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The Rachel

The Rachel
Name:
Rachel
Age:
28
Gender:
Female
Location:
tennessee

Member since November 11th, 2006

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Rachypoo1234
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About

my family
Wifeys: Claudia, Ana, Amanda
Mommy: Kerry
Brother: Mikey/Glenda/Ciar/Spiderman Tehe
Person I stalk: Frank Iero
if i forgot you then tell me...


HI! I'm Rachel, or Rachypoo if you wanna call me that. I'm 13. I have brown hair and brown eyes. I like black eyeliner and dark blue eyeshadow lol.
My fav bands include....
My Chemical Romance (duh)
From First To Last
HIM
Evanescence
30 Seconds To Mars
Green Day
AFI
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Disturbed
Fall Out Boy
Alesana
Linkin Park
.... and i cant think of anymore lol....
most of my fav music is actually hard rock. You'll find Metallica on my iPod, along with Disturbed, Crossfade, Three Days Grace, etc....
i dont watch many movies, but most of them are...
Titanic
all the Harry Potters
Lord Of The Rings
Nightmare Before Xmas
..... uh..... oh and anything by Stephen King like...
The Shining (the one with Jack Nicholson in it)
It
Red Rose...
Kingdom Hospital (mini series)


I guess you could say MCR saved me from myself. Last year in October, all the way through January I was depressed and I was a Self-Injurer. My dad was gone, my mom was being a bitch for no reason and the stress just wouldnt stop building up. I discovered MCR in November when I got the Black Parade cd and I became a pretty big fan (i still am). Now, some people would say now that MCR saved them from killing themselves when they were "staring down a loaded gun," but I believe they saved me from relapsing. I kinda know in the back of my mind that I would have killed myself eventually if I kept cutting and let myself be so depressed. Many times after I quit I had very very strong urges to cut and I found that if I just calm down a bit and listen to MCR then I won't want to anymore. It worked for me. And, now that I look back, I kinda see Gerard in myself because he was suicidal and depressed and he was addicted to soemthing and it was comforting to know that someone else knows what I'm going through. Say what you want but I believe MCR saved me from feeling so alone. They saved me from feeling so hopeless. They saved me from myself.

if you have read this much, then u rock....

Xanga

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