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I don't come on here much any more. So here's a lovely poem instead :]
If by Rudyard Kipling
If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or, being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;
If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools;
If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on";
If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch;
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run -
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man my son!
If by Rudyard Kipling
If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or, being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;
If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools;
If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on";
If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch;
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run -
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man my son!
Hehe yeah xD I like New Moon a lot, probably because it's depressing haha, I have a thing for depressing stuff! Awwh. Hehe that sounds like real fun! Eeeep I love Alice in Wonderland, that was a good film =] not much really, just revised and went out with a few friends.
Oh deffo, if they aren't funny you fall asleep in then! Haha the funny teachers are always the best, they make you laugh and also do your work =O
Haha that's so awesome ^_^ awwh I'm glad to hear it was good. You had a band? Gaah I wish we did..the DJ kept saying 'The Priory School, it's Thursday niiight!' we were like yeah, we know -_- Awwh that's cool. I love seeing old friends =]
Ohh right! Haha. I hope to aswell someday =] That sounds awesome! Oh hell yeah, I say if you're gonna go travelling, you might aswell do everything you can, even going to festivals! Yeah it sucks, but hopefully nex year!
Yeaah. Awwh I hate that, gets really frustrating when you want some help and the teacher just doesn't have the time =/ but yeah, the bigest class I'm in is my psychology one which is about 7 people, haha!
Oh god I know, having spare times sucks at the moment, exams take away valuable sitting in the sun time!! Haha. Awh that' sounds freaking awesome, must have been real fun =] Yeah, some things work out for the best...but this one didn't in the end..it got to the point I had to break up with my boyfriend..ahhh =( Hehe thanks!! Basically have to answer questions about studio production and then sent a cd with two pieces of work I'm made/recorded/edited and then say what I did. Scary!! D: hehe. Awwh man that sucks, but if it means you get to do this computer course, then it is all good! =] What do you learn from it?
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Day Of The Dead, May 15th, 2010 at 02:52:27pm
Hehe I love it SO much!! Hmmm I was Team Edward but I'm not so sure anymore xD I'm with you on that one. The movies changed so much in the books, kinda got a little bit annoying. Twilight was okay, considering the amount of money they had to spend on it and I haven't seen New Moon yet D: ! What did you think of them? Ahh awesome!! Half term is fuuuun! Got any plans for it?
Haha that's always the way! Can't stop laughing even when it's innappropriate xD do it all the time hehe. In psychology we make our teacher laugh, then he can't stop...it's really funny. But then he kinda gets annoyed because he's lost what he was saying, but it's all worth it! =D
Hehe just because Finding Nemo was one of the best films ever made...EVER!!!! =D Oooh I never got to wtch that! Is it good? Yeah, we got a leavers ball in year 11 and are getting another leavers one this year. Scary times haha! Awwh awesome. How was it? Did you have fun? =]
Oooh you're gonna go to Download? The line up's pretty awesome! My friend and I were gonna go but it's right in the middle of our exams >.<
Urm, in 6th form they can be any size. The biggest is about 20. My A2 music tech class is only 3, which is good because the teacher spends more time helping us =] Haha yeah, it just hurts hehe ^_^
Hehe ahh I wish I could sit in the sun all day, so warm! Must be really nice over there when it's sunny hehe =] Ooh that's awesome! What did you do in the concert? I've been okay thanks. Lots of things have been going on like a few arguments between people..but things are looking up a little =] trying to put my application form together for a music academy, which is proving quite difficult! Hehe. Got any plans for the summer then?
=]
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Day Of The Dead, April 3rd, 2010 at 10:33:44am
Yeah, it does sound really good. I shall have to give it a go hehe. Yeah I have. Just love New Moon so much ^_^ you? Haha yeah exactly what I do. After a while it's like ahh screw it, I'll clean it some other day >.<
Hehe I love them so much! That's why I want one of them, it's like a mini (more weird looking) Landrover! Haha yeah! Random laughing outbursts are hilarious but so not good sometimes hehe. Hehe it really does, so retarded haha =D
What?! It's an amazing film! I watched it so much, at one point I could recite every line >.< (LAAME!) Awwh that's really sweet! And the teacher thing is hilarious, the fun it would have been if that happened in our school. Naah, our school did nothing =/ we suuuuck hehe.
Eeeeep! That's really mean >.< I'd hate to do that, especially if they point out your mistakes in front of everyone D: I know! It doesn't look so hard, it just looks really fun!
Haha if I was on facebook I'd so join that hehe xD Hehe I do that sometimes, can't really get away with it now though, classes are too small D:Hehe I hate losing trains of thought! It's like erm...moving on *tumbleweed* o_O
Yep, the coldness sucks. Makes everything hurty aswell. And hurts way more when you fall over!! D: Awwh that sounds quite pretty hehe. I was sunny for the first time in ages today! We sat outside on the grass at lunch, hehe yay sun!
^_^
How have you been recently?
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Day Of The Dead, March 2nd, 2010 at 03:41:23pm
Hehe yeah. I haven't read that but I've heard about it from one of my friends. She's actually in love with the book bless her! =D Haha that's crazy! I hate it how you clean you room and then think "okay, I'm going to keep it this tidy" then all your school work takes up all the room and makes it messy >.<
Hehe awwh same! I kinda want a RAV4. They are like small 4x4 and cuuute! Ahh I see. I need to get mine too D: hehe I love going on lessons with parents, it's so funny sometimes xD Haha it would! So many crimes to do with accusing others of stealing your pot of gold hehe!
Awwh, well I'm glad it turned out good for you hehe =] good that no one got totally drunk, although it is fun messing with them mwahaha! I just went round my friend's house with a few people. We watched Finding Nemo at like 3am. It was fun! Erm we have the school council, but it's not really constant. Our school is very lazy xD Haha I bet they wanted to go there straight away! I know I would =D
Yeah! I freeze whenever I have to stand up in class, does not go well!! Oooh that sounds cool. Oh my god! I've always wanted to do that, but no one is willing to do it with me! It looks so fun though =[
Awwh no, that sucks. I hate not being able to get to sleepy! Hehe yeah, that's always funny. Guaranteed someone will be lying on their desk asleep xD I'm not even sure why I said lizard man now =D
Awwh, that's pretty damn cold! Hehe, well to be honest, the snow got annoying after a while. I was stuck at home for nearly two weeks and went slightly mad D: would be awesome if it snowed over there though. Would be so pretty! Awwh, I'm glad you enjoyed your xmas and new year!!
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Day Of The Dead, February 3rd, 2010 at 05:42:58pm
Hehe awesome xD Yeah, imagine how weird people would be to be normal...they'd be so boring! Being weird is fun, it makes things more interesting! =D haha oh dear. My room is pretty bad right now...books and shoes everywhere >.<
Ahhh I'm worried about parking too. So worried I'm going to go into the back of someone >.< have you got your provisional yet? Haha yeah, can you imagine the fights there would be for the pot of gold xD
Yeah. I love them to bits, but it kinda ruins your evening too. How was your New Year anyways? =D Really? That's so much better than our college xD we never do anything like that, but we should! It sounds like so much fun! A bouncy castle? That's amazing!! =D
Yeah, I'd hate to be a stand up comedian like he is. Being all sweaty is all gross! D: Ahh cool cool. No I haven't hehe, would be awesome to though! Has he played near you at all?
Hehe awwh, been busy and not sleeping? Haha that's awesome. I love it when teachers don't notice all the silly things that are going on in the classrooms, makes lessons fun! Hehe kinda like a lizard man!
Yeah, but oh well I guess =] Awh awesome. I'm glad you're happy about it hehe ^_^
Thank you! I had a okay xmas and a nice new year hehe. It's been snowing so much here it's unbelievable;...I've never seen snow like this before!
How was your xmas and new year? =]
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Day Of The Dead, January 15th, 2010 at 04:56:29pm
Hehe awwwh. My friends say I'm weird but they can't talk! xD Oooh really? That's pretty random. Maybe you just liked to clean when you were very young =D
Hehe, awh no! I hate it when that happens!! >.< Ahh driving is going to be so damn scary! >.< Hehe yeah. It's so pretty =] WANT GOLD!!!!
Hehe yeah. I'd hate to think if you just got annoyed at looking after them what would happen if you didn't =( Hehe that's still really cool. I'd go crazy if that happened at my college so don't worry =D Awwh good to hear =]
Hehe awwh awesome! Hehe he really is hilarious. He must lose so much weight in sweating seriously! He sweats crazy amounts!
Hehe exactly. There was with guy in upper 6th who just slept in the common room..you'd walk in and be like ahh Callum's asleep again..t.aking up all the chairs >.< Haha omg that sounds so funny! I don;t think I'd be able to contain myself XD that really does sound kinda creepy though o_O
Awh *hugs* Yeah, it really is difficult...our school planted a tree for her. I see it everyday I walk into school so that's kinda making it hard I guess. I think that's the worst way for it to happen >.< Oh awesome! You enjoying it?
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Day Of The Dead, December 23rd, 2009 at 01:33:09pm
Hehe yeah. Yay someone who doesn't think I'm weird!! When I said everyone was like wtf?! >.< Hehe. What did you used to do as a kid? Yeah, it's annoying and stressfull but not professional at all hehe.
Hehe it's like when you want to break but instead you turn the car off by accident >.< it's gaaaay! Hehe yeah, they are the same over here! But then you can get the 'too friendly ones' and it's like please go away >.< Hehe yeah! Rainbows are soo awesome! I always want to find the end of them xD
Hehe it was pretty cool. Although a few of my friends got completly off their faces, so I was looking after them. Drunk people provide good entertainment though =D Oh my god! That's sounds so cool! I wish our school celebrated it, it would have been the best thing my school has ever done!! XD Awh that sounds sucky =/
Oh cool. I like the effects like sepia and stuffs, makes them looks pretty. And if you have bad skin it makes it look good! XD OMG I love him!! Hehe. I loved it when he was talking about going to a resturaunt and ordering chicken, chips and onion rings, doing all the actions...I laughed so much! =D
Hehe yeah exactly. Sometimes free periods are no good....they just make you sleepy and distract you XD Ha! Awh no, that's not good! I don't know why some teachers make lessons so boring...they should be fun and sh*t...otherwise you fall asleep! xD
Ahh good good. Sometimes it's better just to move on I guess hehe. Yeah, it's pretty bad. Everyone thinks it will get better over the years, but it hasn't so far >.< Awh no, that's horrible. It's always a shock when someone dies who is in your year...it's just plain weird and not right at all =[ Yeah, they suck so much. How's school going for you?
Sorry I haven't replied for some time hehe. College has got very busy and stuff has been going on, so I may take longer to reply >.<
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Day Of The Dead, November 30th, 2009 at 05:04:14pm
Hehe whoa really? That's pretty random xD I think mypsychology teacher thinks I'm OCD. When he cleans the board he always leaves a bit and it annoys me. He wipes the whole board clean now =D Yeah. Like I understand it must be very stressful being a teacher, but you shouldn't take it out on the students, that's a bit rediculous >.<
Hehe awh don't worry. I still don't understand how you stop without stalling! >.< Hehe that I shall. I stayed at my friend's and one morning I was on his balcony watching the sun-rise. It was very pretty hehe.
I actually had a masquerade party, a bit different but fun =D Hehe yeee. Awh that's cool. I love getting cake at school, it's like yaaaay! =D Oh no! How did she manage to do that? Hope she gets better! =]
Haha that's awesome. The more pictures the better! My friend is making me one hehe ^_^ Hehe yeah. It's like maaaan, I feel stupid >.< Hehe thank you. Its annoying how you can never get your hair like it was in the hairdressers >_>
Yeah, I hate being alone >.< Hehe I try and do my homework but I end up going for a walk listening to my iPod xD Geez, that's a really long day. I think I'd all asleep like all the time! xD
Awh I hate catching up on work >.< Awh no! I hope they are all okay now. It's horrible when friends fall out...it's uncomfortable =[ I've bee fine. Not amazing. On monday it's the 3 year anniversary of our friend's death so everyone's a bit >.< school is alright. Exam revision is horrible though!! xD
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Day Of The Dead, November 18th, 2009 at 04:02:02pm
Hehe they make me laugh=D Ahh I hate those teachers..they f*ck me off soo much! But seriously, getting angry because someone coughed? Tha't s rediculous! >.< I swear some teachers just do it because they are bored and have nothing better to do xD
Hehe I haven't learnt to drive properly yet, still waiting for my provisional >.< but I got with my dad and people when they go for drives hehe. Awwh, that sounds really pretty. I never see the sun rise...haha =]
Hehe thankyou *hugsback* I had a party on Halloween and I had to go to school on my birthday, but it was fun hehe =] Haha awesome! =D my brother is like that and he's 20...it makes me laugh. Haha, deffinately =D
Awh that's really cool! I love those kinda things. Seeing things like that makes me happy. They are just really sweet thing to do hehe ^_^ Haha omg same! I don't pose cause I look stupid...or look laame (profile pic=fail!) hehe. Awwh bless!! ^_^
Yeah, it's annoying whe you have a free and literally no one is free so you're left alone D= Erm, we finish at 3.25 am. It's weird how they do the timing >.< Whoa, 5pm? That's insane! What time do you start?
Hehe sorry I haven't been on for a bit, things happening hehe. How have you been anyways? =]
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Day Of The Dead, November 12th, 2009 at 02:55:05pm
Haha yeah, it's like a huuuge chain reaction =] Grr, I hate teachers like that. A lot of the time they just come across as being noisey when compared to some othe teachers who don't really care hehe.
Ohh right. That sounds pretty cool. I quite like driving around in the middle of the night, or like when you leave early in the morning ^_^ Haha awh bless! Cats are so awesome =]
Hehe erm it's actually today xD woop! 18 is weird. People accept you as an adult..haha me? Adult? Doesn't fit!! =D Haha omg I do the same. It's like hey, why not! XD
Hehe yeah. My friend edited it and put EpicSexyPeople on it. Was very funny.Hehe yeah. I love some of the funny posing people do when they take pictures =D Hehe loverly pets! Hector just stares at you and looks sad until you stroke him xD
Whoa.....that really is confusing!! >.< Our timetable is like that now in 6th form. We have 5 periods, but have lessons in like only 3 of them so we get frees hehe. Yeah, it sounds awesome =]
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Day Of The Dead, November 3rd, 2009 at 04:31:30pm
Haha yeah, it's totally backwards XD Awwh that sounds lame. Although it's fun in exams when you start a huge coughing fit of about half the people in the hall XD Yeah, it's so annoying >.< They always complain about not getting letters and certificates. Hehe.
Hehe. I love the winters here, I love the coldness! Whoa 2am? What was that for? Hehe they are cool ^^ Haha awwwh bless! Fritz looks so cute on your youtube hehe bless!!!!
Hehe yeah, it makes things fun! Hehe yeah. It's coming up to my birthday (SCARY!) people are doing that to me and I don't really want anything XD Hehe awwh no! I do the same hehe XD One of my friend's is so picky abotu everything and it's like come on!! rofl!
Hehe awwwh omg! That sounds like an awesome day, my kinda day ^_^ talking about friends and climbing, I took this pic of my friends climbing on this phonebox statue thingy ^_^ lmao at their gay poses xD
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Yeah! They are just there and they want your love and it's like "well if you insist!!" hehe ^_^
Yeah, I'm like that with psychology. It's really difficult but when I understand it I love it!! Erm we have 2 lessons then break then 1 lesson then lunch then 2 lessons and then end of day, you? =] Hehe yeah they did finally XD Oh wow, that's pretty deep stuff =] I like all that because you look at different views and it's cool =]
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Day Of The Dead, October 15th, 2009 at 01:13:20pm
Yeah! It always makes you feel worse before and the teachers always say no it will make you feel better >.< Ahh, yeah. They do that over here too...although none of our teachers really bother xD does they chase it up if you don't give them a certificate?
Hehe awwh I hate that! I always buy winter clothes and have to wait to wear them! It annoys meee hehe ^_^ That's still pretty cold. It rarely drops below that here, only this year we got a sh*t load of snow! We couldn't get into school, it was amazing!! Hehe exactly!! Awwh they are just so cute! I love the way they are just so tiny and fluffy and they snuggle up to you ^_^
Hehe yeah. Friends can be so mean, but atleast they are just playing around mean =] Hehe yeah. I'd feel bad >.< hehe now I just ask them to come shopping and anything they see, within price XD they like, I'll buy it. Hehe, ruins the element of suprise but oh well!
Hahaha XD yeah me too! I think i'd wait until someone came and got me ^_^ Hehe yeah. Cats are quite pampered pets, but then again, I guess it's hard not to pamper your pets because you love them hehe. Haha yeah, bloody pain in the arse though!
Hehe well that's okay then! I love doing lessons I like for more than an hour hehe! Hehe awwh yeah, there is that downside XD Hehe oh that sounds awesome!! I was told I should have taken Philosophy, is it any good?
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Day Of The Dead, October 5th, 2009 at 01:02:40pm
Ahh that sucks! I hate it when that happens. Especially when you have an exam and you're like CRAP! Really? Hehe strange. But it's good I guess XD
Haha still hot? That's insane! How cold does it get over there in like Autumn and Winter? Hehe! It is very refreshing! ^_^ Haha see, cats have dignity and dogs are just plain stupid sometimes. Hehe I love how some cats have attitude. My boyfriend's cat Tigger has a biiig attitude, it's hillarious! XD AWWH! that's so cute! They make such a cute sound too! It's not like a proper meow but a sqeaky one!! ^_^
Hehe! Awwh no! That's so mean of him! It's annoying when people do that. My friends do that >.> although half the time what they tease about, ends up happening...KARMA! Haha yeah! Ahh yes. I never know how much to give so I end up giving waay too much XD
Hehe yeah! I'd love to climb up really high trees, if only I wasn't afraid of heights >.< hehe the life of a cat!! =D Hehe yeah! It's great to watch though hehe. Our dogs send chairs flying, regardless to whether you are sitting on it or not! XD complete chaos!
Hehe yaaaay, good good! Oh cool. 3 HOURS of Maths? That sucks soo much. I can't even stand one hour! XD Hehe awwh cool. What other subjects do you do?
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Day Of The Dead, September 30th, 2009 at 01:01:29pm
Hehe yeah. Bless them!! ^_^ Yeah I get you. It seriously sucks comming into school when you feel like utter crap. So yee, doing nice things for them helps =]
Haha! It's true! They just kinda stick to you and it's like eeeew! Yeah I'm exactly the same! It very rarely snows here, but when we get it it's like OMG SNOOOOW!! And then after a few days it's like man it's cold and it's turned all slushy! Haha yeah. They love the attention! It's annoying telling dogs off too! They think you are playing with them and it's like NO! Hehe awwh I love kittens! They are one of the cutest things ever!! ^_^
Yeah! Ugh it's so annoying! So I try and avoid ladders at all costs XD Haha yeah. I get pissed off half the time when people make me guess things...especially when it's really simple and I just don't understand it xD Ahh yes! Good old vouchers! You can't go wrong with them or money!
Haha yeah, poor Bonnie!! xD Haha yeah. Although it would be fun to climb trees too =] Hehe awwh bless! That's always the case. One wants to play, the other wants to sleep or something! XD
Hehe thankyoooou! That sounds so damn annoying >.< That must be so confusing, just them changing around like for the most part >.<
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Day Of The Dead, September 22nd, 2009 at 04:36:58pm
Ahh yee! It's so cute when that happens and they remember you. It must make the people really happy =] Yeah! I feel bad for her because she's made to come in by her mum and it's like one day off isn't going to hurt! Going to school just makes you feel even more ill =[
Yeah. I'm not keen on hot weather. Like there's a limit to how many items of clothing you can take off before it's deen as indecent exposure XD Hehe yeah, he just does it for attention >.> Ahh no he doesn't. I'd got ape sh*t if he did =D Awwh that's so cute! I wish my dogs did that with their leads hehe! I love it when cats play with string. It's so cute!! ^_^
Haha! Gees, I hate ladders! They feel so unstable even when someone is holding the bottom of them! XD Hehe ah right. I love letting people guess, you can just make up some elaborate lie =D Yeah, that's always good. I'm so sucky at getting people presents so I just make them tell me what they want, or take them shopping XD
Haha yeah, we only put Bonnie in the bath because she can't jump out while she gets washed...mwahahaha! Ahhh, the life of a cat. Seems so much easier than being human, I wanna be a cat!! Nope. Ever since we got her, it just goes round in circles. It's hillarious to watch, especially when she gets excited. It goes crazy!! Yeah. Hector always plays with her...eventhough it really pisses her off XD
Yup they suck! Oh bloody hell! That would piss me right off! For a whole 2 months? >.< Ohhh I see. So you finish your GCSE exams and them you have your holiday. I think we have that over here, only we went back in September hehe
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Day Of The Dead, September 15th, 2009 at 02:04:10pm