My Chem Gem

Hi, I'm Katie and I'm going to tell you all about my fairy tale life. Yeah, right. Okay so I have a lot of friends, some from school, some from Quizilla and others are just from this site. I am in the 7th grade and I'm NOT emo. I'm not gothic for that matter either.


I love to write and I want to become a author when I'm older and Graduate college with Honors and a major in English/Literature.


If you send me a friend request then I'll add you as a friend. The thing is, I'll only add you as a friend if you either:comment my stories, OR talk to me with comments on my profile or messages!

I LOVE scary movies and horror films. I grew up watching them all my life with my Dad and I still do today. Only now, my dad's always working so I hardly ever see him much. I want to keep it that way. Me and my dad, we don't se eye to eye anymore. We used to be best friends, but now he thinks I've 'crossed over to the dark side' and that I'm not a good kid anymore and that I influence other people to do things that I do.

My favorite band is My Chemical Romance. I see that they have saved a lot of people's lives on here, and I'm happy about that. But mine was a very good one. I had lost both of my Grandparents in the same year, I got made fun of when they died. No one helped me. Then I heard My Chemical Romance's songs and loved them. At that time I was getting depressed and I began to cut my wrists and I passes out a few times from loss of blood even. But thanks to My Chemical Romance, I made it through it.

Even a few weeks ago when I lost my very close relative. My best friend, my hero, my idol, My Chemical Romance made sure that I didn't cut again. They made sure that when me and my parents were fighting a few days ago, that when I packed my bags to run away, that I stayed in my room. They helped me with so many things, they saved me and they made sure that I didn't let my friends hurt themselves like I hurt myself.

In my eyes, everyone was put on Earth for a special purpose. My Chemical Romance was here to saved people, which they did and I'm glad. But I look at myself and think 'Why can't I do anything right?' well I have done things right. I look at my friends, some of them cut when things got hard. But intsead of yelling at them, I calmly tell them its okay, but that's its not something to do again. Cutting can kill you, people think that they've cut before and haven't died from it. Well I almost did. I passed out from loss of blood. I'm here right now to tell you that it's NOT OKAY TO CUT YOURSELF!

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE BIBLE
x. Gerard Way puts the "laughter" in "manslaughter".
x. Mikey Way can slam revolving doors.
x. The chief export of The Frank Iero is pain.
x. Mikey Way counted to infinity... twice.
x. Frank Iero can divide by Zero.
x. The grass is always greener on the other side. Unless Gerard Way has been there, then it's soaked with tears and blood.
x. The Frank Iero once visited the Virgin Islands. They are now The Islands.
x. Gerard Way sleeps with a night light. Not because Gerard Way is afraid of the dark, but the dark is afraid of Gerard Way.
x. Mikey Way is the reason Waldo is hiding.
x. A tsunami is water running away from Bob Bryar.
x. Bob Bryar doesnt get brain freeze. Slurpees know when to back the fuck off.
x. Bob Bryar does not teabag the ladies. He potato-sacks them.
x. Mikey Way can speak braille.
x. Frank Iero jacks off to Monster Trucks.
x. Jeeves asks Ray Toro.
x. If The Bob Bryar is late, time better slow the fuck down.
x. Geico saved 15% a year by switching to Gerard Way.
x. Ray Toro went back in time and stopped the JFK assination by catching the bullet in mid air. JFK's head just exploded in sheer amazement.
x. Gerard Way has to sort his laundry into three loads: darks, whites, and bloodstains.
x. The most effective form of suicide known to man is to type "Frank Iero" into Google and hit "I'm Feeling Lucky!"
x. Jesus walked on water. Gerard Way walked on Jesus.
x. When Frank Iero gives you the finger, he's telling you how many seconds you have left to live.
x. Gerard Way doesn't use pickup lines, he simply says, "Now."
x. Mikey Way is like a Tsunami, if you can see him coming it's already too late.
x. Bob Bryar ate the Stay Puff Marshmellow man.
x. Ray Toro didn't vote for Pedro. He deported him.
x. When God said, "Let there be light", Gerard Way said, "say please."

MCR ten commandments
1. Thou shall not put a gun to thy lover's head.
2. Thou shall be willing to die for love.
3. Thou shall seek revenge on those who wrong you.
4. Thou shall be a demolition lover.
5. Thou shall unleash the bats.
6. Thou shall protect thy lover from everything (even vampires).
7. Thou shall respect thy lord, Gerard.
8. Thou shall sing the holy hymns of the chemical romance.
9. Thou shall see beauty in bloody romance.
10.Thou shall rock HARD!

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My name is Lilly
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long.
When I awake I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight.
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall
I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor

My name is Lilly
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me.


I posted this poem that I found on here because I know what its like to be beaten. I've never died, of course, but I've been beaten and I've had a broken rib before because of it.

If you know someone who has been beaten or gets hurt because someone is hurting them, tell SOMEONE because it can get dangerous! That doesn't mean that you should tell me, no, you can yes, but I'm thinking more along the lines of an adult, like your mother or father or an older sibling. Maybe even a teacher or counciler. Police help too!

The point is, if someone is getting hurt or beaten on purpose, tell someone. They may say that they's be mad, but if you don't tell someone about it and fast, then you really are NOT being a good friend.

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I miss you Grandma and Grandpa Wisner. But, Uncle Mike, I miss you so much more than anyone knows, I'm trying not to cry at night, trying to hold myself together, I miss you and I miss my best friend...

If you need to talk then IM me on AIM. My screen name is: XxFebuaryxX or if you don't have AIM, then simply e-mail me. XxFebuaryxX@aim.com just please tell me if you need help or if your cutting.


My Buddies!

Chey-Chey

Chey-Chey, I love you! Your like my very best friend and most special friend. You were the first person that I met when I moved, and you even wrote a paper on me for class. Chey-Chey, I can't stand it when you get mad at me or when your so mad that you don't talk to me or when you ignore me, please know that without you I would be dead right now. You've done so much for me and the only thing I can do is say: "Thank you" I feel so useless when you help me and I can't help you. I'm sorry if I'm a screwed up person, please don't leave me for it. You know everything about me and your still the most special friend I've ever known.

"Thank you for everything!"

Andrea

Andrea there is not enought words in the WORLD to discrib how awesome you really are. You are like the sister I've always wanted. You and me have so many of the same interests. But when you cut, when I saw you cut, when you burst into tears, I cried as well. Its my fault that you did that to begin with so I'm sorry. But you are seriously the weirdest, coolest, most sweet person ever! I'm so taking you to see Simple Plan live as soon as I can! You've helped me when I had nowhere else to turn to. When my uncle died you helped me. Thanks to you I'm still me, not some preppy bitch.

Hollie

Hm, Hollie. Your older then me but still a great friend. You also helped me when I did things that no one should ever do. When I was messed up you helped me. I LOVE your room! Me and you are like twins with different ages since we both LOVE Gerard Way and Frank Iero! You seriously have grea stories and even if you say your messed up, your still one of the coolest people I've ever met by far.

Erika

Wow. Erika your so hyper active and so much fun to be around! I love having you as a best friend! Your always there to call me if I do a wrong. Like when I cut, you called and made sure I was okay, then lectured me. Your like worried one second then next your lecturing me. Thanks, even though I was upset about cutting, I still needed to be lectured, not YELLED at.

Nicole

Nicole you are just plain falt out awesome. You read my stories and I thank you. Your a cool person to hang out with and I know that my parents don't agree but still, I'll always be friends with you no matter what. You kick me when I cut, thanks, it hurts but I still laugh because you give me a funny look when you kick me. Thanks!

Dave

Dude, I met you online but you still uinderstnad me very well. You help me to not cry when my grandparents died and helped get rid of my bullies, thanks. You may never read this but still thanks! I guess I'll call you and read this to you or IM it to you, just know that you helped me through thick and thin.

David

David you ALWAYS want to read me stories. My friends all think that you like me but I know you don't. Your just a good friend. Even though I hate it when you call my Kathy, I just counter it by calling you Davey! Anyway, I love ya locker buddy!

Adam

Adam your soo funny and I'm happy I sit next to you in Science class. Even though you NEVER shut up, I still love you, like a brother you perverted weirdo. Anywho, yeah, I ran out of nice things to say already. Ahem, see you in Science, Math, and Gym class tomorrow!!

Ashley

Your fun to talk to online Ashely. Even though all your questions are retarded, I still love you! Your like the most athletic friend I have. Whatever. Um, I stay up all night to talk to you sometimes for no reason whatsoever.

Megan

I grew up with you. Megan I miss you so much! I missed Farmington Hills too. I miss it so much. I'm happy we still talk after I moved and I'm happy that you still come over every chance you can. You've always been there if someone hurt me, like in 1st grade when Ian bullied me, you tackled him and made him cry. Your like my big sister and I'm sure glad I have one as great as you!

Alison

I just met you on mibba and I'm already good friends with you! Thanks for reading my stories and always being so nice anad NOT hating me when I nearly killed Ashe in my story. Thanks for also giving me the idea for us to make a joined story, cause its going great.

Swanny

I met you on here as well! Your a cool person and thanks for reading me and Alison's joined story! Our story is going to rock too! Yay! Okay just thanks for adding me on MySpace too, because I was bored and now thanks to you and Alison, I'm not bored anymore yay!

Jenni

Um, I met you a while ago now and your still a great friend and have good adive. Like when my old boyfriend beat the crap out of me, you helped me so I didn't call him back and get back together with him. Thanks buddy! I love talking to you on AIM because if I didn't I'd always be bored!

Logan

Logan your like my very best guy friend! I love you to pieces! Your like the funniest most random person I know! I don't know what I'd do without my Logan-buddy! I'm so happy that your so nice to me even when you found out what I did...Love you bud!

Zacky

Zacky your the funiest guy I've ever known! Your jokes leave me on the ground laughing. I love you almost as much as Logan, but not as much sorry! Your a great friend and I'm not sure if I should tell you when I get asked out again because last time I did, you went up to him and yelled at him. I had to hide behind Logan for a while after that!


AIM: XxFebuaryxX

Thanks for reading that beautiful fairy tale of Katie, of me. I hope that this helped someone somewhere or that my stories could possibly help too. If you ever feel like there is no way out, that cutting is the answer, please feel free to message me. I'll help you I promise that I can. I've helped my friends like they helped me and I'm thankful to still be here. I'm still here because of:

~ My Chemical Romance
~ Chey-Chey
~ Nicole
~ Erika
~ Hollie
~ But most importantly, I'm still here because of my turtle.