Helmee Bluth

Helmee Bluth
Name
Helmee
Age
17
Gender
Female
Location
Running away, hiding with Tara

Member since December 19th, 2007

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The number 1229 looks like Gerard Way, and the number 1226 looks like him when he's sad.
"___________________________________Romance, who loves to nod and sing
__________________________________With drowsy head and folded wing ..."
-- Edgar Allan Poe.
(tri-pa-let tri-pa-let tri-pa-let tri-pa-let tri-pa-let tri-pa-let...)
Bluth is the last name of the family on Arrested Development. I'm that girl who will like you unless given a reason not to. Mikey Way looks like 172.
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Gerard: "Do you want to live forever?"
Crowd: "YYYYEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Gerard: "You're gonna have to fight."
-- 9/1/2007, my 1st MCR show.


(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!-- -- -- -- -- -- --Do you remember back then?

Pretty Hate Machine alone in the dark . . . it's a lot better than just staring at my fake stars fading. BUT THEN . . . I Don't Love You alone in the dark is pretty heartbreaking And Early Sunsets Over Monroeville. Or The Ghost of You.
Writing my "prose poems" in the dark is hard to read in the morning, but pretty satisfying.
Q101.1 was the first station here to play MCR (that was back in late 2004 they started playing I'm Not Okay). It was really the only station to play them until The Black Parade. I guess I'll stop when there's nothing left to say.

"Bacon bits are like the fairy dust of the food community [...] if you put bacon bits on a strip of bacon you you could travel back in time; it's like a tasty vortex.
-- Jim Gaffigan.

_________________________________________________________________________ I see a red door and I want it painted black,
No colours anymore I want them to turn black.
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes,
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
.
I see a line of cars and they're all painted black,
With flowers and my love, both never to come back
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-- THE STONES

You will never see my face, you will never know my name.
I'm not for you
There's nothing you can do
For my own sake and your own.
We would die as star-crossed lovers
If we even got that far
So, we'll live, each separately in our cities in the Sea.
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^5th & 6th lines from MCR songs and the last: Cake & Edgar Allan Poe^
losingmymindanditallfallsawayitdiesitdiesanditssonumbithurtssomuchwithoutleavingmeathingwithoutsomuchsomuchdestroyedwithnothingelse
"Thou weak, I wan: thou lean, I quite forlorn:
With mourning pine I, you with pining mourn."
-- Edmund Spenser.


1227 looked like Gerard Way when I was close enough to actually see him.
-- I learned that 4/17/2008.


I will never bother you
I will never promise to
I will never follow you
I will never bother you

-- Nirvana
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I are that girl who is difficult communicating with you
I'm that girl who goes for the laugh
I'm that girl who laughs when she's uncomfortable
I'm that girl who likes all those pretty words that describe how she feels.
She likes the world they live in -- but she doesn't like how it seems like they're so far from here.

I'm that girl who's spending too much time on her info.
I'm that girl who's starting to be annoyed with the stuff on her info.

I'm that girl who doesn't seem to have the guts.
I'm that girl who would rather be not.
I'm that girl practicing all the things she wants to say to you.
I'm that girl who thinks better of it every time she wants to say
just what she's feeling.

I'm that girl with the short skirt & the long jacket.
I'm that girl with an image she wants to sell -- to anyone willing to buy.
I'm that girl who dreams of crying herself to sleep.
I'm that girl who's a paradox defined.
I'm that girl who references her songs within her songs.

I'm that girl who's using subtlety & digression.
I'm that girl who never speaks of herself in the third person.
I'm that girl going to fast to keep up with herself.


Interlude: Maybe I should put up some PSA type stuff.

Keep safe during thunderstorms. Test yourself with this game,

"1 fur coat uses 40 trees,
and that's just for the protest signs."

-- That's something like what Emo Philips said one time.


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_____Every time is better than the last . . .


_____I've loved My Chemical Romance since December of 2004.
_____To me, they will always be the best band in the world.
_____I don't care what anybody says -- not even them.
_____They could leave behind everything they ever meant to me.
_____It doesn't matter if they never meant a word of those songs I love so much.
_____They will always mean something to me for what they have meant to me.

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_____Now, I have such a beautiful family.


_____My mother goes by Aimee.
_____My sister is still known (by me) as Fwankie (AKA Ana).
_____My wife's named Tara (AKA my girlfriend). She has a family of her own.
_______So, I have a sister-in-law, Shannon.
_______Wifey-in-law is named Dave.
_____I have a daughter. Her name is Leo.
_____I have another sister who is named Maria.
_____My next sister is . . . Melanie.
_____And I'm twins with Didie.
_____I now have a cousin! named Mell.

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TEAM: Shannon || TEAM: Tara pwns || TEAM: whatever >.> || TEAM: Because i hate them || Proud Haters of Orange Club || Cheese Police Officer || Gerard time is from 12:26 to 12:29. || Team: Unicorn || Team: Rubber Duckies

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______________But I'd like to explore. I would be like an
Adventurer. It's not that I don't like it here. I just think I could enjoy being in cool places I've never been to . . . like Ohio or Canada.
Or wherever else she wants to go. . . .

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