red tears blackwings

Hi I'm Mandy.
I love to listion to music and I love to write (in that order).
I'm compleatly obsessed with MCR. I have depression and my home life brings that out. So most offten I have my music up loud enough to not hear anyone. At school I'm crazy and fun.
Okay so a few more things have gone wrong since last I was here. I not only have depression I also have paranoia of spiders, the spiders have granted me OCD and I have anxity and panc attaks over everything. SO now I'm on Lovan.

Red Tears Black WIngs is my fav name that I have ever come up with, it was made around the time when I was going to kill myself, thanks to MCR that didn't happen! I keep it as a reminder more then anything else.
I've been able to see MCR live and is happy to say that December the 1st 07 was the BEST night of my life, the word sad just didn't exist that night.
I like to meet new people. If you wan't to see any of my stuff that I write go to
http://www.fictionpress.com/u/560455/
I would really like it if someone looked at them.

Not only that has changed BUT I'm bisexual! I'm still having issues coming out to my parents for fear of what they might do.
See ya for now.
~Red Tears Black Wings~

I am the girl who dresses in all black and never got to finish middle school because I was called emo everyday.
I am the friend afraid to tell you that I'm bisexual, because you'de leave me for it.
I am the girl who loves to read and is pushed into the corner and beat up because of what I love to do.
I am no one. Just the kid that was pushed to far at school for being emo and cut a little too deep.
I'm the teenager who was kicked out of her house because I was caught hugging my girlfriend.
I am the woman who commited suicide just before I graduated highschool. Since I'm a CheerLeader, no one suspected it was coming.
I am the best friend who just found out she has AIDS, and is afraid to tell her parents because she'll be considered gay. My parents would never accept me if I was.
I am the athlete evryone expects to be perfect, when in reality I'm sneaking heroin between games.
I am the girl who is called a slut everyday because I can't afford to buy new clothes every year. My skirt doesn't cover what I want it to.
I am the sibling forced to clean their sister's blood off of the carpet. Why didn't I see it coming?
I am the boy who wakes up crying because the bruises my parents gave me hurt so much, but aren't even noticed because I'm always wearing the baggy clothes the kids in gangs wear.
I am the girl who got raped at twelve and am considered a whore because of it.
I am the gullible parent who let my child hurt themselves. No one can know this. We have to keep this secret. We have to be
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If you believe stereotyping is wrong, PUT THIS IN YOUR PROFILE!!!
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