rockchick17

I LOVE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE! yes i'm slightly crazy ( not seriously ) . My chem have been my saviour , there music has carryed me through the hardest times in the past thew months and gerard ways words have been the biggest godsend . I suffer from an extreme case of obssesive compulsive disorder i also suffer from clinical depression and its then when gerards words mean the most to me helping me pull myself from the big black hole i'm being sucked into , i used to hate myself i wanted to die i was so close to doing it when his words popped into my head " no matter how ugly the world gets or how stupid it shows me it is i always have faith " , there the words that saved my life and his helped me to love myself again and for that i will always be truelly grateful. I was bullied at school all my life but it was secondary school when i was 11-12 when i began wearing black clothes , wearing eyliner and listening to rock music and as you can imagine i went through hell i was being called an " emo" and i had no idea what that meant , they used to pick at every little thing about myself the way i had my hair my personality the way i laugh ,the music i listened to , my weight , but i was determined that no matter what i was never going to change who i was for them , that meant getting bullied everyday but i wasn't going to beat up the first years and the disabled kids , i was not that kind of person it was never going to happen . I don't believe in stereotyping and labeling people for who they are , the way they look , how they dress or music they listen to its stupid we're all individuals and out of all the stereotypes i've heard "emo" is the most ridiculous stereotype i've ever heard and i do not consider myself or my chemical romance "emo's".