x-I'm Not Okay-x
- Name:
- Chelsea
- Age:
- 30
- Gender:
- Female
- Location:
- My way home is through MCR :]
Contact
- PM:
- Send a private message
- Friends:
- Add to friends
- MSN:
- ask for it
- AIM:
- no
- YIM:
- ask for it
- MySpace:
- ask for it.
About
I'm Chelsea But my real new name, as given to me by my newly found sister,xXPrincessFrankieXx, is Izzy Revenge Savage♥
But you can call meZee
I don't wanna make it....I just wanna...
I'm not your average teenage girl.
I'm crazy, weird, and random.
wait...
I just had to put that! it was cute ;D
anime is cute too!
Anyway...
I am kind of bipolar.
One moment I'll be all
and the next I'll be 
But ppl find it entertaning to have conversations with me sometimes
You can guess the rest about me on your own :]
but one think I should tell you... I can't stand fake people who treat you one way when you're alone and act oober stupid when you're around people. I also hate people who start stuff and create ooober drama. gahh. it annoys me. sorri
just thought I'd put that.My Chemical Romance is the shizzles
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September 11th, for me, brought two tragedies and one amazing miracle that overpowered both of them. My Chemical Romance was my escape when I had no place else to turn, was my release when I was ready to explode, and my enjoyment on those ordinary, mundane days. to them, I owe my life.xoxox♥♥♥
As you've probably guessed MCR is a big chunk of my life.
I am also into FCCLA, art, and other music genres.
Someday I hope to have a band of my own.
I write poetry
and I draw a lot, though it isn't good.
I haven't had a true love and I honestly (at this time)
don't believe there's anyone out there for me.
I wouldn't be surprised if I died alone
And even if I did, it wouldn't make a difference to me.
I have my music what more could I ask for??
I can't really trust anyone. It's like everytime I try something bad happens in the end.
I'm Not Okay, I promise :]
Song that fits me at the moment:
I'm tired of being what you want me to be, feeling so faithless, lost under the surface. Don't know what you're expecting of me, put under the pressure of walking in your shoes...(caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) every step that i take is another mistake to you....(caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
I've become so numb,
I cant feel you there,
become so tired,
so much more awake,
I'm becoming this,
all I want to do,
is be more like me,
and be less like you.
Can't you see that you're smothering me? Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control. Cuz everything that you thought i would be is falling apart right in front of you.....(caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) every step that i take is another mistake to you.....(caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) and every second i waste is more than I can take.
I've become so numb,
I cant feel you there,
become so tired,
so much more awake,
I'm becoming this,
all I want to do,
is be more like me,
and be less like you.
And I know I may end up failing too. But i know you were just like me with someone disappointed in you...
I've become so numb,
I cant feel you there,
become so tired,
so much more awake,
I'm becoming this,
all I want to do,
is be more like me,
and be less like you.....
I've become so numb...i can't feel you there....i'm tired of being what you want me to be.
I've become so numb...i can't feel you there....i'm tired of being what you want me to be.-Linkin Park- Numb
or:
Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say
I never want to let you down or have you go
It's better off this way
For all the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
Remember when you broke your foot
From jumping out the second floor
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems
(I'm not okay)
I've told you time and time again
You sing the words but don't know what it means
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you'd read me like a book
But the pages are all torn and frayed
I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay
(Trust me)
[b]I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
-My Chemical Romance- I'm Not Okay (I promise)
Can't find my way home, but it's through you and I know Just what I'd do to get back in [his] arms.
"Don't think of it as a you'd have to be there thing, think of it as a you'd have to be mentally ill like us kinda thing."
"I love the way that we laugh until we cry, dance until we die.":]
Candy+MCR+friends=eeek! iluvit!
brothers and sisters I'm right here with you,
cause everyone's got one,
a story to kill me.
I'm so apathetic in my resentment.....
living,
loving,
knowing not........
take my hand....
I want it to be the can't eat, can't sleep, dying to see him again kind of thing. Is that too much to ask for?
MCR is my life
if that annoys you
or if i talk about them too much..
too bad!
I'm not changing :]
if you won't be my friend because of that then
you aren't a friend at all.
so how about you be my friend and let's talk
the secret is out...
if you read this say "Dude, I love your car
"You put the spike in my heart
my tears don't fall, I'm wonderin' why....I got out of bed at all. The mornin' rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all. And even if I could would it all be clear? Put your picture on my wall... it reminds me that it's not so bad...
What if I wanted to break, laugh it all off in your face... what would you do? What if I fell to the floor? Couldn't take this anymore.... what would you do? Can't break me down.... marry me marry me, I am finished with you.
My Chemical Romance=life
other bands I like include (in no specific order):
The Used
30 Seconds To Mars
The Goodbye Celebration
Hawthorne Heights
Taking Back Sunday
Linkin Park
Madina Lake
Saosin
Red
Avenged Sevenfold
Paramore
HIM
Cute is What We Aim for
The Almost
Underoath
All Time Low
Children of Bodom
Atreyu
A Midnight Requiem
ect. ect.
My Heros
♥Gerard Arthur Way♥
♥Michael James Way♥
♥Frank Anthony Iero♥
♥Raymond Manuel Ortiz Toro♥
lol i love how long his name is!
♥Robert Cory Bryar♥
♥Bert McCracken♥
♥Haley Williams♥
♥Johnny Christ♥♥Synyster Gates♥♥M.Shadow♥♥Zacky Vengeance♥♥The Rev♥!!! A7X rox my sox off!
♥Jared Leto♥
~If you marry me, would you bury me? Would you carry me to the end?~
my quotes:
-I won't call them a mere obsession, because they are so much more than that. They are a crucial part of my existense<3-
-Love is an old fashion word that dares you to care for the people around you.-
-If you're not emo then you are an evil cold heartless zombie... Everyone shows emotions right?-
-Boys have cooties and I like skittles-
-If it's shiny or sparkles I'll like it
-I saw MCR in concert !!twice!! and let's just say they were the best days of my life!!!!!!!!!!
!*!-xXx-!*!-Chelsea-!*!-xXx-!*!
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Homophobia is Gay!!!
I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday.
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had.
I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school.
It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised.
The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.
I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson".
If you belive that Homophobia is wrong, please repost this.
Just look at me look at me now
I'm a fake I'm a fakeI'm a Fake
Stereotyping
I am the girl who dresses in all black and never got to finish middle school because I was called emo everyday.
I am the friend afraid to tell you that I'm bisexual, because you'de leave me for it.
I am the girl who loves to read and is pushed into the corner and beat up because of what I love to do.
I am no one. Just the kid that was pushed to far at school for being emo and cut a little too deep.
I'm the teenager who was kicked out of her house because I was caught hugging my girlfriend.
I am the woman who commited suicide just before I graduated highschool. Since I'm a CheerLeader, no one suspected it was coming.
I am the best friend who just found out she has AIDS, and is afraid to tell her parents because she'll be considered gay. My parents would never accept me if I was.
I am the athlete evryone expects to be perfect, when in reality I'm sneaking heroin between games.
I am the girl who is called a slut everyday because I can't afford to buy new clothes every year. My skirt doesn't cover what I want it to.
I am the sibling forced to clean their sister's blood off of the carpet. Why didn't I see it coming?
I am the boy who wakes up crying because the bruises my parents gave me hurt so much, but aren't even noticed because I'm always wearing the baggy clothes the kids in gangs wear.
I am the girl who got raped at twelve and am considered a whore because of it.
I am the gullible parent who let my child hurt themselves. No one can know this. We have to keep this secret. We have to be
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Look in my eyes, you're killin me killin me. All I wanted was you! I tried to be someone else, but nothing seemed to change I know now.... this is who I really am inside, finally found myself... finally found the chance I know now... This is who I really am.
The Reasons Why I am A MCR Fan
1) My friends know MCR's life stories so well they could write a biography on them.
2)I know more songs than just "Welcome to the Black Parade." In fact, I could probably sing all three albums. (well. not really. I suck at singing. But I definently know the lyrics once Gee starts singin' a song.)
3)I get all dressed up for MCR concerts, make up and funky outfits included.
4) I paid $10 more than I had to just so I could get LOTMS and watch it over and over again. It was well worth it
5)I write some fanfics, and love to make fan art. In fact, I'm getting ready to make more posters now
.6) whenever I see that MCR is going to be around me I get on the phone with everyone I know and try to find a way there.
7)I've had many MCR experiences. (Ask me about my dreams and my first MCR concert)
I stick up for MCR whenever someone is being disrespectful, but I don't result in violence because MCR is a very non-violent band. (you know what I mean)9) i have an "MCR saved my Life" story, and I'm not afraid to say it.
10)I carry the CD's with me where ever I go, and everytime the song changes I jump up and down saying "oh!! I love this song." (people usually look at me funny and say "Isn't it your Cd?"
11)Everything reminds me of MCR. If someone says "chemical" "new jersey" "bob" "pansy", ect. ect., then MCR instantly pops into my head.
12) I flip out whenever I hear anything about MCR or see any pics. of them. I was flipping through a magazine and I saw one of those tiny little drumstick advertisements with Bob and I started cheering.
13)I don't believe in stereotypes (as I've said) and this relates to MCR too. Like in the I'm Not Okay (I Promise) and Teenagers music videos they have a whole bunch of people. Like cheerleaders, hockey players, and random kids. That, to me, says that no matter what you're classified under doesn't mean you don't have something in common with other people. ( like a "prep" and a "goth". seriously? I don't know any... I just know a group of people with different styles.)
14) Whenever I hear MCR I instantly get pumped. If i'm having a bad day, turn on some MCR and it'll quickly turn into a good one.
15) I am sticking beside My Chem no matter what happens. I don't care what anyone has to say about it, MCR is my life and im not going to throw it away!
16) what can I say? I'm "obsessed" ? Nah. Obsessed would sugguest that I'm crazy.... I'm not just crazy.
I'm in love List Of Nicknames
Sally
Chaos
Chels
Buddy
Chelshizzles
Cherries
Cherry Chapstick
I am standing behind My Chemical Romance 110% to the end. I don't care what they do, or what they're accused of... nothing will break my love for those five beautiful boys.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
they gave us two shots to the back of the head and we're all dead now.....
Heyy, what's up?
MikeyFuckinWay_, September 24th, 2009 at 12:08:01pm
your welcome, i always read profiles. actually i am terrible. but thats beside the point so i will say i am fine. how are you?
stay away;, September 22nd, 2009 at 05:29:37pm
tehe tis okays i always try to make time to come on too ^_^
Gerard Wa-HEY, September 19th, 2009 at 10:50:12pm
Dude i like your car (:
stay away;, September 7th, 2009 at 08:14:20pm
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Heyy, thanxs for accepting the invite. Luv ur page. = ) What's up?
MikeyFuckinWay_, August 12th, 2009 at 02:22:36pm
hey wats sup?
Gerard Wa-HEY, July 27th, 2009 at 07:21:57pm
*glomp*
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xXPrincessFrankieXx, June 12th, 2009 at 03:39:30pm
yeah cus without fans you would be nowhere,
music is like a disease it spreads much to quickly, sometimes you find yourself knowing all the words to a song you don't even own
its spread through social sites eg.myspace/facebook/twitter/bands own sites then theres music mags like NME and Kerrang plus music channels and radio and also if one person in a house listens to somethin then the whole house ends up hearing it generally, and it begins to grow or manifest itself on you it just takes one person in one crowded area and BOOM its like a really enjoyable plague haha (not that the plagues funny)
sorry thats so long winded, but you get what i mean
the best thing is, is how it can lead to other stuff like djing, clothes designing, presenting, directing, comic/book writing, again its like BOOM and you have the world at your fingertips haha
of course you have to drag your way to the top first haha
i think the best thing about this genre of music is that you don't get the airbrushed media lifestyle of the likes of rihanna & britney etc
i mean how often is hayleys williams in a gossip magazine
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sorry i have a ramblin disease haha
TeamEdward, June 2nd, 2009 at 03:20:50pm
yer i no, i think i wanna be one of those bands which put a really huge show an not just be like, play a few songs then take the money and leave i want people to come to our show an think, yer i would of payed double to see that you get what i mean? i'm all about the entertainment dude haha
its my b'day soon yay, is it wrong to play at your own b'day party? aha
2 more exams :( today and tomorrow, boooo ha
hope things are going well for you :D
TeamEdward, June 1st, 2009 at 06:09:14am
tehe!
i love getting on at school!
XD
romanticXaddiction, May 14th, 2009 at 01:51:36pm
Yeah summer break I hav already finished for study leave cus I have exams you should so start a band you experience things that jst blow ur mind I think I hv like adrenaline addiction cus of it haha
If I ever get famous I will make sure I repay u for being our first devoted fan haha :)
X good luck
TeamEdward, May 13th, 2009 at 05:16:16pm
ah i'm glad :D
the band yer well i'm moving colleges at the end of this year so it might cause more of a strain especially since the drummer seems to be goin through a really early midlife crisis at the mo, i do my best to be supportive but its jst not enough anymore but hopefully i will be able to find a new band in the school i'm moving too cus a band has to have chemistry an to be honest i'm not feeling it with this one, i don't mean it in a bad way at all but you understand what I mean right?
sorry i ramble, how things for you goin anythin new?
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TeamEdward, May 12th, 2009 at 03:30:58pm
tehe!
sorry the bell had rung!
XD
i know im a noob.
but so are you!
romanticXaddiction, May 12th, 2009 at 02:02:20pm
I know!
woo!
You're the best! XD
and totally!
everyone will have drool falling out of their mouth!
XD
romanticXaddiction, May 12th, 2009 at 10:01:20am