Sleeplessness

What does it matter if i dont get any sleep?
Its not like it actually matters to me
I have so much to do before i die
why waste time blinking an eye

Another weeping willow walks on by
no one hears her when she cries
no one will remember her after she dies

Lies
Lies
I tell them all the time
I've got my own problems
Yes they're all mine
Don't ask me if I'm okay
You always get the same answer
"Im fine go away"
Lies
Lies
I tell them all the time
maybe one day I'll tell the truth
but that'll be the day I die




~Let my secrets spill out
let them be free
one day you'll know all about me~

Your beautiful eyes shine innocently
but I know what lies they hold
I know what horrors they've seen
Your sad sad heart is full of fear
don't try to hide it
I know you dear
Please stop this masquerade
it will only make you go insane
living in your own facade wont help you when you cry
don't escape to ecstasy
don't you ever die
i beg you not to go away
You're my only reason to stay

~Night Terrors~

The creator of night terrors was a beautiful woman/ always happy/ seldom sad/ had anyone wondered why she was never bad?/ would anyone know if she was as stories said?/ she was a wonderful, happy person upfront/ but when she was alone she was morose and dead/ she never really saw the light/ she just fell into an endless flight/ where if not others would she express her anger and agony/ she had to live within herself for all eternity/ her life was a terror of the night/ and now our minds search for the answers for our own fright/ with all our might, we sleep treacherously until dawn/ to wake and find all our night terrors gone/ not a trace of memory, not even a hint/ from our long frightening decent/ out from the minds of ours and hers/ unsettled, unsolved/ we live to sleep another night/ to wait for our night terrors to arrive.

~Cody~

I promise you I never wanted it to be this way
I loved you dearly
than ran away
I don't love you anymore
thought I'm still grieving and sickly forlorn
I hated saying goodbye
but it was the proper word at the proper time
I knew this would happen
from the first time I saw you
until I kissed you goodbye
it haunted me for all that time
for all that time I had to lie
I had to lie to keep peace
I had to lie to keep serenity
and now a passionate guilt sits in my heart
a guilt that makes forgetting you quite hard
and now I am falling apart
piece by piece I hit the floor
goodbye my beloved Cody
for i will never see you again
and we will cease to be once more