- Name
- eileen coolcookdeppcasselman.
- Age
- 70
- Gender
- Female
- Location
- California...at heart.
Contact
- PM
- Send a private message
- Friends
- Add to friends
- MySpace
- /disappearingminority
About
_______baby, i'm just soggy from the chemo.
My biggest flaw is my short fuse. I get pissed off at absolutely everything, which causes me to swear 24/7. I'm not proud of my potty mouth, but it's something I haven't been able to control. Whenever I'm angry I stop caring about everything, like how I scare people more when I'm mad than when I'm hyper. Half the time I push away everyone that I love because I'm terrified of getting attached. I'm afraid of losing, loving, failing, falling, leaving, growing up, spiders, heights, drowning and being unhappy, and this is the first time I've ever admitted it. Regardless of all the crap, I still admire the good things in this world. No matter how vulnerable you are I've learned that there is always something to live for. Whether it's to feel the rain on your forehead or for someone you love, there is always a reason. Maybe someday I'll be selling ball point pens over the phone, or maybe I'll be playing music with my best friends. I have no fucking idea. I've got such a blurry future, but I intend to stick around and find out what it'll be, and I hope you stay to see what yours is. Peas, Love, Empathy. -eileen.
_______________iwannabetheminority_________[+] [+] [+]_____________Get a black template, bitch.
My biggest flaw is my short fuse. I get pissed off at absolutely everything, which causes me to swear 24/7. I'm not proud of my potty mouth, but it's something I haven't been able to control. Whenever I'm angry I stop caring about everything, like how I scare people more when I'm mad than when I'm hyper. Half the time I push away everyone that I love because I'm terrified of getting attached. I'm afraid of losing, loving, failing, falling, leaving, growing up, spiders, heights, drowning and being unhappy, and this is the first time I've ever admitted it. Regardless of all the crap, I still admire the good things in this world. No matter how vulnerable you are I've learned that there is always something to live for. Whether it's to feel the rain on your forehead or for someone you love, there is always a reason. Maybe someday I'll be selling ball point pens over the phone, or maybe I'll be playing music with my best friends. I have no fucking idea. I've got such a blurry future, but I intend to stick around and find out what it'll be, and I hope you stay to see what yours is. Peas, Love, Empathy. -eileen.
_______________iwannabetheminority_________[+] [+] [+]_____________Get a black template, bitch.
Comments
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Yea.... hey do you have mibba?
ms.gerard.way, September 24th, 2007 at 05:26:30am
Hey, thx for commenting...oh and ive met him. I didnt know My Chem when I met him, but now, hes made me like em, so yea....I think I should stop telling you all this. I'll find another way to tell you.
-Oh and I looked at all the concerts you've been too.... is it just me or does someone really like mariana's trench? My fave song has to be...Shaketramp. lol.-
ms.gerard.way, September 16th, 2007 at 11:58:07am
*steals my own comment virginity and runs*
HAHA SUCKERS!
Pencey Prep., August 23rd, 2007 at 03:54:13pm