yehh nd shez alwayz lyk oh dis 1 tym me && stef did dis...
oh yehh im goin 2 play tennis with stef on thursday
nd she takez her away evrytym stef goes 2 sit beside me she askz her 2 go sumwer && im lyk STOP IT SHEZ DE ONLY TING KEEPING ME GOING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
myn was kinda bad cz derz dis spa in my year nd shez constantly lyk...
stefz not bi
shez totaly str8
she not bi i KNOW shez not zoldy
nd im lyk
yehh wel f*ck off i h8 you tbh so der XP
cept i havnt said dat
i havnt said anythin
i jus went 4 a run until i was so exhausted dat all de anger had lyk left me
it makez me sad de way derz ppl hu dnt support me ya no??
haha i dnt no either tbh
i tink hez made it up in his kind wotz goin on
&& im just expected 2 follow
wen lil duz he no dat im not following
but hez holding on2 a piece of string that i cut myself loose from aaaaggggeeezzz ago
he still thinkz hez leadin me on
skulz been fyn thanx
u?
saw lainy on friday =]
saved my f*cking lyf it did lol
yehh i no de feeling
tingz are pure sh*tc*nt-fusion wen stephanie aint around
yup i dnt want anythin 2 do wi t him but he wnt leave me alone
itz not his fault
he dznt no i jhave other stuf goin on
but i wish he did so he cud go away
i love him
but i rele cant handle him ryt now tbh
last tym i wz out wz about 2 weekz ago
not plannin 2 go out 4 a wile agen
nd if i do twill be with stef && laura && uder girlz from skul
hu no de whole eoghan story && no dat g/s is NOT de place 2 go lol
uh huh yehh i no
it has de story of de tym we stayed up super l8 cz of him joinin de army
dat was de nyt of de morning u helped me clean my house lol lol lol
guuuuuud tymmmzzzz
itz weird cz i ddnt love stephanie back then nd so derz no mention of her except 4 1 tym wer i wz givin out about char lol nd she agreed with me hah!!!
this wud al be so much easier if i knew weather or not she was bi
if u wur her what wud make u lyk me if u no wot i mena??
xxxxxxx
Zoldyz X Long X Dead, April 8th, 2008 at 02:14:33pm
nope ive been 2 busy concentratin oin de whole stef thing tbh
how do i make her lyk me leah?
that girl who wont shut up has filled me with SO much doubt
do i still have a chance wud u say?
\
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Zoldyz X Long X Dead, April 8th, 2008 at 02:08:37pm
yehh nd shez alwayz lyk oh dis 1 tym me && stef did dis...
oh yehh im goin 2 play tennis with stef on thursday
nd she takez her away evrytym stef goes 2 sit beside me she askz her 2 go sumwer && im lyk STOP IT SHEZ DE ONLY TING KEEPING ME GOING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so drained after it al tbh
any newz?
xxxxxxx
Zoldyz X Long X Dead, April 8th, 2008 at 02:00:21pm
myn was kinda bad cz derz dis spa in my year nd shez constantly lyk...
stefz not bi
shez totaly str8
she not bi i KNOW shez not zoldy
nd im lyk
yehh wel f*ck off i h8 you tbh so der XP
cept i havnt said dat
i havnt said anythin
i jus went 4 a run until i was so exhausted dat all de anger had lyk left me
it makez me sad de way derz ppl hu dnt support me ya no??
was hannah back 2 day btw??
xxxxxx
Zoldyz X Long X Dead, April 8th, 2008 at 01:53:01pm
hello
how was ur day??
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Zoldyz X Long X Dead, April 8th, 2008 at 01:42:56pm
only if you do the same for me
i gtg hun
same tym 2mro yehh??
il let u no how i get on nd u can tel me how u get on
nyt bubi xxxxxxxxxxxx
Zoldyz X Long X Dead, April 7th, 2008 at 04:30:38pm
ooohhh dear yehh stefz goin 2 africa 4 de month of june && spain 4 de month of august
il be dead wen she getz back
il actually suffocate && die
oh dear wot r we like miss leah??
xxxxxx
Zoldyz X Long X Dead, April 7th, 2008 at 04:25:28pm
haha i dnt no either tbh
i tink hez made it up in his kind wotz goin on
&& im just expected 2 follow
wen lil duz he no dat im not following
but hez holding on2 a piece of string that i cut myself loose from aaaaggggeeezzz ago
he still thinkz hez leadin me on
lol
quirkey
ya gettit??
lmaolmaolmaolmao
wenz hannah bak?
xxxxxx
Zoldyz X Long X Dead, April 7th, 2008 at 04:17:18pm
skulz been fyn thanx
u?
saw lainy on friday =]
saved my f*cking lyf it did lol
yehh i no de feeling
tingz are pure sh*tc*nt-fusion wen stephanie aint around
yup i dnt want anythin 2 do wi t him but he wnt leave me alone
itz not his fault
he dznt no i jhave other stuf goin on
but i wish he did so he cud go away
i love him
but i rele cant handle him ryt now tbh
last tym i wz out wz about 2 weekz ago
not plannin 2 go out 4 a wile agen
nd if i do twill be with stef && laura && uder girlz from skul
hu no de whole eoghan story && no dat g/s is NOT de place 2 go lol
wer wz hannah??
xxxxxxx
Zoldyz X Long X Dead, April 7th, 2008 at 04:08:13pm
i just woke up feeling lyk pure sh*te :/
&& the mood hasnt lifted tbh
so yehh
but it dm il probably be fyn 2mro
i never come out anymore
i dnt lyk seein eoghan
i tried once but i just h8 seein him
itz all changed
hu dya hang out with now??
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Zoldyz X Long X Dead, April 7th, 2008 at 03:57:39pm
i dno i just got a major down 2day && havnt been able 2 pick myself back up
----- even steffi wasnt able 2 help me -----
idk wtf it is tbh
how are u? did u go sesh yday? was it anygud? gimme goss i havnt been out in ages
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Zoldyz X Long X Dead, April 7th, 2008 at 03:48:49pm
ugh badbadbad day
story wha??
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Zoldyz X Long X Dead, April 7th, 2008 at 03:38:33pm
uh huh yehh i no
it has de story of de tym we stayed up super l8 cz of him joinin de army
dat was de nyt of de morning u helped me clean my house lol lol lol
guuuuuud tymmmzzzz
itz weird cz i ddnt love stephanie back then nd so derz no mention of her except 4 1 tym wer i wz givin out about char lol nd she agreed with me hah!!!
story wit u?
wot u been up 2?
xxxxxx
Zoldyz X Long X Dead, April 2nd, 2008 at 04:07:47pm
yeh ive decided not 2 believe anybody tbh :P
abslutley no1
dat way ive only got myself 2 trust u c XD
oh u read it all
whaddya make of it??
xxxxxxx
Zoldyz X Long X Dead, April 2nd, 2008 at 03:51:29pm
yeeeeeehhhhhh i heard =\
put it behind me tbh lol
oh u got my diary
gudgud
how far have u gotten??
xxxxxxx
Zoldyz X Long X Dead, April 2nd, 2008 at 03:36:10pm