umbrellaXacademy

hey!

I am me Which sounds as vague as it really is :/ I don't want to know unless I can see beyond your exterior. I want to lie on the ground and never get up sit and stare at the sky till I fall asleep. Would love to know who the real me is cause I have no clue??? Wanna dance in middle of nowhere whilst it rains. Sit up in my room and ponder why things are the way they are then get up and leave. I just wanna be left alone at times to allow my body to catch up with my mind. I don't wanna think at all I just wanna feel and not have to question. Stop breathe and let go its all you have to do to feel real Kiss me, hold me I wanna have you near cause with you I am fearless real and always clear Hide away in that place I'm not lost Just unable to look at my own face Mark it on my arm my neck Cause I'm gone and your here and thats all thats left... Thought I'd just write down what was rushing through my head cause I can't keep a hold of it inside so I let it extinguish until the tides of recklessness subside


WOOT pretty poetic entrance right,
so now lets play state the freakin facts:

name - areena
birthplace - england (ugh)
hometown - handsworth, birmingham
LOVES- MCR
TEXAS CHAINSAW MASSACRE
CHOCOLATEEEEE
SKINNY JEANS
EMO GUYSSS
WHAT FEW FRIENDS I HAVE, I LOVE U!
LAID BACK PEOPLES
COVERSES/VANS
COLOURS BLACK N RED
EYELINER
IM BEAT CANT THINK OF MUCH MORE RIGHT THERE SOO...

HATES-PREPS
NERDS
NIGHTMARE ON ELM STREET << THATS ABSOLUTE CRAP IF I EVER SAW IT
HOMOPHOBICS <<WHY EVERYONES THE FREAKIN SAME IN MY EYES... HUMAN
^^^^ EXCLUDE ME FROM THAT IM A RARE BREED OF SOMETHING ALIENESE OR THE OTHER...




other:
laid back, fun fun fun, up for anything, im probably the most expected out of EVERY1 i no to do something STUPID! like purposely drop down a flight of stairs or poke my self w/ a needle just to see whatll happen


"I'm a shadow in light a feather without flight a noise that doesn't sound a circle thats not round so don't bother with me..." - me , i dont have a freakin clue why but get over it.

like many have said before and also the famous quote on the franks shirt itself,

HOMOPHOBIA IS GAY.


im sorta emo, not completely just sort of demented up in the head(get my drift)







OK ENOUGH OF THE BEING EMO, IF YOU WANNA KNOW ANYTHING AT ALL PM ME! OK!

a small look in a just SOME of the music i like!

My chemical romance,
iron maiden,
red hot chilli peppers,
lost prophets,
anthrax,
smashing pumpkins,
black flag,
badly drawn boy,
the police,
gene simmons,
googoodolls,
razorlight,
panic! at the disco,
all american rejects,
taking back sunday,
evanescence,
the bravery,
type o negative,
billy talent,
madina lake,
within temptation
gymclass heroes,
n, linkin park,
, the feeling
oh n the fratellis,
the kooks
, AFI,
snow patrol,
QUEEN (YAY),
muse,
franz ferdinand,
the strokes,
coldplay,
prodigy,
arctic monkeys,
nirvana,
guns n roses,
sex pistols,
placebo,
incubus,
ac/dc,
black sabbath
Funeral For A Friend
HelloGoodBye
Senses Fail


i am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday. I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them. I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson"
---IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... REPOST THIS