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Name:: Nicole St.Clair
Age:: 33
Gender:: Female
Location:: Federal Way, Washington

Member since March 10th, 2007

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5/21/2007=the best day EVER...i saw my chem. at the wamu theater!!! the real best day ever!!
...! hAvE aN aWsOmE bOyFr!eNd.<3<3! lOvE yOu M!cHaEl yOu mEaN tHe WhOlE b!g W!dE wOrLd tO mE ! DeDiCaTe mY l!fE tO yOu. Smile

WELl oThEr tHiNgS ! lOvE... FROGS!!! ! LOVE FrOgS! aNnNnNd uMmM gErArD wAy! lOl bUt YaLl nO ThAt AlrEaDy.Pikachu!!!!! i love pika!!

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"I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday. I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them. I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to
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My PeOpLe!!--->in order

*My FaMiLy--->ThE BeSt Ppl YouLL eVEr MeEt
*MiChAel--->My Bf 4 EvA (hopfully)
*JEsSe--->My GaY hUsBEnD
*CaSs!e--->My BfF 4 EvA
*jAvOnN!--->OthEr BfF 4 EvA
*CuPCaKe-AkA:KrIsTiNe--->my wiffie

92% of the teen population would be dead if Abercrombie and Fitch decided breathing wasn't cool!!
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POEMS

~My life~
In this room,
Walls of white.
In this hospital,
Lights so bright.
I lay here dead,
On my bed.
The nurses’ stare,
I’m in their head.
The sign says,
“Beware!” it’s a shocking scene.
But to me it’s me.
I’ve finally come clean,
This is who I really am. You see
I’ve lived this life in pain,
And life was a game.
That I had lost
Very bad.
To feel that failure
I couldn’t bare
So I let myself go,
Into the light
Where I’m finally free,
To live life right

UNTITLED
When I look into the mirror I see nothing
A face so plain so empty like my heart
Away from the world and its everything
The pain inside keeps tearing me apart.
The torture and pain I go through each day
Depression took over my heart and mind
Twists and turns through to my heart and decays
And the end to it all seemed too hard to find.
But my friends and family were always there
To guide me and help me throughout the years
I bring them joy when I smile but I’m scared
To let them down and bring them more tears.
A light opens up and I feel all right
So I walk to the light and I live life right.

When I’m Invisible
I cry.
With no freewill or discretion.
Will you be there for me?
When I am no longer free?
Hidden in the depths of depression,
I cry
And theirs no way to simplify,
All the weakness that builds in this session.
Will you be there for me?
And finally see,
That through all the compression,
I cry
The fire inside.
When death becomes an obsession.
Will you be there for me?
And never flee.
Keep our love a progression.
I cry,
Will you be there for me?

Bands & Songs
1:my chemical romance--all songs!