SiDe oRDeR Of GeRaRD

HI im cassandra and i love my chem!!!
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SAW MCR ON 4/27/07


LONG LIVE THE BLACK PARADE!!!



I LOVE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE to death!!! From the first time i saw the helena video i fell in love with GERARD && the hole band.I love LOTMS && i cant get enough of it && i cant get enough of my chem!!! I LOVE THEM NOW && ALWAYS WILL like i said " I LOVE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE TO DEATH!!!


*~*~*~*GERARD WAY*~*~*~*

There is no one in this world like this man!!! He is so different so awesome I cant even began to tell how wonderful he is!!! His eyes are so dreamy, the smile is to die for, you could never forget that voice, and most of all he is my hero!!! I may have not known this man my whole life or ever seen him yet but I know he is the best and no matter how he looks I will always love him. Everything I do or what I think about its about him. People say I’m crazy or obsessed I say I’m in love with the most amazing guy alive. Yes you can say I’m in a fantasyland but what more do you want??? I will always wonder what it is this man has that makes people fall in love with him. It like he has this power that no one has or could handle. Its like he is a hero that you read about in a comic book. The mind he has is so far out that it blows my mind!!!










Living and breathing
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE


here are my fav. 5

***Bands***
1. MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
2. the used
3. the almost
4.saosin
5. plain white t's


*** my fav. songs***
1. i dont love you
2. cancer
3. desert song
4. cemetery drive
5. vampires will never hurt you
6.All I Want For Christmas Is You
,7.Demolition Lovers
8.Astro Zombies
9.Blood
10.Welcome To The Black Parade
11.Dead!
12.Drowning Lessons
13.Teenagers
14.Thank You For The Venom
15.Helena
16.Cubicles
17.Disenchanted
18.I'm Not Okay (I Promise)
19.Interlude
20.You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison
21.Mama
22.Our Lady Of Sorrows
23.Romance
24.Famous Last Words
25.Skylines And Turnstiles
26.I Never Told You What I Do For A Living
27.To The End
28.Bury Me In Black
29.Sleep
30.The End.
31.Jack The Ripper
32.Give 'Em Hell, Kid
33.Hang 'Em High
34.Headfirst For Halos
35.The Jetset Life Is Gonna Kill You
36.The Sharpest Lives
37.The Ghost Of You
38.This Is How I Disappear
39.This Is The Best Day Ever
40.Honey, This Mirror Isn't Big Enough For The Two Of Us
41.House Of Wolves
42.It's Not A Fashion Statement, It's A Deathwish
43.Early Sunsets Over Monroeville
44.Under Pressure
45.Heaven Help Us








***BIRTHDAYS***

Gerard Arthur Way (born April 9, 1977)
Michael James Way (born September 10, 1980)
Frank Anthony Iero (born October 31, 1981)
Raymond Manuel Toro-Ortiz(born on July 15,1977)
Robert Nathaniel Bryar ( born December 31,1979)


***ALBUMS***

I Brought You My Bullets You Brought Me Your Love
Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge
Life on the Murder Scene
The Black Parade











MY FAV. BOOKS!!!














I DONT LOVE YOU
Well when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don’t know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can

Whoa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Well, come on. Come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

MY POEMS

Venom



I lie there afraid and awake
Wondering if he'll soon come and take
The painful feeling that burns
All of the blood he'll earn

Asleep or dead I'm not sure of
The light as white as a dove
Holding on as much as I can
Remembering what a beautiful man

How I disappear
Feels so near
Not wanting to be alone
The love for him is well known

He is the one that I need
How much can I pled
I feel like I'm running out of time
What more can I say???



THE LIPS OF LOVE


as i look into your eyes i see,
the fear of whats to come,
i breath in your sweet smell,
releasing that pain some,
to place your hand upon my heart,
feeling my fear,
not wanting to part,
you take your icy fingertips,
running them from my eues to my lips,
gently kissing me,
making me weak in the knees,
not wanting to letgo,
but you already know,
holding me around the waist,
reaching for another taste!!!




11 COMMANDMENTS OF MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE

1.Thou Shall Not Put A Gun To Thy Lover's Head
2.Thou Shall Be Willing To Die For Love
3.Thou Shall Seek Revenge On Those Who Wrong You
4.Thou Shall Be A Demolition Lover
5.Thou Shall Unleash The Bats
6.Thou Shall protect Thy Lover From Everything (Even Vampires)
7.Thou Shall Respect The Lord, Gerard
8.Thou Shall Sing The Holy Hymns Of The Chemical Romance
9.Thou Shall See Beauty In Bloody Love
10.Thou Shall Rock Hard
11.Thou Shall Join The Black Parade


10 Commandments of The Black Parade

1. Thou shall accept death as it comes!
2. Thou shall sing and march without question!
3. Thou shall face fear and regret!
4. Thou shall let go of thy dreams!
5. Thou shall give blood!
6. Thou shall not fear thy sins!
7. Thou shall protect thy brother in arms!
8. Thou shall darken thy clothes!
9. Thou shall not walk this world alone!
10. Thou shall carry on!







GERARD

to the one that saved me
to the one who is the best
to the one that i love the most
to the one that help me deal
to the one that is looked up to by millions
to the one that i will always love
as you can see the one is gerard!!!


GERARD'S QUOTES



"If you don't go to high school you will definitely go to jail."


"I'd rather be a creature of the night than an old dude."


"So many people treat you like you're a kid so you might as well act like one and throw your television out of the hotel window."


"Be Yourself, Don't take anyone's shit and never let them take you alive..."


"So how was Christmas for you guys? Did you all get lots of nice black t-shirts?"


"If you're gonna buy me a present, don't spend more than twenty five bucks, you'll get a blowjob anyway."


"Surrounding myself with fans makes me feel like I'm not going through it alone."


"The Devil got landed with a shitty job, he has to deal with assholes everyday, he's probably bored as hell."


"When I was writing it, I was remembering how hard it was to be a 16-year-old in high school. I always wanted to be an artist, so I was this loner kid who just got drunk all the time. I only had one real friend. There was a girl I really liked, and she ended up taking really sleazy photographs with her boyfriend, and that really crushed me, I was just swimming in this pit of despair, jealousy and alcoholism."


"It erases everything I hate about myself. Nothing can hurt me. I feel completely invincible. I feel like everyone else on that stage is invincible and we're capable of anything. There's no stopping us."


"I'd enjoy it if a guy grabbed my ass. I guess it all depends on how he grabbed it, too."


"When you are kissing a guy with a beard, it's different."


"There's such a lack of sex in music"


"It takes me a while to tell stories. I think it's because I was drunk for three years"


"I was this weird loner kid who got drunk by himself all the time." (talking about high school)


"I have a nihilistic attitude so it's like, the new gay... it's popular." (Gerard on why we should give a damn about MCR)


"Look at me, with my pretty bracelet and tiara... I'm a fuckin' princess!"


""Were not a festival band, playing during the day was something we had to get over, I was like uhh this sun stuff kind of sucks"


"When we first started out I had a really big issue and a lot of my loved ones had a really big issue with the fact that I was totally in pain up there and there was a time when I tried to hurt myself off stage, but I got over that. Like, you should never want to hurt yourself. You should love yourself. Sometimes you have to kind of die inside in order to rise from your own ashes and believe in yourself and love yourself and become a new person and I think that that is going to be a lot of what the next record is about, not to plug it or anything. Like, it's going to talk about dying and coming back to become what you totally want to become. We are all becoming what we want to become."


""What I Like about The Sims is that I don't have a normal life at all, so I play this game where these people have these really boring, mundane lives. It's fun. My Sims family is called the Cholly family. I don't know why I picked that name; it's kind of random. The teenage daughter is my favourite, because I just had her go through this Goth phase. She's really kind of nerdy and she just became a concert violinist, which is pretty huge for the family. And she got into private school. But she started wearing black lipstick and she dyed her hair purple. It's pretty huge."


"I went to school in drag, in art school and my day was completely different because everybody thought I was a chick. You should see me as a chick. So I went as a girl, as like an experiment and it worked really well and everyone was really nice to me but I couldn't talk obviously...you know train conductors were really cool to me on my commute...HA! I looked hot as a chick!"


"Craziest thing that ever happened to me was being attacked by a black bird. It pecked the shit out of my head. We were at this hotel called The Phoenix in San Francisco. We were leaving to go to a show the next morning and the bird just fuckin' attacked my head. And the next day Slipknot were there, they were coming in as we were leaving, and they got attacked by birds too."


"Yeah, obviously we use vampires as a metaphor for something else, something deeper than just the supernatural. But there's just something about the bloodsucking walking dead, that can say so much to people. There are really so many people trying to get control over you on a daily basis and steal your soul in some way, take a part of you..."


"Um, lots of people grab my ass. I'm actually starting to get this thing now where people grab my package. That actually happened once in Boston, it usually doesn't happen. We went over to England and it happened at almost every show. I don't really enjoy any kind of invasion of privacy like that I guess. Grabbing my package is obviously a total invasion of privacy I'm not into that at all."


"That's what happens when you're all borderline psychotic and therein lies the beauty of this band - our duality. There's a duality to each band member too. There's a desire to have this constant conflict. If we write a write a song and it turns out really poppy, we have to make the lyrics really fucked up. There's psychosis to everything we do for sure. One day we're probably gonna write this number one pop tune that will be about a massacre!"


"If for one minute you think you're better than a sixteen year old girl in a Green Day t-shirt, you are sorely mistaken. Remember the first time you went to a show and saw your favorite band. You wore their shirt, and sang every word. You didn't know anything about scene politics, haircuts, or what was cool. All you knew was that this music made you feel different from anyone you shared a locker with. Someone finally understood you. This is what music is about."








































If You Ever Felt Alone
If You Ever Felt Rejected
If You Ever Felt Confused
If You Ever Felt Anxious
If You Ever Felt Wrong
If You Ever Felt Wronged
If You Ever Felt Unclean
If You Ever Felt Angry
If You Ever Felt Ashamed
If You Ever Felt Curious
If You Ever Felt Used

Be Prepared To Feel Revenge
Feel The Romance

My Brutal Romance
My Beautiful Romance
My Innocent Romance
My Childish Romance
My Miserable Romance
My X-Rated Romance
My Harlequin Romance
My Selfish Romance

My Chemical Romance



































































This is dedicated to, Everyone who was a demolition lover, Who was NEVER okay, Who was welcomed to the Black Parade. This is for, Every, Patient, Helena and Harmless vampire, This is for, Every single fan who may never get to see them play, Who live life on the murder scene, Who cried watching The Ghost Of You, Who cried watching Famous Last Words, This is for every, Fan who worried about Bobs burn, Who are obsessed with Rays hair, Who mourned the loss of Mikeys glasses, Who worry about Franks health, And those who help Gerard stay sober, This is to, Everyone whos not afraid to keep on living, Lets crash the Cemetery Gates! We will have the band and eachother, To the very end!!!


______________________I SUPPORT

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them. I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson."



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