snowy-death

hi
I'm 14, live in Australia and hate my supposed "family" for many reasons i wont endeavor to explain. I'm in year 9 accelerated which means i do year 10/11 work and finish school a year early (YES!) though i have decided to not do that and have an extra year 12 so that i can do more classes and get into a better university. I like singing and most people who hear me think i'm good even though i dont which is why i try not to sing infront of people. I like drawing and writing as its simply entertainment.
i only have a small group of close friends...the kind of people who dont think that your a freak for being clinically depressed and stand up for you no matter what. I really Love them to pieces. Though right now I'm head over heels for one of my friends and i really don't know what to do. 1) Though she is bi-curious she has said she's had enough of that for now. And 2) If i say anything then it will probably destroy all the friendships that i've worked for.



I'm so sick of all the pricks who think its cool to make fun of everyone for every little thing they've ever done. I'm sick of all the sideways glances and mumbled words. I'm sick of hearing about "Those effing nerds" and "That effing emo" What the hell is emo anyway?!. I'm sick of my teachers who never want to listen and make everything difficult. I'm sick of the people that say they have issues to get attention and draw it away from the ones that really need it. I'm sick of people who can't get the facts through their head. I'm sick of everyone who thinks its okay to call people 'fags'. I'm sick of the people who think that the world belongs to them. I'm sick of everyone who wont even try to understand. To everyone who this applies to, fuck the hell off and leave everybody worth living with alone.

I want people to understand. I want people to be able to see things from everyone else's point of view. I want people to Learn, Love, Live and Forget.
If we can't do this then today will end in misery and there won't be a tomorrow...