dreamerforever
- Name:
- Jenna
- Age:
- 35
- Gender:
- Female
- Location:
- Altoona, PA
Contact
- PM:
- Send a private message
- Friends:
- Add to friends
- AIM:
- bandgeekmisfit
- MySpace:
- myspace.com/xxmusikxfreakxx
About
[color=white]The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows
What They Say About Me: She's a sweetheart, friendly, quiet, shy, weird, random, beautiful, bitchy at times, sarcastic, musically talented, creative, cute, has awesome taste in music and can be a music snob.
Memorable Quotes/Lyrics
"Don't be fake. Stay true to yourself, no matter what."-Me
"I'm a stitch away from making it and a scar away from falling apart."-The (After) Life of the Party-FOB
"I am not afraid to keep on living. I am not afraid to walk this world alone. Honey, if you stay, I'll be forgiven. Nothing you can say can stop me going home."-MCR-Famous Last Words
"I'm young and I'm hopeless. I'm lost and I know this. I'm going nowhere fast that's what they say. I'm troublesome. I've fallen. I'm angry at my father. It's me against this world and I don't care."-GC-Young and the Hopeless
"Keep your head up. Your colors are beautiful. When they say give up, turn up your radio. All the sentimental memories you own; when they say grow up, it's just like a funeral."-Sugarcult-Head Up
"The dreams that define you will be the same that deny you in the end and make you give up on everything."-Acalasia-Objects of My Afflection
"It's in my nature to be changing."-Millencolin-Ray
"Wheel in the sky keeps on turnin'. I don't know where I'll be tomorrow."-Journey-Wheel in the Sky
"To the heart and mind, ignorance is kind and there's no comfort in the truth. Pain is all you'll find."-Careless Whisper-Originally by George Michael/Wham. Covered by Seether.
What /Who I Love:
Music
Being a band geek
Playing my flute
Pizza
Cheese
Chicken
Italian food
Mexican food
Chinese food
Books
Writing
Fanfiction
The internet
Message boards
Hockey
Football
Rob Pattinson
Going to shows and concerts
Animals
Anything with polka-dots
Broccoli
My cat and dog
My friends and family
True Blood
Vampires
Bill Compton
Sarcasm
Edward Cullen
Twilight
New Moon
Eclipse
Breaking Dawn
Sidney Crosby
Evgeni Malkin
Marc Andre Fleury
The Vampire Diaries
The Secret Circle
The Pittsburgh Penguins*-Stanley Cup Champions 2009!!
The Pittsburgh Steelers*-Superbowl XLIII Champions!!
What/Who I Loathe:
Homophobes
Cauliflower
Carrots
Clams
Mussels
Anything with coconut
Hypocrites
Backstabbers
People who never shut up
Drugs
Sluts
Closed-minded people
Disney creations: IE Zac Efron, etc
Brussel sprouts
Anything Harry Potter
Fake Bake Tans(Anybody want cancer? Anyone? Anyone at all?)-*sarcasm at its finest*
Murderers
Cigarettes/Cigars(Again, with the cancer question.)
Rapists
Sleazy/creepy men
Rap music
Pop music
My Soundtrack:
Acalasia
AFI
The All American Rejects
The Ataris
Automatic Loveletter
Backstreet Boys
Blaqk Audio
Blink 182
Bowling for Soup
Boys Like Girls
Brand New
Chiara Grey
The Classic Crime
Cloverleaf
Cobra Starship
Coheed and Cambria
Driving East
The Eagles
Evanescence
Fall Out Boy
Flyleaf
Good Charlotte
Green Day
Gym Class Heroes
Hawthorne Heights
Head Automatica
The Hope Fallacy
Journey
Like A Movie
Linkin Park
The Maine
Maroon 5
Mest
Metallica
The Misfits
Mindless Self Indulgence
Motion City Soundtrack
My Chemical Romance
New Found Glory
Nick Black
Panic at the Disco
Paramore
Pink Floyd
The Pink Spiders
Plain White T's
Queen
The Ramones
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Rookie of the Year
Say Anything
Simple Plan
The Starting Line
Sugarcult
Taking Back Sunday
Tokyo Rose
Underoath
Weezer
Yellowcard
30 Seconds to Mars
MCR ARE MY HEROES
+ I’ve hung 'em high.
+ I’ve been down Cemetery Drive.
+ I live a disenchanted life.+ I am a shotgun sinner.
+ I am prepared to march in The Black Parade.
+ And without them is how I disappear...
+ They make me think "happy motherfucking thoughts."
+ I brought you my bullets in return for your LOVE.
+ I live life on the murder scene.
+ I lost my fear of falling.
+ I like to lose myself and paint these walls in pitchfork red.
+ My favorite hotel is the Hotel Bella Muerte.
+ I celebrate October 31st for two reasons.
+ You can't keep my BROTHER, and you won't fuck my FRIENDS.
+ Oh how wrong were we to think that IMMORTALITY meant never DYING.
+ I'll send you my RESIGNATION in DRAG.
+ I want you to BURY me in BLACK.
+ When I grow up, I want to be nothing at all.
+ I painted it black, and took it back.
+ Wouldn't it be great if we were DEAD!?
+ I sign my name xoxo, fuck sincerely.
+ I am a Demolition Lover.
+ I mourned over the loss of Mikey's glasses.
+ I believe that the Jetset Life is Gonna Kill You.
+ It's Not a Fashion Statement - It's a Deathwish.
+ I thanked you for the venom.
+ I never told you what I did for a living.
+ I put bars and X's over my eyes to be just like my heroes.
+ I scream fuck you to anyone who starts shit with me.
+ I was welcomed to the black parade.
+ I am not afraid to keep on living or walk this world alone.
+ I could've been a better son.
+ I raise my glasses high for tomorrow we die, and we all go to hell.
+ I Fire At Will.
+ SIN - I - SIN!
+ When I grow up, I want to be nothing at all.
+ They have given me more than one reasons to believe.
+ I loved Pansy, and all its glory.
+ I cried at the sight of Robert Bryar burning on the set of FLW.
+ I am a soldier, a vampire, and a parader, and a Fan.
+ I won't go down by myself, but I'll go down with my friends.
+ I am absolutely in love with MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE.
AND I WILL CARRY ON!!!!!!!! YEAH WHO'S WITH ME? REPOST THIS IF YOU ARE!!!
Real MCR Fans:
Real MCR fans are not the people who know everything about them just to show off to their friends.
They don’t trawl through pages of information to learn Gerard’s brother’s wife’s original last name.
They don’t care what color Gerard’s hair is on any given day.
Real MCR fans are not the people who know every detail of each band member’s pre-MCR life.
They don’t ask for various band members for dinner.
They aren’t the people who shop for a jacket for hours just to copy the band.
They don’t start smoking “because they think they will be hott like Frank and Gerard.”
Instead they know what smoking can do to people and wish Frank and Gerard would stop because we don’t want to lose them before their time.
Real MCR fans don’t ask for Bob for Christmas because that’s just stupid.
They don’t have to own the MCR action figures to be true fans.
They don’t sleep with a picture of MCR and drool all over it.
They don’t spend hours searching the TV guide to find anything MCR-related.
They are excited when they just happen to see MCR on TV because the surprise makes it all the more exciting.
Real MCR fans don’t randomly break into song just because of hearing one phrase of lyrics in everyday speech.
They don’t spend hours scouring the Internet to find out what Ray’s favorite color is.
They don’t hound people about “MCR sav3d mi life!!!!” because they know that would make people think MCR only breeds annoying fans.
The real MCR fans are the people who don’t own their CD’s just to own them.
They are the people who only know the lyrics to “I’m Not Okay” and “Welcome to the Black Parade” because those are the only songs they’ve ever heard on the radio…and that’s all they can afford to listen to.
They borrow CD’s from their friends at every possible moment.
They don’t memorize the lyrics to all the B-side songs just to show off to the people who haven’t heard them.
The real MCR fans are the people who get thrown out of the arena where MCR is playing. Not for moshing too hard or trying to steal merchandise…but because they can’t afford the tickets and try to sneak in.
They have never seen a picture of the band and don’t care because it’s not about the image.
They don’t dress to the “emo” stereotype because it’s a label MCR is trying to get rid of, not endorse.
They don’t always wear black just to prove a point.
They wear whatever they want because that is true self-expression…black, blue, pink, or otherwise.
Because it’s not about how much you know.
Because it’s not about the stuff you own.
Because it’s not about what you wear, the lyrics you’ve memorized, or how many songs you know just to show off to your friends.
Because the real MCR fans care about the music.
And real MCR fans have THIS on their profiles.
----///-\\\----Put This
---|||---|||---On Your
---|||---|||---Site If
---|||---|||---You Know
----\\\-///----Someone
-----\\///-----Who has or has
------///\-----died of
-----///\\\----cancer xxx-R.I.P. Katie Lynne Mills 1990-2004
I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them. I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson" ---IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... REPOST THIS!!!
R.I.P. My Uncle Jeff: March 13, 1962-April 16, 1997.
R.I.P. My best friend, Katie Lynne Mills: April 11, 1990-October 17,2004
My Facebook
Gaia Online
Vampire Freaks
What They Say About Me: She's a sweetheart, friendly, quiet, shy, weird, random, beautiful, bitchy at times, sarcastic, musically talented, creative, cute, has awesome taste in music and can be a music snob.
Memorable Quotes/Lyrics
"Don't be fake. Stay true to yourself, no matter what."-Me
"I'm a stitch away from making it and a scar away from falling apart."-The (After) Life of the Party-FOB
"I am not afraid to keep on living. I am not afraid to walk this world alone. Honey, if you stay, I'll be forgiven. Nothing you can say can stop me going home."-MCR-Famous Last Words
"I'm young and I'm hopeless. I'm lost and I know this. I'm going nowhere fast that's what they say. I'm troublesome. I've fallen. I'm angry at my father. It's me against this world and I don't care."-GC-Young and the Hopeless
"Keep your head up. Your colors are beautiful. When they say give up, turn up your radio. All the sentimental memories you own; when they say grow up, it's just like a funeral."-Sugarcult-Head Up
"The dreams that define you will be the same that deny you in the end and make you give up on everything."-Acalasia-Objects of My Afflection
"It's in my nature to be changing."-Millencolin-Ray
"Wheel in the sky keeps on turnin'. I don't know where I'll be tomorrow."-Journey-Wheel in the Sky
"To the heart and mind, ignorance is kind and there's no comfort in the truth. Pain is all you'll find."-Careless Whisper-Originally by George Michael/Wham. Covered by Seether.
What /Who I Love:
Music
Being a band geek
Playing my flute
Pizza
Cheese
Chicken
Italian food
Mexican food
Chinese food
Books
Writing
Fanfiction
The internet
Message boards
Hockey
Football
Rob Pattinson
Going to shows and concerts
Animals
Anything with polka-dots
Broccoli
My cat and dog
My friends and family
True Blood
Vampires
Bill Compton
Sarcasm
Edward Cullen
Twilight
New Moon
Eclipse
Breaking Dawn
Sidney Crosby
Evgeni Malkin
Marc Andre Fleury
The Vampire Diaries
The Secret Circle
The Pittsburgh Penguins*-Stanley Cup Champions 2009!!
The Pittsburgh Steelers*-Superbowl XLIII Champions!!
What/Who I Loathe:
Homophobes
Cauliflower
Carrots
Clams
Mussels
Anything with coconut
Hypocrites
Backstabbers
People who never shut up
Drugs
Sluts
Closed-minded people
Disney creations: IE Zac Efron, etc
Brussel sprouts
Anything Harry Potter
Fake Bake Tans(Anybody want cancer? Anyone? Anyone at all?)-*sarcasm at its finest*
Murderers
Cigarettes/Cigars(Again, with the cancer question.)
Rapists
Sleazy/creepy men
Rap music
Pop music
My Soundtrack:
Acalasia
AFI
The All American Rejects
The Ataris
Automatic Loveletter
Backstreet Boys
Blaqk Audio
Blink 182
Bowling for Soup
Boys Like Girls
Brand New
Chiara Grey
The Classic Crime
Cloverleaf
Cobra Starship
Coheed and Cambria
Driving East
The Eagles
Evanescence
Fall Out Boy
Flyleaf
Good Charlotte
Green Day
Gym Class Heroes
Hawthorne Heights
Head Automatica
The Hope Fallacy
Journey
Like A Movie
Linkin Park
The Maine
Maroon 5
Mest
Metallica
The Misfits
Mindless Self Indulgence
Motion City Soundtrack
My Chemical Romance
New Found Glory
Nick Black
Panic at the Disco
Paramore
Pink Floyd
The Pink Spiders
Plain White T's
Queen
The Ramones
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Rookie of the Year
Say Anything
Simple Plan
The Starting Line
Sugarcult
Taking Back Sunday
Tokyo Rose
Underoath
Weezer
Yellowcard
30 Seconds to Mars
MCR ARE MY HEROES
+ I’ve hung 'em high.
+ I’ve been down Cemetery Drive.
+ I live a disenchanted life.+ I am a shotgun sinner.
+ I am prepared to march in The Black Parade.
+ And without them is how I disappear...
+ They make me think "happy motherfucking thoughts."
+ I brought you my bullets in return for your LOVE.
+ I live life on the murder scene.
+ I lost my fear of falling.
+ I like to lose myself and paint these walls in pitchfork red.
+ My favorite hotel is the Hotel Bella Muerte.
+ I celebrate October 31st for two reasons.
+ You can't keep my BROTHER, and you won't fuck my FRIENDS.
+ Oh how wrong were we to think that IMMORTALITY meant never DYING.
+ I'll send you my RESIGNATION in DRAG.
+ I want you to BURY me in BLACK.
+ When I grow up, I want to be nothing at all.
+ I painted it black, and took it back.
+ Wouldn't it be great if we were DEAD!?
+ I sign my name xoxo, fuck sincerely.
+ I am a Demolition Lover.
+ I mourned over the loss of Mikey's glasses.
+ I believe that the Jetset Life is Gonna Kill You.
+ It's Not a Fashion Statement - It's a Deathwish.
+ I thanked you for the venom.
+ I never told you what I did for a living.
+ I put bars and X's over my eyes to be just like my heroes.
+ I scream fuck you to anyone who starts shit with me.
+ I was welcomed to the black parade.
+ I am not afraid to keep on living or walk this world alone.
+ I could've been a better son.
+ I raise my glasses high for tomorrow we die, and we all go to hell.
+ I Fire At Will.
+ SIN - I - SIN!
+ When I grow up, I want to be nothing at all.
+ They have given me more than one reasons to believe.
+ I loved Pansy, and all its glory.
+ I cried at the sight of Robert Bryar burning on the set of FLW.
+ I am a soldier, a vampire, and a parader, and a Fan.
+ I won't go down by myself, but I'll go down with my friends.
+ I am absolutely in love with MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE.
AND I WILL CARRY ON!!!!!!!! YEAH WHO'S WITH ME? REPOST THIS IF YOU ARE!!!
Real MCR Fans:
Real MCR fans are not the people who know everything about them just to show off to their friends.
They don’t trawl through pages of information to learn Gerard’s brother’s wife’s original last name.
They don’t care what color Gerard’s hair is on any given day.
Real MCR fans are not the people who know every detail of each band member’s pre-MCR life.
They don’t ask for various band members for dinner.
They aren’t the people who shop for a jacket for hours just to copy the band.
They don’t start smoking “because they think they will be hott like Frank and Gerard.”
Instead they know what smoking can do to people and wish Frank and Gerard would stop because we don’t want to lose them before their time.
Real MCR fans don’t ask for Bob for Christmas because that’s just stupid.
They don’t have to own the MCR action figures to be true fans.
They don’t sleep with a picture of MCR and drool all over it.
They don’t spend hours searching the TV guide to find anything MCR-related.
They are excited when they just happen to see MCR on TV because the surprise makes it all the more exciting.
Real MCR fans don’t randomly break into song just because of hearing one phrase of lyrics in everyday speech.
They don’t spend hours scouring the Internet to find out what Ray’s favorite color is.
They don’t hound people about “MCR sav3d mi life!!!!” because they know that would make people think MCR only breeds annoying fans.
The real MCR fans are the people who don’t own their CD’s just to own them.
They are the people who only know the lyrics to “I’m Not Okay” and “Welcome to the Black Parade” because those are the only songs they’ve ever heard on the radio…and that’s all they can afford to listen to.
They borrow CD’s from their friends at every possible moment.
They don’t memorize the lyrics to all the B-side songs just to show off to the people who haven’t heard them.
The real MCR fans are the people who get thrown out of the arena where MCR is playing. Not for moshing too hard or trying to steal merchandise…but because they can’t afford the tickets and try to sneak in.
They have never seen a picture of the band and don’t care because it’s not about the image.
They don’t dress to the “emo” stereotype because it’s a label MCR is trying to get rid of, not endorse.
They don’t always wear black just to prove a point.
They wear whatever they want because that is true self-expression…black, blue, pink, or otherwise.
Because it’s not about how much you know.
Because it’s not about the stuff you own.
Because it’s not about what you wear, the lyrics you’ve memorized, or how many songs you know just to show off to your friends.
Because the real MCR fans care about the music.
And real MCR fans have THIS on their profiles.
----///-\\\----Put This
---|||---|||---On Your
---|||---|||---Site If
---|||---|||---You Know
----\\\-///----Someone
-----\\///-----Who has or has
------///\-----died of
-----///\\\----cancer xxx-R.I.P. Katie Lynne Mills 1990-2004
I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them. I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson" ---IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... REPOST THIS!!!
R.I.P. My Uncle Jeff: March 13, 1962-April 16, 1997.
R.I.P. My best friend, Katie Lynne Mills: April 11, 1990-October 17,2004
My Facebook
Gaia Online
Vampire Freaks
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Helmee Bluth, May 25th, 2008 at 07:12:29pm
hi i'm lisa. ^_^
ZOMG! U HAVE MIKEY WAY'S GLASSES!!
i want them. =D
To The End;, March 26th, 2008 at 09:09:34pm
No Problem. ^_^
Frnk iero., March 12th, 2008 at 06:25:06pm
Hey There! Random Comment.
Frnk iero., February 5th, 2008 at 08:00:04pm
hiya Jenna! not much... U?
starbuck, January 27th, 2008 at 11:01:32am
hey jenna.
dude, love the mcr shirt!!
Colorado Sunrise., January 26th, 2008 at 04:42:43pm
Kick ass username, how are you?/
Sorry if i'm weirdin you out hah
Miranda
Stupidsadistic;, January 12th, 2008 at 11:32:13pm
hey
whats up?
=)
Colorado Sunrise., December 14th, 2007 at 09:45:58pm
band geek, moi aussi! I play the trombone in my school's junior band and at home, i rock out with my electric guitar. If there was no such thing as reading notes, iunno what id do...everyone has to admit that making music makes u smarter!
~*~HOMOPHOBIA IS GAY~*~
Colorado Sunrise., December 8th, 2007 at 09:43:04pm