JoeyCyanide
- Name:
- Joey
- Age:
- 33
- Gender:
- Male
- Location:
- Nebraska
Contact
- PM:
- Send a private message
- Friends:
- Add to friends
- MSN:
- joeycyanide@hotmail.com
- AIM:
- joeycyanide
- YIM:
- joeycyanide
- MySpace:
- http://www.myspace.com/joeycyanide
About
WELCOMEWarning the following material is not suitable for homophobics
Well this is gonna be completely random because I am typing what comes to mind ok so don't think I’m cracked out on something ok even though I want some...jk...drugs are bad... I like boys and girls if you haven't noticed and if you don't like that you can go fuck yourself, I like to play, lick, and just all kinds of things with body piercing no matter where they are at, I like hair dye, black hair, I'm a sucker for brown eyes, eyeliner is hot, I am pretty out-spoken so if I don't like ya your gonna know it, and if you fuck with my friends I'm gonna fuck you back even harder, I like guitars, skateboards, fuckin crazy ass people doin crazy ass things, tattoos, don’t get me started on what happy trails make me do, I like the mall when you can actually call it a mall, like clothes and designing clothes and hair, makeup, nail polish, emo/punk/goth its all good, I hate preps and hicks and why does it seem I’m always surrounded by them, I love my friends cuz they are the weirdest/craziest people I’ll ever meet that’s why I love them(Born an original, why die a fucking copy), foreign people are hot, foreign accents are too, knives are fun, blood is awesome, I’m an ovo-lacto-vegetarian, I like sticking my hands into peoples pockets, I tend to bite(you choose where and how hard), I like to sing, I like to dance(sometimes in my underwear), I love raves and techno music, If it has a lot of bass I’m good, I can contort my body in weird shapes, and well I'm gonna just add on to this more and more every time I think of something...
Please look at my blog for poems, stories, and just everyday things...
I would like your input...
I listen to Fall Out Boy, Panic! at the Disco, Disturbed, AFI, Flyleaf, Godsmack, Alkaline Trio, Drowning Pool, The Transplants, Fear Factory, Bullet for my Valentine, Adema, My Chemical Romance, Him, The Lost Prophets, Linkin Park, Killswitch Engaged, Funeral for a Friend, Avenged Sevenfold, Greed Day, McFly, Cute Is What We Aim For, Less than Jake, Underoath, Sublime, The Used, Blue October, Thirty Seconds to Mars, Hinder, Gorillaz, Metallica, ACDC, Switchfoot, Three Days Grace, Marilyn Manson, From Autumn to Ashes, Audiovent, Coldplay, The Killers, Our Lady Peace, 3 Doors Down, Relient K, Incubus, and more...
Famous people I love: (no particular order)
Peter Wentz (Fall Out Boy)
Patrick Stump (FOB)
Joseph Trohman (FOB)
Andrew Hurley (FOB)
Frank Iero (My Chemical Romance)
Mikey and Gerard Way (MCR)
Davey Havok (AFI)
Marilyn Manson
Ville Valo aka HIM
Bam Margera
Dougie Poynter (McFly)
Harry Judd (McFly)
Paul DiGiovanni (Boys Like Girls)
Synyster Gates (Avenged Sevenfold)
James Stephen Hart (Eighteen Visions)
Famous to me people I love: (no particular order here either)
Peter Whynts (wish you were here)
Ashli Vlana Kristov
Nitara Gooding
Nickolas Marts
Kenny (wish I knew your last name) (AP)
Anakin Adrian Slitler (wish we didn’t leave so hard) (AP)
All my friends back in BFE…
-Cat, CrysLou
, MiKayla, Kaitlin just to be some… Oh and Dustin aka "Big D"...My Lover
Sami (my jamming gummy bear)
Miranda (the girl in my nightmares)
The rest of my INO friends (wish I had more)
My buds at AP (miss you all)
-Mainly you Miss Sparrow, and Afflictions, can’t forget Tempis
My MSN and Yahoo people (never on miss you lots)
And those I forgot I’m sorry tell me I’ll put yea here
And for those I will come to love
All of you I love with a great deal of my heart…
Not my whole heart I need a lil of that to stay alive lol
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Please read this...
I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday. I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them. I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson". If you belive that Homophobia is wrong, please repost this.
92% of teens listen to rap and hip hop music. If you're part of the 8% that rock out every day. Put this in your profile fellow rocker
92% of the teen population would be dead if Abercrombie and Fitch decided breathing wasn't cool!!
Put this in your profile if you would be one of the 8% laughing histarically in the background!!
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(='.'=) This is Bunny. Put him on your
(*)_(*) INO page/profile and help him on his
way to WORLD DOMINATION!!!!!!!
choose your reality
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Suicide
Life is impossible. Suicide is your way out. Fine -- but before you kill yourself, consider these facts
Suicide is not usually successful.
You know a guaranteed way?
Ask the 25yr old who tried to electrocute himself. He lived. But, both of his arms are gone.
What about jumping?
Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humour.
That was before he leapt from a building. Now, he's brain damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he knows he used to be normal.
What about pills?
Ask the 12yr old with extensive liver damage from an overdose.
Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.
What about a gun?
Ask the 24yd old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side.
He lived through his "foolproof" suicide.
You might too. But .. who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling?
Commercial cleaning companies may refuse the job
-- but someone has to do it. Who will cut you down from where you hung yourself, or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? :
Your father?
Your mother?
Your sister or brother?
The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will never completely recover.
They'll feel regret and an unending pain.
Suicide is contagious. Look around your family.
You do have other choices. There are people you can help you through this crisis.
Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police.
They will tell you there's hope. Maybe in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.
You say you don't want to be stopped?
Still want to do it?
Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later.
And we'll work with whatever you have left. There's always someone who will be there for you to talk things through even if it seems like no one is there for you.
Everything will get better, and it will be okay.
So whenever you are going to pick up that knife, or razor,
just think about all the people you are leaving behind, all the memories, and all the good times.
IF THIS TOUCHES YOU, REPOST IT
Support Love♥♂♀♥♀♀♥♂♂♥
*~Tainted Ashes of Love Blown in the Wind~*
*~{Cyanide Love}~*
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-Hopeless Romantic-
<~>The Shadow of Sorrow<~>
~_>THe Suicide King<_~
<><>Drifting in the Shadows of this Deep Hollow World looking for the Pieces of the Abyss known as my Heart...<><>
call me
Lady Wicked, April 20th, 2009 at 01:56:49pm
jeezus babe- you've had it rough since i last checked.
your brothers good?
her "egg"? why the hell is it any of the principals business?
mkay good- call me. i probably wont be home until around 6:30 ish my time, cuz yeah... dad issues again.
that's not good. why haven't you seen him at all? are you gonna be okay?
sure sure ttyl, love ya babe
Lady Wicked, April 16th, 2009 at 09:50:49am
hey:)
i s2 gw, April 14th, 2009 at 08:30:41am
im fine- really happy, but worries. between you and Sammy and Sabrina im all kinds of flustered. that and Jeremy's been sick.
okay okay get ready for this... my dad... has been being "cool" weird hu?
how're things going for you? any updates???? Love you too hon
~mira
Lady Wicked, April 11th, 2009 at 08:05:19pm
hey:) u hav an awesome profile its werd, i lyk weird and ther is some reli cute stuff too XD
i s2 gw, April 8th, 2009 at 09:12:58am
yeah im sorry dad's not letting me talk on the phone (still)
and don't f*cking talk like that. im happy i met you too, but you're not going anywhere any time soon. you're gonna pull thro this just like last time. your body already knows what to do. Yeah i hope we meet too and im sure one day we will, but you're holding out for me whither you like it or not XP I Love you too =]
ttyl
Lady Wicked, March 23rd, 2009 at 11:52:15am
I Love you too babe EWWW don't lick my face you weirdo! *licks face back* i can tell lol. YEAH! go Joey! haha im happy for you hon. uck yeah no thanks. i hate the snow...porn? you're turning 18 and you're excited about porn? whatever floats your boat babe. what're we gonna do with you? yeah hon ttyl I Love you too.
Lady Wicked, February 15th, 2009 at 10:49:39pm
yeah i know, but still. you worry me XD. ha ha w/e I Love you too . ttyl
Lady Wicked, February 10th, 2009 at 01:29:39pm
lol good im happy you gots to see Dustin.
ahhh. i still don't like it- you need to get better.
Love you too hon
ttyl
Lady Wicked, February 5th, 2009 at 07:39:38pm
I Love you too babe. I'm sorry it's f*cking snowing. it's f*cking blowing here so XP. no really though the wind's insane today. How's all? Love ya =]
Lady Wicked, January 27th, 2009 at 07:10:12pm
Yeah i know :D
Hmmm i dunno lol... Our school won its second bowling match last thursday. and we got 3 games this week coming up. Me and my sis Bf are the only 2 that know how to bowl so its kinda hard to win lol... Well yeah i dunno. Ttyl.
Jerm, January 25th, 2009 at 07:42:55am
Yeah lol...
I dont really like the snow either but i dont mind the cold at all. I'm glad that you are doing good. *Smile* Yeah i know how much you Love him. I miss Mira aswell. I do believe i was the reason she wanted you to slap her... But dont! XD I Loves her to much i dun wanna see her hurt. Well Guess ill ttly ~Peace.
Jerm, January 24th, 2009 at 07:07:31pm
wow babe. I Love you too. I'm happy for you. keep it kickin XD. God im so happy. lol i fell out of my chair earlier and yeah. i feel intoxicated XD. i can't stop smiling and my face hurts. do me a favor? slap me. just slap me hard. NOT THAT WAY!!! jeeze. lol ne ways be good! I LOVE YOU XD ttyl
Lady Wicked, January 23rd, 2009 at 02:07:49pm
yeah... I use my myspace everyday as well as my Vf.
I dunno lol... We should somehow like be on at the same time tho lol... How you been the past few days?
Jerm, January 22nd, 2009 at 08:19:54pm
Lol i guess midnight aint realy late but i had been playing rockband 2 all night and i was tired. Wow i know what that is like i took a Jrotc class at my school. Colonel Brown. he had retired out of the army just 3weeks before her came to teach at our school.
And yeah lol that would be good. But i only check this every now and again. Im on my myspace and Vf more than anything. you can always find me there lol... I mainly made this to talk with Sabrina cos she wanted to know more about me and everyhting like that. Well ill ttyl.
Jerm, January 18th, 2009 at 02:52:54pm