elliott smith.

elliott smith.
Name
Julie
Age
17
Gender
Female
Location
inside my head. or at a show

Member since May 25th, 2007

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Hello
I'm Julie

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Out of a Crowd…

With bombastic energy
He prances across the stage
Knowing he’s the center
Of everyone’s attention.

Tied up in tattered boots,
Skin tight torn pants
And a worn, out ripped up,
Blue jean jacket
All of us knew, had seen better days.

Hunched over the microphone
Beads of sweat swim down his face
His eyes wild,
Crazy with excitement
Shadowed black
Yet glowing hazel
Glowing skin,
Naturally pasty and pale.

His hands flail wildly
Spread apart becoming blurred
With a wide effortless grin and undying energy.
He continues right along
Doing what he does best
While waltzing away
Hidden beneath a shoulder length shaggy black mop.

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Well...
My life is rather chaotic, the good, the bad, and everything in between. I’m on the crazy random side, but rather quiet. This site is kind of where/how I vent. I write much better than I speak. I have a hard time verbally expressing some of my opinions/feelings. I don’t tell just anybody everything and anything and I don’t quite understand myself most of the time…that also includes my actions and ways of rationalizing things. Possibly you can figure me out, but if not, don’t feel too bewildered. Good Luck!!


"i hate the ending myself, but it started with an alright scene"

Other Pointless Random Facts About Myself:
x- The dumbest things in the world may mean the most to me.
x- I may forgive, more often than not I do; but I NEVER forget. I guess you could say I’m the one who remembers the things in life that most people could care less about. Sometimes it’s quite convenient having this lovely gift though...
x- I can be a horrible procrastinator…Tehe
x- I love big cities.
x- I like winter…as in the snow, but I don’t actually like being cold though, go figure. Too bad my birthday isn’t in that season.
x- I love rain, especially the smell right after, (call me weird, whatever…) and especially in summer, thunderstorms are fun. Just not the tornadoes.
x- My worst habit...sometimes I tend to lie a bit, trying to make things better in most cases. I don’t like to do this and I don't know why I do it, but yeah you’ll trust me now.
x- If I really, truly care about someone or something, I will defend them until the end. Unfortunately, most of these battles end in my head and are fought internally.
x- I like to prove to myself I can do things, even if I don’t like to do those “things”. Weird. Yeah I know.
x- I can be trusted with ANYTHING. If I’m not supposed to tell or if I think that something is too personal to mention to others, I won’t. Your secrets are safe with me. I can almost always keep a straight face. It just makes sense…Why would you want to make anyone feel completely humiliated/horrible?
x- This all leads to me being rather sympathetic but at times I can be completely apathetic; sometimes it’s nice, sometimes it’s annoying, sometimes it’s just too much.
x- I try to be positive/optimistic…still a work in progress.
x- Sometimes I can be extremely lazy. I hate it, therefore, I wish I was motivated, but I am driven to get things done if they mean A LOT to me.


"you don't know a thing about my sins, how the misery begins..."

All These Things Taken From Experience:
x- I've found out too many times that we really never know what we've truly got until the day it all disappears. I cannot stress that enough and I cannot even begin to say how cliche that sounds, but it's so true.
x- Don't rely on luck, at least not all the time.
x- Don't take anyone/anything for granted [which goes pretty much hand in hand with statement #1]
x- Life is too precious to waste, we've only got one so try not to let it slip through your fingers.
x- Don't judge people before you meet them or based on their stupid mistakes... We're all only human and have plenty of flaws.
x- Time never stops for anyone and often than not, it goes way too fast.
x- Ignorance truly is bliss and I have to credit Lacey Mosley for that one.
x- Take life a day at a time when things seem impossible, it can only get better and nothing lasts forever, you'll get through it.
x- Patience really can pay off-sometimes....
x- In moments of chaos: breathe, try to think rationally and stay calm. Things won't seem as bad if you try to keep your sanity intact...I've successfully accomplished this before and I actually turned out alright.

"face down and bloated, snap a shot with the lens"

Hobbies/Interests:
x- Photography...
I LOVE IT, hope to pursue it as a career one day, but I definitely need to gain some more skills. It's one of the few things I may actually be naturally half-way talented with, my favorite things to shoot are definitely concerts, but I seem to be better with landscape at this current time.

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x- I also enjoy writing. It doesn't exactly matter what it is, but preferably poetry or stories...something I can be creative with and put some heart into. English has always been a favorite of mine as far as subjects go and I love to read. As far as I can see right now, this will most likely be my major. I'd love to write for a music magazine of some type.
x- Things like Photoshop, video editing/production and web design fascinate me, too bad I only know a little about just 2 of them.
x- I also like to draw, even though I [sadly] can't to save my life, but every so often i have a miracle in that department. Too bad i never inherited any of my grandma's talents as far as that field goes... of course i haven't jumped out of any planes yet either, so maybe I'd have some luck there.

And now it's time for the music...
Music itself is pretty much my hobby. It's what I love the most. I guess you could call it my life under some circumstances. It’s what gets me by from day to day. When I can’t find the words to speak, lyrics can do that for me. I don’t feel so alone and hope can be restored. I can deal with what life has thrown in front of me easier than I ever could have without it. Happy or sad, music has nothing but a positive effect on me anyway and can always put a smile on my face or calm me down. These past few years haven’t been the easiest to say the least. So many people have and will continue to come and go, temporarily or permanently I’ve discovered. So many things in general come and go.

Life is always changing, but one thing stays constant. A song isn’t going to judge you, turn its back on you or change with time. The meaning to you might, but it’ll never let you down and will always be there with you no matter what. A song can’t die, it can’t hate, it can’t move across the country or walk away. To me, that assurance is nice to be guaranteed in life and is enough to put my mind at rest.

PROFILE CURRENTLY UNDER CONSTRUCTION...I LIKE TO RAMBLE


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