x-I'm Not Okay-x
- Name:
- Chelsea
- Age:
- 30
- Gender:
- Female
- Location:
- My way home is through MCR :]
Contact
- PM:
- Send a private message
- Friends:
- Add to friends
- MSN:
- ask for it
- AIM:
- no
- YIM:
- ask for it
- MySpace:
- ask for it.
About
I'm Chelsea But my real new name, as given to me by my newly found sister,xXPrincessFrankieXx, is Izzy Revenge Savage♥
But you can call meZee
I don't wanna make it....I just wanna...
I'm not your average teenage girl.
I'm crazy, weird, and random.
wait...
I just had to put that! it was cute ;D
anime is cute too!
Anyway...
I am kind of bipolar.
One moment I'll be all
and the next I'll be 
But ppl find it entertaning to have conversations with me sometimes
You can guess the rest about me on your own :]
but one think I should tell you... I can't stand fake people who treat you one way when you're alone and act oober stupid when you're around people. I also hate people who start stuff and create ooober drama. gahh. it annoys me. sorri
just thought I'd put that.My Chemical Romance is the shizzles
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September 11th, for me, brought two tragedies and one amazing miracle that overpowered both of them. My Chemical Romance was my escape when I had no place else to turn, was my release when I was ready to explode, and my enjoyment on those ordinary, mundane days. to them, I owe my life.xoxox♥♥♥
As you've probably guessed MCR is a big chunk of my life.
I am also into FCCLA, art, and other music genres.
Someday I hope to have a band of my own.
I write poetry
and I draw a lot, though it isn't good.
I haven't had a true love and I honestly (at this time)
don't believe there's anyone out there for me.
I wouldn't be surprised if I died alone
And even if I did, it wouldn't make a difference to me.
I have my music what more could I ask for??
I can't really trust anyone. It's like everytime I try something bad happens in the end.
I'm Not Okay, I promise :]
Song that fits me at the moment:
I'm tired of being what you want me to be, feeling so faithless, lost under the surface. Don't know what you're expecting of me, put under the pressure of walking in your shoes...(caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) every step that i take is another mistake to you....(caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
I've become so numb,
I cant feel you there,
become so tired,
so much more awake,
I'm becoming this,
all I want to do,
is be more like me,
and be less like you.
Can't you see that you're smothering me? Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control. Cuz everything that you thought i would be is falling apart right in front of you.....(caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) every step that i take is another mistake to you.....(caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) and every second i waste is more than I can take.
I've become so numb,
I cant feel you there,
become so tired,
so much more awake,
I'm becoming this,
all I want to do,
is be more like me,
and be less like you.
And I know I may end up failing too. But i know you were just like me with someone disappointed in you...
I've become so numb,
I cant feel you there,
become so tired,
so much more awake,
I'm becoming this,
all I want to do,
is be more like me,
and be less like you.....
I've become so numb...i can't feel you there....i'm tired of being what you want me to be.
I've become so numb...i can't feel you there....i'm tired of being what you want me to be.-Linkin Park- Numb
or:
Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say
I never want to let you down or have you go
It's better off this way
For all the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
Remember when you broke your foot
From jumping out the second floor
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems
(I'm not okay)
I've told you time and time again
You sing the words but don't know what it means
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you'd read me like a book
But the pages are all torn and frayed
I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay
(Trust me)
[b]I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
-My Chemical Romance- I'm Not Okay (I promise)
Can't find my way home, but it's through you and I know Just what I'd do to get back in [his] arms.
"Don't think of it as a you'd have to be there thing, think of it as a you'd have to be mentally ill like us kinda thing."
"I love the way that we laugh until we cry, dance until we die.":]
Candy+MCR+friends=eeek! iluvit!
brothers and sisters I'm right here with you,
cause everyone's got one,
a story to kill me.
I'm so apathetic in my resentment.....
living,
loving,
knowing not........
take my hand....
I want it to be the can't eat, can't sleep, dying to see him again kind of thing. Is that too much to ask for?
MCR is my life
if that annoys you
or if i talk about them too much..
too bad!
I'm not changing :]
if you won't be my friend because of that then
you aren't a friend at all.
so how about you be my friend and let's talk
the secret is out...
if you read this say "Dude, I love your car
"You put the spike in my heart
my tears don't fall, I'm wonderin' why....I got out of bed at all. The mornin' rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all. And even if I could would it all be clear? Put your picture on my wall... it reminds me that it's not so bad...
What if I wanted to break, laugh it all off in your face... what would you do? What if I fell to the floor? Couldn't take this anymore.... what would you do? Can't break me down.... marry me marry me, I am finished with you.
My Chemical Romance=life
other bands I like include (in no specific order):
The Used
30 Seconds To Mars
The Goodbye Celebration
Hawthorne Heights
Taking Back Sunday
Linkin Park
Madina Lake
Saosin
Red
Avenged Sevenfold
Paramore
HIM
Cute is What We Aim for
The Almost
Underoath
All Time Low
Children of Bodom
Atreyu
A Midnight Requiem
ect. ect.
My Heros
♥Gerard Arthur Way♥
♥Michael James Way♥
♥Frank Anthony Iero♥
♥Raymond Manuel Ortiz Toro♥
lol i love how long his name is!
♥Robert Cory Bryar♥
♥Bert McCracken♥
♥Haley Williams♥
♥Johnny Christ♥♥Synyster Gates♥♥M.Shadow♥♥Zacky Vengeance♥♥The Rev♥!!! A7X rox my sox off!
♥Jared Leto♥
~If you marry me, would you bury me? Would you carry me to the end?~
my quotes:
-I won't call them a mere obsession, because they are so much more than that. They are a crucial part of my existense<3-
-Love is an old fashion word that dares you to care for the people around you.-
-If you're not emo then you are an evil cold heartless zombie... Everyone shows emotions right?-
-Boys have cooties and I like skittles-
-If it's shiny or sparkles I'll like it
-I saw MCR in concert !!twice!! and let's just say they were the best days of my life!!!!!!!!!!
!*!-xXx-!*!-Chelsea-!*!-xXx-!*!
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Homophobia is Gay!!!
I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday.
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had.
I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school.
It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised.
The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.
I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson".
If you belive that Homophobia is wrong, please repost this.
Just look at me look at me now
I'm a fake I'm a fakeI'm a Fake
Stereotyping
I am the girl who dresses in all black and never got to finish middle school because I was called emo everyday.
I am the friend afraid to tell you that I'm bisexual, because you'de leave me for it.
I am the girl who loves to read and is pushed into the corner and beat up because of what I love to do.
I am no one. Just the kid that was pushed to far at school for being emo and cut a little too deep.
I'm the teenager who was kicked out of her house because I was caught hugging my girlfriend.
I am the woman who commited suicide just before I graduated highschool. Since I'm a CheerLeader, no one suspected it was coming.
I am the best friend who just found out she has AIDS, and is afraid to tell her parents because she'll be considered gay. My parents would never accept me if I was.
I am the athlete evryone expects to be perfect, when in reality I'm sneaking heroin between games.
I am the girl who is called a slut everyday because I can't afford to buy new clothes every year. My skirt doesn't cover what I want it to.
I am the sibling forced to clean their sister's blood off of the carpet. Why didn't I see it coming?
I am the boy who wakes up crying because the bruises my parents gave me hurt so much, but aren't even noticed because I'm always wearing the baggy clothes the kids in gangs wear.
I am the girl who got raped at twelve and am considered a whore because of it.
I am the gullible parent who let my child hurt themselves. No one can know this. We have to keep this secret. We have to be
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Look in my eyes, you're killin me killin me. All I wanted was you! I tried to be someone else, but nothing seemed to change I know now.... this is who I really am inside, finally found myself... finally found the chance I know now... This is who I really am.
The Reasons Why I am A MCR Fan
1) My friends know MCR's life stories so well they could write a biography on them.
2)I know more songs than just "Welcome to the Black Parade." In fact, I could probably sing all three albums. (well. not really. I suck at singing. But I definently know the lyrics once Gee starts singin' a song.)
3)I get all dressed up for MCR concerts, make up and funky outfits included.
4) I paid $10 more than I had to just so I could get LOTMS and watch it over and over again. It was well worth it
5)I write some fanfics, and love to make fan art. In fact, I'm getting ready to make more posters now
.6) whenever I see that MCR is going to be around me I get on the phone with everyone I know and try to find a way there.
7)I've had many MCR experiences. (Ask me about my dreams and my first MCR concert)
I stick up for MCR whenever someone is being disrespectful, but I don't result in violence because MCR is a very non-violent band. (you know what I mean)9) i have an "MCR saved my Life" story, and I'm not afraid to say it.
10)I carry the CD's with me where ever I go, and everytime the song changes I jump up and down saying "oh!! I love this song." (people usually look at me funny and say "Isn't it your Cd?"
11)Everything reminds me of MCR. If someone says "chemical" "new jersey" "bob" "pansy", ect. ect., then MCR instantly pops into my head.
12) I flip out whenever I hear anything about MCR or see any pics. of them. I was flipping through a magazine and I saw one of those tiny little drumstick advertisements with Bob and I started cheering.
13)I don't believe in stereotypes (as I've said) and this relates to MCR too. Like in the I'm Not Okay (I Promise) and Teenagers music videos they have a whole bunch of people. Like cheerleaders, hockey players, and random kids. That, to me, says that no matter what you're classified under doesn't mean you don't have something in common with other people. ( like a "prep" and a "goth". seriously? I don't know any... I just know a group of people with different styles.)
14) Whenever I hear MCR I instantly get pumped. If i'm having a bad day, turn on some MCR and it'll quickly turn into a good one.
15) I am sticking beside My Chem no matter what happens. I don't care what anyone has to say about it, MCR is my life and im not going to throw it away!
16) what can I say? I'm "obsessed" ? Nah. Obsessed would sugguest that I'm crazy.... I'm not just crazy.
I'm in love List Of Nicknames
Sally
Chaos
Chels
Buddy
Chelshizzles
Cherries
Cherry Chapstick
I am standing behind My Chemical Romance 110% to the end. I don't care what they do, or what they're accused of... nothing will break my love for those five beautiful boys.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
they gave us two shots to the back of the head and we're all dead now.....
I miss you too!!
where have you been hiding!?!
xXPrincessFrankieXx, October 23rd, 2008 at 11:40:30am
yer i love halloween
i went to the mighty boosh live yesterday and the main guy in it kissed me so i like nearly died
haha
x
TeamEdward, October 15th, 2008 at 11:50:54am
aha
So what's up? :D
xXteendeadXx, October 13th, 2008 at 08:38:08pm
yer
i have got to find a really awesome costume cus i think i may be gigging that day excitement i actually love halloween
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TeamEdward, October 10th, 2008 at 04:28:23pm
lol
well they should!
:D
xXteendeadXx, October 8th, 2008 at 01:02:50pm
ha thanks for each one of those points
yer an if mcr can get through it and be as they are today then so can we :)
it doesn't matter about the poetry, it's not like it's a have to see thing
is it wrong that i am already excited about halloween ha :D
x
TeamEdward, October 2nd, 2008 at 01:26:01pm
lol
Nice.
Poor INO for the lack of having our presance. ^_^
xXteendeadXx, October 1st, 2008 at 05:01:06pm
thanks. and i will add you, like, now.
lol
xx brit :D
DemolitionLover363, October 1st, 2008 at 10:47:01am
it's on the poetry board, sorry i shouldn't have asked, you don't have to
sorry this message is so late but as i think i've said my laptop is broke so i tryin to get to a pc as often as possible
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college is so stressful at the mo, but at least I hav the band which is a life saver to be honest
we had another gig the other day where we played some of our new songs which thankfully went pretty well though our drummer has left the band, he now wants to go solo so that was a bit surprising but we got a new one hes only temporarly but who knows he could become permanent yay ha
sorry i am bein selfish talkin bout the band again, it's just so excitin though ha
what's been happenin with you
xoxox
TeamEdward, September 30th, 2008 at 02:01:14pm
it's on the poetry board, sorry i shouldn't have asked, you don't have to
sorry this message is so late but as i think i've said my laptop is broke so i tryin to get to a pc as often as possible
x
college is so stressful at the mo, but at least I hav the band which is a life saver to be honest
we had another gig the other day where we played some of our new songs which thankfully went pretty well though our drummer has left the band, he now wants to go solo so that was a bit surprising but we got a new one hes only temporarly but who knows he could become permanent yay ha
sorry i am bein selfish talkin bout the band again, it's just so excitin though ha
what's been happenin with you
xoxox
TeamEdward, September 30th, 2008 at 02:01:13pm
i've just thought - you can add my y!m to your msn list anyway! it lets me talk to msn peoples lol. my addy is on my page.
xx brit :D
DemolitionLover363, September 28th, 2008 at 11:07:46am
no sorry i don't have either of those. i want them, but my parents - especially my stepdad - are pretty strict about what i'm allowed to do on the internet. my stepdad doesn't think they're SAFE. bollocks to that!
lol sorry bout that outburst. do you have bebo? or know what that is? it turns out it's not quite as well known as i thought lol.
hey do you like my new-and-improved profile btw?
thanks
xx brit :D
DemolitionLover363, September 28th, 2008 at 11:06:21am
hehe
well...
my mate's pissed off at me. i made an MCR joke - actually it was a quote from the MCR bible - and all of a sudden she erupted at me and told me that i needed to get a f***ing grip and stop f***ing talking about MCR and be a normal person. naturally, i am none too pleased about that lol.
hey can i have your Y!M?
PM me or something yeah? please lol
xx brit :D
DemolitionLover363, September 26th, 2008 at 04:50:11pm
WOOP!
lol its cos we are just so amazing sis!
i mean seriously we are just too awesome :D
xoxox
xXPrincessFrankieXx, September 26th, 2008 at 04:45:14pm
hehe yes your mind powers do rule lol :D
and wooo to it not killing you i'd cry if it did
seriously I would
And booooooo for no power please have power soon, please have power soon, please have power soon, please have power soon......
and okay i shall inform Paigee of you aliveness :D
anyhoo my fave sis how hath though been?
xx
xXPrincessFrankieXx, September 23rd, 2008 at 05:30:53pm