My_Lifeless_Romance

i love having fun
-internet
-4wheeling
-reading
-just hanging with family and friends
-hanging with my boyfriend Matt

my fave bands


my chem

aiden

fall out boy

P!ATD

green day

the junior varsity

my chem

paramore

the used

my chem

Silverstien

My American Heart

Circa Suvive

The Almost

Rise Against

The Rocket Summer

Taking Back Sunday

Three Days Grace

Underoath

Fort Minor

i think the one person i look up to the most is Gerard Way because he got through all of his addctions like drinking and drugs. my chemical romance had stopped me from hurting myself and actually stopped me from killing myself a few times actually and now im glad that i never actually went through becuase life has gotten so much better now that i left my old school. life got a lot better after i made a few changes, like not caring what people thought of me, what they said about me, i ignored a few peoples death threats and listened to my mom about how life itself is more important than doing what everyone else is doing and be yourself. of course i am my self but i stopped listening to everyone and what they were saying just which made people both attract to me and leave me alone.

I HATE GLCS THIS PLACE IS A PRISON OH WAIT PRISIONERS HAVE MORE FREEDOM THAN WE DID.

MY YAYS AND NEIGHS

YAY!! FOR K!DS WHO HAVE !ND!V!DUAL!TY!!!!!!!

NEIGH!!! FOR K!DS WHO SAY THE!R FANS OF MY CHEM BUT ONLY HAVE THE NEWEST ALBUM OR KNOW ONE SONG

YAY!!!! FOR K!DS WHO DON'T TAKE CRAP FROM ANY1

NEIGH!!! FOR K!DS WHO FOLLOW THE CROWDS

YAY!!! FOR K!DS WHO BEAT THE S*** OUTA ANY1 WHO SAYS THEY AREN'T GOOD ENOUGH TO L!VE

NEIGH!!! FOR THE K!DS WHO CAN'T TELL THE D!FFERENCE BETWEEN EMO AND BE!NG URSELF

YAY!!! TO THE K!DS WHO HAVE SELF XPRESSION

NEIGH!!! TO THE PARENTS WHO DON'T LET TH!ER K!DS B WHO THEY WANNA B

YAY!!!! TO EVERY1 WHO !SN'T AFRA!D TO WALK TH!S WORLD ALONE!!!

NEIGH!!! TO EVERY PARENT WHO HAS TOLD THE!R K!D THEY AREN'T GOOD ENOUGH

YAY!!! TO EVERY K!D WHO HAS STOOD UP TO THE!R PARENTS FOR THE GOOD OF THEMSELVES

<3 ALWAYS,

Celia

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(='.'=) This is Bunny. Put him on your
(*)_(*) INO page/profile and help him on his
way to WORLD DOMINATION!!!!!!!


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Post this on your page if you hate rap:
R:retards
A:attempting
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I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday.? I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.? I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.? I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.? We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.? I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.? I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones.? I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.? We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.? I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.? I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.? I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.? I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.? I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.? I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.? I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.? I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.? I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.? I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.? I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.? I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson"? ---IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... REPOST THIS

I am the girl who dresses in all black and never got to finish middle school because I was called emo everyday.
I am the friend afraid to tell you that I'm bisexual, because you'de leave me for it.
I am the girl who loves to read and is pushed into the corner and beat up because of what I love to do.
I am no one. Just the kid that was pushed to far at school for being emo and cut a little too deep.
I'm the teenager who was kicked out of her house because I was caught hugging my girlfriend.
I am the woman who commited suicide just before I graduated highschool. Since I'm a CheerLeader, no one suspected it was coming.
I am the best friend who just found out she has AIDS, and is afraid to tell her parents because she'll be considered gay. My parents would never accept me if I was.
I am the athlete evryone expects to be perfect, when in reality I'm sneaking heroin between games.
I am the girl who is called a slut everyday because I can't afford to buy new clothes every year. My skirt doesn't cover what I want it to.
I am the sibling forced to clean their sister's blood off of the carpet. Why didn't I see it coming?
I am the boy who wakes up crying because the bruises my parents gave me hurt so much, but aren't even noticed because I'm always wearing the baggy clothes the kids in gangs wear.
I am the girl who got raped at twelve and am considered a whore because of it.
I am the gullible parent who let my child hurt themselves. No one can know this. We have to keep this secret.

WE HAVE TO BE PICTURE PERFECT

If you believe stereotyping is wrong, PUT THIS IN YOUR PROFILE!!!

92% of the teen population likes rap and hip-hop.
If you're one of the 8% who listens to rock music, paste this in your profile

92% of the teen population would be dead if Abercrombie and Fitch decided breathing wasn't cool!! Put this is your profile if you are one of the 8% who would be laughing hysterically instead.


"HELP ME
I'VE FALLEN AND
I'VE FALLEN FAST
I WASN'T ABLE TO SEE
WHAT WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME
I'VE GONE OVER THE DEEP END
AND NO ONE CARES
TO KNOW
HOW I COULD GET SO LOW
TO LET YOU DOWN WITH JUST A FROWN
TO WATCH YOU CRY
WITHOUT A CARE IN THE WORLD
WITH TEARS STREAMING DOWN YOUR FACE
WITH A LOOK OF DISSAPOINTMENT AND DEPRESSION
I HAVE A CONFESSION
I DIDN'T FALL
I JUMPED"

I LIKE TO WRITE POETRY SONGS AND HORROR STORIES. I HAVE MANY NOTEBOOKS FULL OF THINGS I HAVE WRITTEN SINCE LIKE 6TH GRADE. I NEVER REALLY COULD WRITE NICE HAPPY THINGS LIKE WHEN I WROTE ABOUT PUPPYS I MADE IT SO THEY EITHER RAN AWAY OR WAS KILLED I KNOW THIS CUZ I FOUND A STORY I WROTE WHEN I WAS LIKE 8 OR 9. I WAS A VERY WIERD CHILD. BUT NOW I'M A TOTTALY WIERD AND SUPPOSUBLY EMO TEENAGER WHOOOHOOO FOR TEENAGE AKWARDNESS!!!!!!! I AM TOTTALY ORIGINAL!! AND I HATE WHEN PEOPLE COPY EVERYTHING I DO. I HAVE NO PROBLEM TELLING PEOPLE WHAT IS ON MY MIND. I AM NOT ONE OF THOSE CRAZY TEENS WHO CAN'T BE CONTROLLED. I AM A TOTTALY GOOD KID WHO MESSES THINGS UP ALOT! AND I MEAN ALOT. PEOPLE GET ANOYED......




~!~I'M COMPLETLEY AND TOTALY RANDOM~!~

~!~I HAVE ALOT OF BLONDE MOMENTS~!~

ONE TIME I WAS WAITING FOR THE BUS WHEN MY NEXT DOOR NEIGHBORS DEAF DOG CAME AND STOOD IN THE ROAD WHEN MY BUS CAME SHE WOULDN'T MOVE AND SO I WAS SITTING THERE YELLING AT A DEAF DOG TELLING IT TO GET OUT OF THE ROAD AND THE SAD THING IS "SHEBA" WASN'T EVEN LOOKING AT ME! SO THATS WHERE I GOT THE NAME SHEBA I HAD ALOT OF OTHER NAMES TO BUT MOSLTY BECAUSE OF THE MANY COLORS I DIED MY HAIR. NOT ALL AT ONCE THOUGH RIGHT NOW MY HAIR IS PURPLE AND SOON ITS EIHTER GOING TO BE GREEN OR RED. THATS A LIE TONITE (12/9/07) AT 7PM IT WILL BE BLUEEEE!