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my own little dark evil world

Member since June 3rd, 2009



I like mcr, readin, muckin abut so much with my friends that i get a stich laughin, readin in class, laughin and makin peeps laugh when we is supposed 2 be listenin, scarin my friends half 2 death by shoutin I KNOW WHERE YOU LIVE!!!! right in their face. i like drinking coffee, and putin my feet up with a MASSIVE bar of chocolate and a gd book. i love 2 sit and just stare out @ the sea imagining i'm free 2 anythin and go anywhere. Rollin stone, thats me. of course i am also a bit weird and small children tend 2 avoid me for some strange reason......and ask their mothers in loud whispers, IS IT A BOY OR A GIRL???

if i dont get 2 see mcr live, then i will JOIN THE BLACK PARADE!!!! lol.
Demoltion lovers has 2 be my fave song from them @ the mo, followed by Welcome 2 the black parade. Our lady of sorrow rocks my socks

I is sehr SEHR crazy. i am emotional unstable, thats y i get on SO well with all my mates. 1 = wimp, 1 = back stabber, 1= equally unstable.(diont hurt me u 3, i'm 2 young 2 die...) but i LOVE them!!!! well...... of course they all like sittin on me. crushin me, drawin on my face and head, runnin after people 2 get my glasses, and then makin me have 2 get them bk of them instead, makin me fall over walkin up hills, takin them mick out of me, and makin my cuts and such like even deeper. i have scars, SCARS from them!!!!! @ least i wont 4get them i suppose...well, even if i didnt have the scars, there is NO WAY i would 4get those 3. They'll always be my friends, they know 2 much

Dudes, i love cheese on toast and get SLIGHTLY scared when people show any strong postive emotion,(love, happiness, ect..) my wall is 2 strong

''Brown Eyes''
Either sexy as heck or are adorable. Loves to make new friends. Their relationship tends to be very honest because if they aren't truly in love, then the relationship won't work. They fall easily for their best friends. Will do anything for that special person. Kind and polite. Enjoys being with their guy/girl. LOVES to party. Can make ANYONE laugh or cheer them up. Loves to please the one they care for or love. is NOT THE PERSON YOU WANT TO PISS OFF!!!!! Great Kisser. Repost this if you have brown eyes and you will find the one that you are meant to be with within the next 7 days

Rap sucks ass so put this in your profile:

R: Retards
A: Attempting
P: Poetry
╔═╦══╦═╗ Put this on your
║╩╣║║║║║ page if you
╚═╩╩╩╩═╝ support emo

x] Emos Rule....
x] Live With It =]
x] Not All Emos Cut
x] Not All Emos R Depressed
x] Emos R Nice People
x] Emos Dont Sit Around All Day Feeling Sorry For Themselves
x] Emos DONT Have Made Up Problems
x] Emos Have Feelings
x] Not All Emos R Bi!!
x] Emos R The Sexiest People ALIVE!!
x] Emos Do Smile
x] Emos Do Laugh
Put this on ure profile if u agree

....\............../....) READ THIS PLEASE!!!!
I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them. I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson" ---REPOST THIS IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG


I am the girl who dresses in all black and never got to finish middle school because I was called emo everyday.
I am the friend afraid to tell you that I'm bisexual, because you'de leave me for it.
I am the girl who loves to read and is pushed into the corner and beat up because of what I love to do.
I am no one. Just the kid that was pushed to far at school for being emo and cut a little too deep.
I'm the teenager who was kicked out of her house because I was caught hugging my girlfriend.
I am the woman who commited suicide just before I graduated highschool. Since I'm a CheerLeader, no one suspected it was coming.
I am the best friend who just found out she has AIDS, and is afraid to tell her parents because she'll be considered gay. My parents would never accept me if I was.
I am the athlete evryone expects to be perfect, when in reality I'm sneaking heroin between games.
I am the girl who is called a slut everyday because I can't afford to buy new clothes every year. My skirt doesn't cover what I want it to.
I am the sibling forced to clean their sister's blood off of the carpet. Why didn't I see it coming?
I am the boy who wakes up crying because the bruises my parents gave me hurt so much, but aren't even noticed because I'm always wearing the baggy clothes the kids in gangs wear.
I am the girl who got raped at twelve and am considered a whore because of it.
I am the gullible parent who let my child hurt themselves. No one can know this. We have to keep this secret. We have to be

If you believe stereotyping is wrong, PUT THIS IN YOUR PROFILE!!!

Ok i nicked that from My black Romance, but only coz i agree strongly with it. It is right. i hate people who judge people by a first glane or rubbish like that. U gotta get 2 know them first, then u have a gd excuse 4 hatin them!!!!

I don't run away from you, I walk away slowly and it kills me because you don't care enough to stop me.
There i am referig 2?????? only i know. well, crabtree managed 2 guess..though how she managed 2 i will never know

My Own song (katrina thought i'd copied it from somewhere. I WROTE IT U DWEEB!!! lol) i suppose i wrote it about some1 important 2 me. them and their mariners eyes. and its the truth. if i was dying and had 1 last thing left 2 see, it would be their eyes. but whos eyes r they???only 1 know. but a few have guessed...........

Mariners eyes

Laying down here, sprawled across the floor
Looking at you, you keep me wanting more.
But what you fail to notice, what you just dont see
Is the battle, raging deep inside of me

And if i were to die, have the colours fade to grey
All i'd want, all i'd need
Is to look deep in your mariners eyes
To make the pain just go away

Sitting in the corner, all on my own
Waiting for your name to light up my phone
Hell, all i want is you to be there
Sit with me on the lonely nights
All i need is you to tell me everythings gonna be alright.

And if i were to die, have the colours fade to grey
All i'd want, all i'd need
Is to look in your mainers eyes
To make the pain float away

Your mariners eyes, with their deep sea grey
Is all i want all i need to make the pain fade away

Your mariners eyes, with their deep sea grey
Is all i want, all i god damn need to make the pain fade away


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  • My Black Romance

    Thanks! I like your profile too!! xx

    My Black Romance, June 8th, 2009 at 01:03:08pm

  • razor_sharp_blade

    Dudes, dont worry VAMPIRES WILL NEVER HURT YOU!!! but i might... Mwuha!!!

    razor_sharp_blade, June 5th, 2009 at 03:35:59pm

  • beth..

    Hey lindz

    beth.., June 4th, 2009 at 03:53:14pm

  • My Black Romance

    Heya, welcome to INO!!! Feel free to add me!! xx

    My Black Romance, June 3rd, 2009 at 04:13:25pm

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