tick; tock; bang

Well, i love to draw and write and play my guitar (i suck). I love Eric! <3 BLEH! weeeee! I have an anxiety disorder! (always have to be moving) And I usually have insomnia. I'm usually random..I usually blurt out random things.. I don't have terets (sp?) oh well.. XD I'm a computer and music nerd... If i'm not listening to my music or on my computer..It usually means I'm in trouble with my mother.. Which I freakin' hate!! I swear to god if I get into another fight with my mother...that's it. I always say that. But I never do anything..My mom thinks that just buying me shit shows that she cares about me.. She also doesn't understand that kids mess up.. -sighs- oh well BLEH!! I just wish that someone..anyone could take me away from all of this. But I do intend to move out next summer.. I cannot wait til i do.