 7th, 2010 at 04:40am
Hey
nice work on these two. I liked Welcome to My World the best.
the two line descriptors leading in were great. Very simple, but very effective.
The last two lines of My Only Way were great too. Very desperate, and final.
Great work.
MCRmusicmonster
Really Not Okay
MCRmusicmonster
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 612
February 12th, 2010 at 04:53pm
The Picture Of Solitude

There she walks
Alone and true
The perfect picture of solitude
Her heels they click
Her eyes so bright
Alone she tells me she does it all for spite
Those other girls
And their pretty ways
Put all the boys in a foggy haze

But my girl
She's the only one
That makes me want to put down the gun
And when the gun is down
And the sun is bright
I will get though
Every day
Every night

But when I get that urge
That unexplainable need
To blow my brains against the ceiling
She's always there
Even though only in my mind
To help me find a better place to hide.

Now all the doctors tell me I'm crazy
And then they wink
Because every time that I blink
I see my baby laying beside me

Now I'm laying in my bed
On way too many meds
Trying to see my baby once again.
MCRmusicmonster
Really Not Okay
MCRmusicmonster
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 612
February 12th, 2010 at 05:27pm
Her Perfection

My scenes are drugged
With the eventful aroma
Of her perfume
My hands are shaking
From the angelic sound
Of her voice
My knees are weak
From the whispering touch
Of her fingertips

Her majestic face
Forms in front of my face
With a smile so bight and warm
That the sun is envious

Her deep, shining, green eyes
That were always filled with happiness and laughter
Now stare me down
With a look of which one would think
Impossible
Of such a caring face

Her mouth twitches into a grimace
As I try to explain myself
That I am just human
Unlike her
And will never be perfection

I tell her my feelings
My mood
Memories of heartbreak and desire
But she already knows my story
She knows who I have lost personally
Because it is she.

She is the one I have waited for
Dreamed about
Cried about
Lusted over about

But now she is gone.

Nothing is left but a dying mist
Where her presence once was
And a bad taste in my mouth
For I know she will be back
Maybe even more so this time
And once again
Like A fool
I won't be able to please her perfection.
MCRmusicmonster
Really Not Okay
MCRmusicmonster
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 612
February 26th, 2010 at 06:00pm
I Mean It This Time

My mama raised me on rock-n-roll
My daddy got me hooked on a little bit of soul
But I was born with this bottle in my hand
And my foot glued to the throttle of this beat-up, old, trash can
And man, do I feel fine
'Cause I'm leaving you girl
And I mean it this time

Now I know I've said this before
And you've never thought it true
But now the truth has been told
And my eyes hide no lies that you can behold
This is my new state of mind
And girl, I mean it this time

Now you might laugh at me and think
That every time I blink
I'll see you standing next to me with a big smile
And a wink
But that can't be further form the truth
Because I mean it this time, girl
I'm leaving you
MCRmusicmonster
Really Not Okay
MCRmusicmonster
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 612
March 8th, 2010 at 12:05pm
The world is a Vampire

The world is a vampire
This I know
The world is a vampire
Or so I am told

With it's dark sky's
And everlasting grays
It puts all of it's people in a foggy haze

The thirst for blood is strong and true
All of it's victims turn an icy blue

The world is a vampire
This I am shure
The world is a vampire
And it's no bore

With it's cape of black
And eyes of red
Can put any good-doer
In his deathbed

The world is a vampire
This is the truth
The world is a vampire
And he's right behind you!
MCRmusicmonster
Really Not Okay
MCRmusicmonster
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 612
March 8th, 2010 at 12:09pm
Why Won't You Let Me Be

I can't seem to get you out of my mind
I tried
About a million times
I can't seem tot get you out of my head
While I'm laying here in bed
With a parade of thoughts running through my head.

You are all I see
Every day
Every night
And everytime yoy bring fright
I know the real you wouldn't do this to me
Why won't you let me be?

I can't seem to get you out of my thoughts
You robbed my mind
You make it feel like a rock
Weighed down with so many thoughts

You are all I see
Every day
Every night
And everytime yoy bring fright
I know the real you wouldn't do this to me
Why won't you let me be?
MCRmusicmonster
Really Not Okay
MCRmusicmonster
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 612
October 5th, 2010 at 03:04pm
World so Cold

How can you stand in a world so cold?
Looking at me from far below
How can you sand so far away?
Looking at me like your betrayed
Can't you see
That your the one doing this to me?
You've ripped out my heart
You took my soul
And these hands
Thses blood staind hands
You made them do things that I don't understand
And I take these hands
To clean them off
But the souless, heartless, beast that I am
Cannot wash these blood-staind hands
I want to blame you
You and your crue
The ones that awalys tell me what tot do
But your standing in a world so cold
Looking at me from far below.
MCRmusicmonster
Really Not Okay
MCRmusicmonster
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 612
January 2nd, 2012 at 11:22am
The knife called her name.
It was sharp in the light.
She was good with her hands.
Her wrists were pale and white, like the rest of her body that shook that night.
She took her mom’s pills and put them in her mouth.
If you got close to her you might hear her say some words that will make your ears sting.
But no one got that close to her.
No one cared at all.
The knife’s voice got loud after more pills and the more she took, the more pain she felt.
I can’t tell you why, but she cut that night.
More than once she slit her veins.
Blood on bed sheets leave stains.
But she didn’t care, no not at all.
She wants to die, she wants it all.
She wants the love of all the sharp knives.
I can’t tell you how or why.

I can’t save her, no not I.
You can try.
But the knife’s voice is loud.
It’s the only thing she can hear.
No one can break that spell.
There is no prince to save her, my dear.
So I will tell you to do the same thing I did.
No, don’t call the cops; they will just make it worse.
I tell you what, come to my place and we will think through the night.
And maybe, just maybe she will be okay this night.
Why don’t I go get her?
Why don’t I save her life?
I can’t, you fool.
I’ve tried, but she is too hard to fight.
I don’t want to hurt her more.
I think you know now.
So please, please, go away and let me blend into this crowd.
Get Away from her, For a while.