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i.am.ninja
Name:
selenia
Age:
31
Gender:
Female
Location:
Area 51, Alabama

Member since May 25th, 2007

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---------------------------SELENIA
-------------------------------------------------------will never be okay.

i'm selenia. i have a step-mom. i have a dad. i have a schiphrenic homeless mom. i love my dads family. i love my dog more than anything. her name is charlie. and no, she is not gay. although homophobia is gay. i think people should accept each other as they are. i change topics a lot. i might be bipolar. neatness is the key. i break a lot of things. don't give me something to hold because it will die. i read vampire books. i read every book. i listen to music. a. lot. current obsessions: steven smith, my chemical romance, cheese sticks, my flat iron.

i obsess over music more than most of the people i talk to at school. i like all subgenres of rock. mostly i listen to my chemical romance, escape the fate, the used, taking back sunday, +44, schoolyard heroes, against me!, fall out boy, feist, hawthorne heights, red jumpsuit apparatus, sugarcult, paramore. some call it emo i guess. but, whatever.

i have: peed on a fire hydrant. toiletpapered myself to a telephone pole. plastic wraped myself ontop of a banister. jumped off a roof. flipped a riding lawn mower. drank toilet water. ran around my friends street in a bra and underware. broke my arm twice. cried out of seer boredom. colored my lips with a sharpie (don't reccommend.) held cat shit and licked. drank a liter of mountain dew, later puking in the toilet. ate half a tub of cream cheese. three.days.old. tried to run up a wall. don't underestimate my ability to do anything at all.

i love the computer. everything about it. the smell of burnt plastic, the tap of the keys, the click of the mouse. its a little abnormal. but deal. even though my computer is gone from my room, along with my sanity, i can still get on at school for almost forty minutes everyday. until january, that is. then i'm just screwed.

i'm sorry, but i have to say something about my chemical romance: they have done everything to make my life meaningful. they have saved me, in the literal sense. they have trained my eyes to see the beautiful in life, but to see the beautiful, you have to accept the ugly. they mean so much. gerard way is comparable to curt kobain from Nirvana. how all curt's fans would literally die if curt died (r.i.p). i have a reason for everything. i have a goal in life, instead of living day by day thinking life isn't worth anything. thank you.

but how did i get into my chemcial romance? that is the question. and the moment i say, "not until The Black Parade" most of you will probally block me and send hate mail to grace my inbox and my spirit forever. but hear me out, please. and if you've read this far, i might send you roses =]. i didn't listen to music until seventh grade (im a freshman now). i mean, yeah. i bought Linkin Park's Meteora in sixth grade, but that was just to impress a boy i liked. i never really knew what the album was about or how it could affect my life. so one day,a fter my parents moved me across the country to a little place called 'hell' things started happening to me. and i'm not going to say it, because its not something i want to talk about right now. family problems and personal problems, social problems. i first bought taking back sunday's Louder Now and through taking back sunday i found My Chemical Romance. i can honestly say the first song i ever heard by them was Famous Last Words. jesus christ, i'm pathetic.

and for everybody is a my chemical romance extremist and who is hissing at their computer right now, hear me out. what was their mission for The Black Parade? TO BROADEN THEIR MUSIC TO A WIDER AUDIENCE! so by rejecting me, you are rejecting their wish and their goal for their third album.

i'm really just too lazy to say anything else. so, if you want more, PM me, add me, whatever. i don't really care. if your a stalker, go ahead and stalk. if your a rapist, go ahead and try to rape.

-------------------------i love someone who will never love me back...
----------------------------------no matter how many green gummy bnears i give him

"....All you knew was that this music made you feel different from anyone you shared a locker with.----------------------------------------------- Someone finally understood you. This is what music is about."
-------------------------------------------------------------Gerard Way
----------------"I know something that you don't know...
--------------------------------------------------I'm not wearing any underwear!"

-----------------------------------------------------------------Gerard Way

----When God said, "Let there be light", Gerard Way said, "Say please."

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  • i.am.ninja

    heh. i'm posting a comment. on my page.

    i.am.ninja, November 13th, 2007 at 04:21:08pm

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