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The Confessions Thread

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Doodles
Demolition Lover
Doodles
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 17799
June 2nd, 2020 at 05:39am
I don't miss him.
Young London.
Awake and Unafraid
Young London.
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 10039
June 26th, 2020 at 09:34am
There are just so many things / moments in life to be grateful for. Those memories of the people you loved / still love and care for. Those times when you are at rock bottom and you thought you won't make it, but you did because you did your best to hang on, stay strong and asked for help when necessary, despite everything else. You grow and grow and grow. Sometimes you falter, but that's okay because you are only human. Made a lot of mistakes, did plenty of stupid things... but at the end of the day, it will shape you to be the person you are now, when you learn from it. I hope when I read this post in the future, I'll be wiser.
Young London.
Awake and Unafraid
Young London.
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 10039
June 26th, 2020 at 09:40am
Young London.:
Just now was evident that I am still in love with him after all these years. Good God when will I ever stop. It's been 6 years.


9 years now.
beaker;
Ghostbuster Famous
beaker;
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 71107
June 29th, 2020 at 08:43pm
I'm just so damned lonely and depressed all the time anymore
wednesday.
In the Cannibal Glow
wednesday.
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 53026
January 27th, 2021 at 12:19pm
I am so scared to start my immunoglobulin infusions. What if I have a terrible reaction to it? How much is the medicine going to cost me yearly? Just from what I’ve seen and read, it looks so expensive. I’ll have to do this every single week for the rest of my life. I can’t stand needles. But I’ll have to overcome my fear since I will be performing these infusions on myself. I always joked that I had a shitty immune system. I didn’t expect it to be true.
Young London.
Awake and Unafraid
Young London.
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 10039
April 6th, 2021 at 06:30am
what a time to be alive, i made it to 30, and soon 31.
beaker;
Ghostbuster Famous
beaker;
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 71107
May 28th, 2021 at 09:29pm
Some days I'm perfectly content with just having a fantasy world to slip into, even if I know it'll never be real.
wednesday.
In the Cannibal Glow
wednesday.
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 53026
June 28th, 2021 at 11:05am
Today marks 8 years since her death. I've thought about her a lot over these past 8 years. I hate that I was so mad at her right before she passed. But she didn't treat my brother in a kind way, so of course I was pissed. The last time that I saw her alive, I just walked right past her and didn't say a damn word. That interaction, or lack thereof, haunts me to this day. I wish I could go back in time and re-do that encounter. To tell her that I understand and forgive her. We had been friends for 7 years. I hate to think that she died that night in that car crash assuming that I thought she was absolute scum. I'll never be able to forgive myself.
beaker;
Ghostbuster Famous
beaker;
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 71107
July 5th, 2021 at 03:50pm
I was talking to my dad today and we got to the topic of him and my mom, and how he wished that wasn't the example of marriage that I grew up with. I said that it seems pretty normal to me considering he's been divorced, he's with someone who's been divorced, my mom is with someone who's been divorced, my sister has been divorced twice, and her ex-husband was divorced once before her.... so there's really no good examples anywhere of a good marriage except for my grandparents before most of them died. maybe in some attempt to salvage any hope for romance for me in the future, he said that he and my mom were together for 20 years, but it was my mom who decided to just end it. didn't really help, and I rebutted with, "well you probably shouldn't have been together for 18 of those 20 years anyway." and he agreed.
soon after, I joked that my conception must have been the result of my parents just trying to hold the marriage together, and he didn't exactly disagree.
now, I don't think my dad would ever once say to me that he regrets my birth. but there's something about realizing that I was the result of my parents barely trying to stay together, and that if they had gotten divorced when they should have, I probably wouldn't exist. maybe I shouldn't exist. maybe that explains why I don't feel like I fit anywhere.
beaker;
Ghostbuster Famous
beaker;
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 71107
July 5th, 2021 at 10:33pm
getting more and more nervous about my doctor's appointment next week. usually it doesn't bother me, but this is the first time I've been since I was still on my dad's insurance, and while I have some, it's not as good. if it's not preventative, I have to pay a deductible. and I'm just afraid that he's going to suggest things that I'll have to pay for because I'd probably be stupid not to mention the random knee pain I've been having, or the weird lump that in my hand. and while I'm thinking the latter might be a ganglion cyst, I'm terrified it'll be worst case scenario
and of course I'm not looking forward to weighing in when I've been doing terrible at managing my weight lately.
winchester.
Touched by Angels
winchester.
Age: 32
Gender: Female
Posts: 141332
December 20th, 2021 at 11:39pm
I think it's been close to ten years since I was on here.
I honestly miss all the friends I made on here so much.
I wish I could go back to being 17 again.
skitty.
In the Cannibal Glow
skitty.
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 51832
January 5th, 2022 at 12:38am
I think about everyone from this website so often, you all were my only friends for a long time
paradox;
Demolition Lover
paradox;
Age: 29
Gender: -
Posts: 19881
January 8th, 2022 at 11:21am
fairyco.:
I think about everyone from this website so often, you all were my only friends for a long time
this, my time here was so full of joy and laughter
anna's just a kid.
In The Murder Scene
anna's just a kid.
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 21770
May 12th, 2022 at 09:03pm
good lord, can't believe i'm back on my old stomping grounds, the confession thread.

i'm so glad i grew up from who i was back then. anna christine back then would not recognize the me now. that's probably good, that i'm that different now. i somehow made it out to the other side. i look like how i wanted to look when i was a kid. i have the freedom and self love i never had back then.
thank god for that. honestly.
kinney.
Bulletproof Heart
kinney.
Age: 32
Gender: Female
Posts: 29482
May 13th, 2022 at 11:11am
i always joked that i’d never survive him.
he left me.

i miss him so much and i don’t think i’ll be okay again.
kinney.
Bulletproof Heart
kinney.
Age: 32
Gender: Female
Posts: 29482
June 7th, 2022 at 11:59am
i truly don’t understand what i did to be so undeserving of love and honesty and loyalty

he has a new girlfriend and i still cant go a day without crying
my heart is so broken i am so fucking sad and i dont know what to do
cricket.
Patron Saint of Switchblade Fights
cricket.
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 69728
July 31st, 2022 at 03:56pm
steven.:
I think about everyone from this website so often, you all were my only friends for a long time
cricket.
Patron Saint of Switchblade Fights
cricket.
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 69728
July 31st, 2022 at 03:56pm
steven.:
I think about everyone from this website so often, you all were my only friends for a long time
severus.
Awake and Unafraid
severus.
Age: 33
Gender: Female
Posts: 12901
August 7th, 2022 at 03:38pm
Hope everyone is well. God I wish we could go back in time.
vermin
Thinking Happy Thoughts
vermin
Age: 28
Gender: Male
Posts: 495
August 10th, 2022 at 12:47pm
severus.:
Hope everyone is well. God I wish we could go back in time.


going back in time would be cool, wish i joined this forum ages ago.