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Our Little Wonder

Ghost in the Snow
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November 11th, 2007 at 12:49am
I love you and this whole story is for you!

To everyone else...
This is a little distraction from my story For All These Times Kid, For All These Times.
The idea is completely Tonje's, she own's the plot of this.
I decided to write this for her, cause she's the greatest and she wanted it so badly.
It will be posted in about 4 or 5 chapters.

I hope you enjoy it!

Also; For All These Times Kid, For All These Times is not over yet,
This is a little "alternative version" of it...

What happens when Frank get intense stomach aches and ends up in a hospital? Can his boyfriend Gerard help the pains go away?


Chapter 1 - I'm Scared...

Gerard’s POV

"God, I'm getting way to fat." Frank sighed, patting his stomach, which had grown over the last four, five, months or so. "I think I eat too much skittles." He giggled, patting his stomach again.

"Don't worry, Frank." I cooed, putting my arm around him. "I think you're beautiful..." I kissed his lips softly.

His arms found their way to the back of my head, putting me closer, as I was about to pull away. I smiled and met his wet tongue with mine.

Frank suddenly gasped and pulled away. I looked at him worried, trying to read his eyes for what was wrong.

"Aaah... Ow, fuck!" Frank gasped again, clutching his stomach.

"What's wrong?" I asked, feeling my heart rise in my throat. Frank gasped again, muttering curses. He looked like he was in tremendous pain. "Honey, tell me what's wrong!" I demanded.

“My-my stomach… OW!” His eyes filled up with tears, and it made me feel so helpless. “Gerard!” He whimpered, holding on to my arm. “It hurts so bad.” Tears started streaming down his face and he whimpered again.

“Christie!” I yelled, knowing she’d be outside, complaining to Kelly about how bad our garden looked. “CHRISTIE!” I screamed as Frank’s pains seemed to have gotten worse. “KELLY!”

“What’s wrong?!” Kelly’s voice yelled from outside, followed by quick steps.

“Gerard!” Frank yelled, gripping my hand and clutching his stomach.

“Don’t worry, babe. It’s okay.” I tried, but I knew it wasn’t helping much as I could see the pain in his face.

“What’s wrong?” Kelly asked again, this time standing in the door to the living room.

“My stomach…” Frank whimpered, sweat forming on his forehead. “AAAH, Gerard!” He screamed and dug his nails into my arm.

“Hospital.” Christie stated, rushing forward from her position behind Kelly. “Let’s get him out in the car.” She took Frank’s arm from his stomach and placed it around her shoulders. “Come on, Gerard! Help me!”

I snapped out of my head and got up, supporting Frank to get up too. He whimpered and groaned, his eyes shut tightly.

We helped him out to Christie’s car. After helping us getting Frank in the back seat, Kelly jumped in the passenger seat, telling me to sit with Frank. Christie ran around the car and quickly started the car.

Frank cried hard, making me feel so helpless for not being able to help him. The only thing I could do for him was hold him and whisper sweet nothings in his ear, hoping it would calm him.

“Hurry!” I demanded Christie, not satisfied with the speed she was keeping.

“Two more minutes…” Christie mumbled though gritted teeth, clutching the steering wheel tight and stepping on the gas. She was already past the speed limit.

The hospital building came into view and I begged to God that Frank would be okay. I never prayed, but I felt as if I was ever going to, this would be the right moment to do it.

Almost before Christie had stopped right outside the front door of the hospital, Kelly was out of the car and held the door open for us to step out. I supported Frank as well as I could, and Kelly helped me as soon as she could.

Christie sped off to find a spot to park the car and we led Frank in the doors, trying to move so we didn’t cause him more pain. It was hard though, cause it seemed like every movement he did, it hurt him more.

“Can we get a fucking doctor here!” Kelly cried out.

As soon as the words left her mouth, a nurse was by our side and a doctor came running down the hall to see what the yelling was all about.

Everything that happened next happened in a blur, partly because I was crying, partly because everything happened so fast. Frank was put on a bed and wheeled off quickly, screaming in pain. The said I couldn’t come with, cause they needed to check him first.

A doctor came to ask me what happened and I told him that Frank suddenly got really bad pains and we had to come here.

Kelly had finally, after about an hour, managed to get me to sit down on a chair. She had got me coffee, but I felt like I’d puke if I ate or drank something. Frank was in pain, and I couldn’t think straight.

“Mr. Way?” I turned to the source of speech and quickly stood up, waiting for the doctor to continue. “I’m Doctor Crestly. I’m Mr. Iero’s doctor.” I nodded my head eagerly. “I was told you are Mr. Iero’s boyfriend?” He questioned.

“Yes, I am.” I replied quickly. “Can you tell me what’s happening? Is Frank okay?” I hurried to ask, biting my lip nervously as I dreaded the answer.

“Mr. Way, there is something important you need to know…” The doctor sighed.

“Please tell me he’s gonna be okay.” I pleaded, folding my hands subconsciously.

“Could you come into my office, please?” He asked, gesturing down the hall with his hand.

“Sure, is anything wrong?” I asked again, wanting to know what was up.

The doctor didn’t say anything as he walked into an office with his name on a silver plate on the door. He motioned for me to close the door, so I did.

“You might want to sit down.” He said, gesturing towards a chair in front of his desk, while he sat behind it. I sat down worried.

“Can you tell me what’s wrong? Is he okay?” I asked.

“Mr. Way, this is highly rare and I have never seen anything like it in my 20 years of being a doctor.” He looked straight at me, making sure I got it all. I nodded slowly. “Have you and Mr. Iero ever had unprotected sex?” I choked on my air and started coughing.

“Yeah… yeah, we have.” I managed out after managing to breathe properly again. “Is that bad?” I frowned.

“Well, in this case I might say so.” He scratched his cheek.

“What’s wrong?” I asked for what felt like the millionth time today.

“Mr. Way…” The doctor hesitated and took a deep breath. “I’m afraid Mr. Iero is pregnant.”

Once again I choked on my air, this time I started coughing like a mad man, not able to breathe right. I felt like fainting The doctor handed me a cup of water, and I took it gratefully, gulping down the whole thing. I took a deep breath and looked at the doctor’s serious face.

“Are you fucking serious?!” I asked. “He’s a guy, I have proof, and he can’t be pregnant!”

“I’m sorry, Mr. Way, but I am, in fact, completely serious.” He nodded slowly. “I believe you are the father… uuh… second father to this child.”

“He’s a guy!” I yelled to no one in particular. “He can’t be pregnant! It’s just not possible!”

“We are going to do another ultra sound check in a few minutes.” The doctor said. “Mr. Iero requested you’d be there.”

“B-but… but…” I stuttered, looking at the doctor who rose from his chair. “It’s not possible.” I stated again.

“In this case, apparently it is.” The doctor nodded again. He seemed to do that a lot.

“How… how long?” I asked nervously.

“Eight and a half months.” He replied. “I think he’s close to labor, that’s why he started having pains… We’re taking him for the ultra sound check and then we’ll decide when we have to do the caesarian section.”

”Caesarian section?!” I basically yelled.

”Yes, Mr. Way.” He nodded again. ”I am stating a fact when I tell you that he’s still a guy, and surgery is absolutely the only way.”

“Oh…” I looked down, but quickly raised my eyes as the doctor disappeared out the door and I scrambled after him.

“This way, Mr… uh… Way.” The doctor chuckled a bit of his own joke and led the way in a gray door. “I have to ask you to be calm, okay?” He looked at me sternly. “Mr. Iero is pretty shaken at the moment, and he is on light drugs.”

“Yeah, sure.” I nodded quickly.

He opened another gray door and I peered over his shoulder, spotting Frank on a hospital bed with a nurse standing beside him, setting up some machine. I was close to showing past the doctor, but I decided against it, and he soon moved.

I rushed over to Frank, hugging him tight. When I pulled away, he looked at me with a helpless expression, which made tears form in my eyes. I took his hand, squeezing it gently.

“Gerard…” Frank whispered. “I’m scared…” He held my hand tight.
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Chapter 2 - What Will Happen?

“Sit down, Mr. Way.” The nurse said, pointing to a chair beside the bed.

I sat down next to Frank, putting my forehead on his shoulder. I kissed his cheek softly and looked at him.

“I’m scared too…” I admitted in a whisper. “But it’s gonna be okay… I promise.” I squeezed his hand again, preying I wasn’t making empty promises.

“Frank…?” The nurse asked gently. We both looked up at her. “I have to ask you to lift up your shirt.” He did as he was told immediately. “This may be a little cold.” The nurse said, bringing out something that looked like lube.

“I know…” Frank said in a low voice.

The nurse squeezed her tube over Frank’s stomach and smeared the thick liquid over it, and made sure it covered him. She took out something that looked like a misshaped microphone and turned on some small TV-screen next to the bed.

“Don’t worry, it’s not gonna harm either Frank or the baby.” The nurse reassured, looking at me with understanding eyes.

She probably saw my scared look. Honest to God, I was absolutely terrified. She placed the microphone-like thingy on Frank’s belly and looked at the TV-screen, while moving it around. I looked at the screen in awe, seeing something moving, even when she held the thing still.

“If you se here…” The nurse interrupted my thoughts and pointed to the screen. “…you can see the heart of the baby beating.” She smiled. “It’s a strong and firm heartbeat, and I see no other problems… I’ll get you a picture of it if you’d like?” I nodded quickly.

“W-why is this happening…?” Frank asked in a low voice.

“Well, honestly, I have no idea.” The nurse answered as she wiped off Frank’s stomach. “But it has, and you may say that it probably was meant to happen.”

“But… But how?” He asked.

“You’ve probably learned about the birds and the bees, I assume.” She smiled, taking her gloves off. “You can take down your shirt if you like.” Frank did and she tossed away her gloves before continuing. “What’s happened in your case is that you’ve, somehow, I don’t know how, gotten pregnant. Since you’ve had unprotected sex, that’s probably the reason.”

“Umm… Is it dangerous?” I asked. “I mean… what will happen?”

“If everything goes according to plan, both mo… uuh, father and child should be perfectly fine.” She smiled reassuringly. “We will monitor Frank closely, and probably do a c-section as soon as possible.” I nodded the whole time, processing what she told me. “As you both know, men are not made for giving birth, so it might be hard on him, but he’ll pull through.”

“Mr. Iero, Mr. Way?” The doctor asked from the door. I didn’t notice he ever went out. “We have decided that we want to do the c-section as soon as possible, so there will be no complications.” Both Frank and I nodded slowly. “So if you’re ready Mr. Iero, we’d like to do it now.”

“N-now?” Frank asked. I could hear in his voice that he was scared.

“Yes, now.” The doctor nodded.

Frank looked at me helplessly and I was so close to crying that I had to swallow and take a deep breath to compose myself.

“I think you should listen to the doctor.” I told him, kissing his cheek.

“Okay…” He looked at the doctor and nodded weakly.

“Good.” The doctor smiled reassuringly. “Mr. Way, I have to ask you to go back to the waiting room while Mr. Iero’s under surgery. Mr. Iero will be asleep during the surgery and we will notify you the instant we finish.”

“I… I… Okay.” I agreed, standing up. “I’ll see you soon, Frankie.” I smiled at him, kissing his forehead.

“I don’t want you to leave.” He whimpered, holding on to my hand.

“I’ll be right out in the waiting room and I’ll be right there when you wake up, I promise.” I said, squeezing his hand.

“Mr. Way, if you want, you could stay here until he falls asleep. It will only take a couple of minutes from we give him the drugs.” A second doctor, whom I never noticed, said. I nodded quickly. “I’m Doctor Michaels, I will be performing Mr. Iero’s surgery.” He said, shaking my hand.

“Gerard Way.” I said, looking in horror at the needle in his hand.

He picked up Frank’s hand, which I just noticed he had a needle in. He put the needle in the thingy on Frank’s hand and pushed the one end. Frank squeezed my hand tight and frowned. I bet it hurt.

I sat down again and kissed Frank’s temple before resting my head on his shoulder.

“Just relax, Mr. Iero. You’ll soon be asleep.” Dr. Michaels said, throwing the needle in a bin.

“I’m scared, Gerard.” Frank whispered.

“I’m scared too, but it’ll be okay.” I whispered back, rubbing his hand with my thumb. “I’ll be right here when you wake up.” I kissed his lips softly. “I love you.”

“I love you too.” He whispered, closing his eyes.

His hand let go of mine as he sighed. He was gone. I felt the tears press behind my eyelids and put his hand beside him, kissing his cheek.

“We have to ask you to leave now, Mr. Way.” Dr. Crestly said, putting his hand on my shoulder. I stood up and sighed. “Don’t worry, we’ll take care of him. We’ll let you know when we’re done.”

“Thank you.” I said weakly, forcing a thankful smile.

I walked to the door and stopped, looking at Frank one last time. He looked so helpless and innocent. No one that saw him now would ever believe he was just going to give birth in a short while. They’d just believe he was sleeping.

I sighed and closed the door behind me, walking down the hall to the waiting room. As I pushed open the doors from the IR I spotted Kelly and Christie sitting there, talking to each other. They spotted me and came rushing over.

“What’s wrong? Is he okay? Can we see him? What’s wrong?” They both asked in unison, worried looks on their faces.

“He’s… He’s okay… Sort of…” I managed to get out.

“What’s wrong?” Christie asked as they both led me over to the couch in the waiting room, ordering me to sit down.

“Well…” I started. “I can’t really believe it myself…” I hesitated. “He’s… He’s pregnant.” I said, putting my head in my hands.

“HE’S WHAT?!” They both yelled at the same time.

“He’s pregnant…” I whispered. They heard me though.

“He’s a guy!” Kelly stated. “…Right…?”

“Yeah.” I nodded into my hands. “But he is. I don’t know how… why… He just is…”

“Wow…” Christie said. I looked up to see their faces laced with shock and confusion. “How long?” She asked.

“About eight and a half month…” I said, sighing. “I don’t know how I didn’t notice anything was wrong… I just… I don’t know.”

“What happens now?” Christie asked, squeezing my hand in her own.

“He’s getting a c-section now.” I said in a low voice. “They decided it would be safest to do it as fast as possible.”

They both kept silent and wrapped me in a big hug. I was so glad I had them here with me. They were just about my best friends and I it meant the world to me that they were here supporting me through this.

“Do you want us to call anyone?” Kelly asked, pulling away from the hug. “Your parents should know.”

“Yeah, thanks.” I smiled at her. “I have to tell Mikey too. And Bob and Ray. And your parents.” I gestured to Christie. “But I don’t think they’d believe me if I told them over the phone.”

“How bout you sit here and gather your thoughts and we go and call them and tell them to come here?” Christie proposed.

“Yeah…” I nodded slightly. “Yeah… Thanks.” I smiled and hugged them both again. “Thanks for being here with me.”

“Nothing I’d rather do.” Christie said, giving me a supportive smile. Kelly nodded and smiled. “You just relax. He’s gonna be fine. I just feel it.”

“Thank you.” I smiled, watching them both disappear outside to make their calls.
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Chapter 3 - Bonding Basics

Frank was pregnant. My boyfriend was pregnant. How on earth was that possible? He was a guy, I know that for a fact. I know that very well… I smirked to myself, only to mentally slap myself afterwards. Not the time Gerard…

Frank was pregnant! Holy shit! I was gonna be a father! I had to fix stuff. I had to get the baby a bed. I had to get diapers. I had to get food. Wait… A baby only gets milk first off, right? Well, they don’t drink milk from the shop, do they? Frank can’t breast feed. I frowned at the funny thought. I had to figure out how we were gonna do this. I was gonna be a frinkin’ father!

I found myself grinning all over the place, in a serious want of just jumping up on the table in front of me and sing and dance around in pure joy. That would look funny though, so I settled with grinning like a manic. Everyone walking past would think I was one too.

But I didn’t care. I was gonna be a dad!

I spotted a magazine about mothers and babies and didn’t hesitate in snatching it from the table and opening it eagerly. I started reading.

The first few weeks at home with a new baby are joyous — but they can also be tough. You worry about his sleep, milk intake, comfort — everything — and you're settling into a new, very different routine from what you were used to (all on much less sleep than you're used to!). Just take it one day at a time, and don't be too hard on yourself. You'll feel like a pro in no time.

Bonding basics

Your baby may not be able to move around much or babble yet, but he's bonding with you through every touch, coo, and loving look you give him. Don't worry if at first you don't feel that you two are really bonding. The process takes time. Just relax, and try:

- Holding him skin to skin
- Looking into his eyes
- Talking to him
- Cuddling with him

Wow… who ever knew there was so much to know on the subject of babies? And I wasn’t even through the article yet! No wonder people were fussing so much over both mothers and babies.

“Your parents are on their way.” Christie informed me as she came through the doors. “My parents, Mikey and Alicia is probably right behind them.”

“Count in Bob and Ray.” Kelly said as she came up behind her. “Knowing them, they’ll probably bring a speeding ticket with them.” She laughed.

“Thank you so much guys.” I grinned.

“Found something to read up on?” Christie asked, motioning at my magazine.

“Yeah, it’s amazing how much people have to know.” I said. “I hope I’ll make it.”

“You will.” She smiled. “I know you will.”

“You guys are gonna be the most awesome dad’s in the world!” Kelly exclaimed, grinning.

“I hope so.” I smiled. “I’m just gonna go ask for something.” I said, standing up. “If you know anything I have to know, or should know, tell me. Anything at all. I’m gonna make this right.”

“Will do.” Kelly winked and they both slumped down on a couch, picking up some magazines.

I walked around the corner and over to the desk they had, a girl sitting behind it and typing on a computer. I coughed to get her attention and she looked up at me and smiled.

“Can I help you?” She asked.

“Umm, yeah. I hope so.” I smiled. “I was told I was gonna get this ultra sound picture… I dunno where…”

“Sure, I can do that. What’s your name?” She asked, sputting her fingers ready on the keyboard.

“Gerard Way. I’m here with Frank Iero.” I said, wondering if that made any sense.

“Oh, so that’s you? Congratulations.” She smiled up at me after hitting the enter button. Her eyes quickly darted back to the screen. “Yeah, I could go get it for you if you’d like?”

“Yeah, thanks.” I smiled.

“I’ll be right back.” She said, swinging her chair around and disappearing down the hall and in a door. And I waited.

It didn’t take more than twenty seconds before she came out the door though, a small envelope in her hand. She grinned at me and handed me the envelope.

“There you go.” She smiled. “Let me know if you need anything.”

“Thanks, I will.” I grinned at her and went back to the waiting room.

I sat down on the couch and looked at the envelope. “Mr. Frank Iero” was spelled on the outside of it. I smiled to myself and opened it, pulling out a small picture. It looked just like it did on the screen, just frozen. I traced the lines in the picture with my finger and smiled, feeling tears push behind my lids.

“Look…” I said, catching Kelly and Christie’s attention as I held up the picture.

Kelly squealed and jumped up from her couch, sitting down next to me and guiding my hand in front of her so she could see. Christie sat down on the other side of me and did the same, before they let me hold the picture on my own.

“So that’s it…?” Kelly asked. “That’s the baby?”

“Yeah…” I said, grinning.

“It’s so small…” Christie cooed. “Oh my god, this is gonna be so awesome. I’m so happy for you!” Not only a second later, I found myself wrapped in a tight group hug with the two favorite girls in my life.

“You don’t know how much I appreciate you being here.” I said, giving the both of them a kiss on the cheek.

“We’re honored to be here.” Kelly said, grinning. “It’s so exciting.”

“Gerard!” A familiar voice came from the door. I looked up to see my mom rushing at me. “How is he? What’s going on?” She demanded.

“Thanks for coming mom.” I stood up and hugged her tight.

“Christie called me and told me Frank was in the hospital and that we should come. What’s wrong?” She asked as dad, Mikey and Alicia appeared in the door.

“I have to talk to you all. Sit down please.” I said, sitting down myself. They all did as I’d told them and I took a deep breath. “You may not believe this, I didn’t either, but it’s true.” I started, sighing. “God knows how, but… Frank, he’s… he’s pregnant.” I looked down, only hearing the shocked gasps from everyone.

“Are you serious?” Mikey asked in disbelief, making me look up at him.

“Yeah, Mikey. Frank’s pregnant.” I said seriously. “I was there when they did the ultra sound… Here’s a picture of it.” I remembered the picture in my hand and handed it to him. He looked at it and passed it on for everyone to see.

“Oh Gerard, I’m so happy for you.” My mom came over and hugged me tight. “How is he? What’s happening?”

“I think he’s good. He told me he was scared…” My smile faded, thinking about it. “They’re doing a c-section on him now. They wanted to do it as fast as possible.”

“How long has he been pregnant?” Mikey asked.

“The doctor said about eight and a half month.” I sighed. “I’m officially blind.”

“You couldn’t know.” Alicia said, speaking up. “He is a guy after all. It’s not every day something like this happens.”

“I guess you’re right…” I sighed. “I just hope he’s gonna be alright…”

“Knowing him, he will be.” Dad said, smiling at me. “He’ll be up and out in no time, eating his skittles and running around like a mad man.” He chucked and we all laughed.

“I hope you’re right.” I smiled.

“You should listen to your old man now.” He raised an eyebrow at me. “Especially now that you’re gonna be a father yourself…”
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Chapter 4 - Scared To Ruin The Moment

Two hours later I was pacing the hall impatiently, wondering what the hell took so long. Bob, Ray, Jose and Anna had arrived no less than ten minutes after my parents and I had to go through the whole thing again.

It had really started to sink in now. I was gonna be a father in god knows how long, I probably already was though, with all that involved.

“My fucking god! What the fuck is this taking so fucking long?!” I cried out to no one in particular, throwing my hands up.

“Mr. Way?” I turned quickly and noticed Dr. Crestly coming up to me.

“Howishe? Diditgo? Iseehim?” I rambled. He put up his hand to stop me.

“Mr. Way, I am proud to announce that your boyfriend has given birth to a beautiful baby girl.” He smiled. “Both father and child are okay, healthy and in fine condition, considering what they’ve been through.”

“Thank you so much!” I beamed, wrapping him in a tight hug. “Can I see them?” I asked, my eyes probably shining from tears and happiness.

“Sure.” He smiled. “Come with me.” He turned and walked back to where he came from. I followed him like a puppy follows its mom.

He walked up to a door and pressed a code before shoving it open. I followed him closely and he walked quickly down the hall. He turned into another hall and stopped, resulting in me almost crashing into him. He turned and smiled.

“I have to ask you to be quiet. The baby is probably sleeping and Frank has been through a lot. He’s still a bit sleepy after the drugs.” He said, looking at me sternly. I nodded eagerly. “I’ll let you be alone. I’ll be in the office right across the hall if you need me.” He opened the door and allowed me to step in.

My eyes instantly fell on Frank. He looked like he just woke up, except for a very important detail. In his hands lay something wrapped in a pink blanket. He was looking at it with such care that I almost felt jealous.

His eyes shifted up to the door as I stepped in and his already smiling face broke into a grin. I smiled back at him and moved slowly over the floor, scared to ruin the moment I had just walked in on.

I went over to the bed and smiled at Frank. He held out his hand to me, so I took it, squeezing it gently. He pulled me closer and I bent down and kissed him, before looking closer at the little thing in his arms.

It was the cutest thing you’ll ever imagine. My eyes filled up with tears as I looked at my beautiful baby girl, not believing that she was ours. She was so tiny and looked so fragile that I was afraid she’d break if I breathed her way.

Her hair was dark, almost black. She didn’t have much of it though, but it was defiantly dark. I couldn’t see the color of her eyes as she was asleep, but her nose looked like Frank’s. I smiled at the sight. She had these goodie cheeks, slightly pink and looking so soft. She was amazing, in lack of a better word.

“What are you thinking…?” Frank asked, tearing my eyes away from her to look at him. He looked worried.

“She’s so beautiful…” I whispered, a single tear making its way down my right cheek. “I’m so proud of you, Frankie.” I smiled despite the tears now rolling down my cheeks.

“Don’t cry…” Frank pleaded his eyes glossy.

“I can’t help it.” I admitted, looking at our baby girl. “She’s so fucking beautiful…”

“I know…” He looked down at her and took her hand in his.

I looked around the room and spotted a chair in a corner. I was just about to get it when Frank spoke.

“Come lay here with me?” He asked, a small pout playing on his lips.

“I… I don’t know, Frankie…” I said. “I don’t wanna wake her.”

“It’s okay. I want you here.” He said, shifting over and making room for me. “I need you to be close to me…”

I gave myself over to him and walked back to the bed, carefully sitting down on it and eventually laying down, or basically just sitting leaned back, really. Frank kissed my cheek and put his head on my shoulder, sighing deeply.

“I’ll always be close to you, Frank.” I whispered, kissing the top of his head. “We’ll make this right.”

“I hope so…” He sighed again and then looked up at me. “You wanna hold her?”

“I don’t think so…” I shook my head skeptically.

“Come on, it’s your daughter.” He said, smiling.

“What if she wakes up and don’t like me?”

“Stop kidding, Gerard.” He grinned. “She’ll love you. Here.” He lifted her away from his body and stretched his arms over to me. I shook my head again. “She doesn’t bite…” He giggled and placed her in my arms, grinning at us.

I melted completely the moment I was holding her. I never wanted to do anything else in my whole life but hold her. She was so small…

“She doesn’t weigh a thing…” I whispered, looking over at a smiling and nodding Frank.

“Yeah, she is pretty small.” He smiled at me. “Do you really like her?” His face changed to a look of worry.

“Frank, I love her with all my heart.” I said truthfully, looking him in the eyes.

He breathed out, looking relieved over my answer. He sighed and put his head on my shoulder, relaxing against my body. I smiled to myself. This was one of the happiest moments of my life. I had my boyfriend with me, and my newborn daughter in my arms. Life couldn’t possibly be any better than this…

As soon as the tiny thing in my arms moved, I stiffened.

Don’t wake up, don’t wake up, don’t wake up…

No such luck of course. She opened her eyes and looked around curiously. I melted for the third time today as she looked up at me. She rubbed her eyes, or so it seemed before she looked at me again. I smiled, earning a gurgle from her. That made me start grinning like a mad man again.

I took her hand in my free one and she squeezed it weakly, or so I’d like to think. It reminded me of Frank when he was a baby. It was the cutest thing ever.

Frank lifted his head from my shoulder and looked at me with a sleepy smile.

“She bite you yet?” He grinned.

“No, I think she’s smiling though…” I grinned back at him.

“I don’t think she’s able to yet, but I’m also smiling when the first thing I see when I wake up is you.” He brought his hand to mine and took her other hand, stroking his thumb over it. She looked at him with big eyes and he smiled. “She has your eyes, you know…” He looked up at me and smiled.

“She has your nose and I have a feeling she’ll have your smile.” I replied, kissing his nose.

We sat there with her for a little longer, before a nurse entered the door. Frank looked like he knew her slightly, cause he smiled and said hi to her.

“She needs to be fed now.” The nurse said. “I can take her, so you, Frank, can sleep.”

“I don’t need sleep.” Frank argued, crossing his arms over his chest stubbornly.

“Yes, you do.” She smiled. “You have been through a lot and I order you to get some rest. You need it.”

“No, I don’t.” Frank frowned.

“For your daughter?” The nurse bribed.

“Okay…” Frank huffed and sighed. “Can Gerard stay a little while?”

“Yeah, sure. But you’re gonna sleep.” The nurse commanded, putting on a strict look.

“I will. I just need Gerard.” Frank grinned.

The nurse came over and I hesitated before handing her my daughter. I knew she was a professional, but this is my daughter we’re talking about. I don’t wanna give just anyone the responsibility of her. But I trusted the nurse after Frank nodded to me.

“Don’t worry Gerard. I’ll just feed her.” She smiled. “I hope you get Frank to sleep for a couple of hours. He needs it.”

“I will.” I assured her before she walked out the door with my beautiful baby girl. “Now, you have to sleep.” I told Frank sternly. “You heard the lady.”

“I don’t wanna sleep…” He pouted.

“Yes, you do.” I argued. “And I have to go talk to everyone.”

“Everyone?” He asked curiously.

“Yeah, everyone’s here.” I smiled at him. “Christie and Kelly phoned them up and told them to come down here, then I had to tell them everything.”

“Who’s ‘everyone’?” He asked.

“Mom, dad, Mikey, Alicia, Bob, Ray, Jose and Anna.” I told him. “They are worried about you.”

“Aw, they didn’t have to do that.” He looked down.

“They all came, even before I told them what was up.” I smiled. “They all love you and wanted to be there for you if anything was wrong. They’re all exited and anxious about how you are. I didn’t even tell them the doctor came for me. I totally forgot. I wanted to see how you were.”

“Aw, thank you.” He smiled. “But… Can you stay just a little bit? Only a minute…?”

“Sure.” I kissed him and stretched my hand to tip back the bed. “I’ll stay until you fall asleep, okay? I’ll be back in no time.”

“Thank you.” He smiled and closed his eyes, resting his head on the pillow.

“Anytime…” I smiled and put my arm around him, holding him close to me.

I lay there with him for about two minutes before he opened his eyes and looked at me.

“Sing for me…?” He asked softly. How could I ever tell him no…? I took a breath and started singing low and softly.

Strangers down the line
Lovers out of time
Memories unwind
So far, I still know who you are
But now I wonder who I was
Angel, you know it's not the end
We'll always be good friends
The letters have been sent on

So please
You always were so free
You'll see, I promise we'll be perfect

Strangers when we meet
Strangers on the street
Lovers while we sleep

You know this has to be
We always were so free
We promised that we'd be


Thanks a lot for reading and putting up with this :]
The song is a part from "Perfect" by The Smashing Pumpkins ;]

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December 13th, 2007 at 05:12am
Chapter 5 - A Little Angel

Frank had fallen asleep, his face snuggled up to my chest and his breathing slow. I smiled, looking down at the amazing person in my arms. My boyfriend and the father of my child. Oh god, how I loved him.

I snuck out of the bed after a while, careful not to wake him, and tip toed over to the door. I looked at him one last time and smiled, before shutting the door carefully behind me. The nurse that had gotten my daughter came walking up to me.

“Is he asleep?” She asked.

“Yeah, I think he’s exhausted.” I smiled back. “Thank you so much.”

“No problem. We only want the best for you and if you need anything at all, don’t hesitate to ask.” She smiled kindly at me. “And your friends asked for you. I told them that you’d be there soon.”

“Yeah, I was just on my way to tell them.” I grinned, thinking about the news I had.

“You wanna bring her?” She asked, a smile playing on her lips.

“I don’t know…” I hesitated. “I’m scared she’ll start crying or I’ll lose her or something.” I looked down.

“Don’t worry.” She patted my shoulder. “From what I’ve seen, she’s calm and even calmer with you and Frank, she’s a little angel that one.” She smiled widely. “Come with me.” She started walking and I followed her.

She walked only a couple of doors down and opened a door, signaling for me to be quiet. I walked after her inside and stopped in my tracks as she’d closed the door quietly behind us.

Right in front of me was about eight sleeping babies, looking so adorably cute, wrapped in their baby blue and baby pink blankets. The nurse looked at me with a knowing smile and made for me to follow her.

She walked over to one of the small beds in there, where a small baby lay, wrapped in a soft shade of pink. Surprisingly enough, I recognized her right away and my face broke into a huge grin at the mere sight of her.

“You can pick her up.” The nurse whispered.

I looked up at her with a smile that I hoped told her how much I appreciated what they had done. She nodded and I carefully put my hands around my small daughter, picking her up carefully not to wake her. I put her on my arm, like I had done earlier and smiled up at the nurse.

She nodded and walked to the door, me following her slowly. I slipped out the door and grinned at the nurse.

“You’re getting the hang of this pretty quickly.” She stated, smiling. “The waiting room is that way, if you wanna go there.” She pointed down the hall and smiled. “I’ll be there if you need anything.” She pointed to a door across the hall.

“Thank you so much.” I said. “I can’t explain how thankful I am.”

“No problem.” She smiled and walked into what I assumed had to be some kind of office.

I started walking down the hall, slowly, with my daughter in my arms, smiling down at her, even though she was asleep. I got through the door and smiled at the girl behind the desk before I walked towards the waiting room.

I walked around the corner and everyone looked up at me. They gasped in unison and looked at me in awe for a couple of seconds before they all got up and came closer.

“Aww… that’s the cutest thing I’ve ever seen…” Alicia said, holding around Mikey’s waist.

“I wanna present to you, mine and Frank’s little baby girl.” I said proudly.

“Congratulations.” My mom said, kissing my cheek cause she couldn’t hug me at the moment. “I’m so happy for you.”

“You did a good job with that one, Gerard.” Bob chuckled, but his expression was as soft as I’d ever seen. “Congratulations, man.” He patted my shoulder carefully.

“She has Frank’s nose…” Kelly giggled, poking her head over my mom’s shoulder.

“She’s so beautiful.” Christie said, smiling warmly at me.

I looked down at my little wonder and saw her eyes flutter. She opened her eyes and looked at me for a second before she yawned, making me able to see her gums. Haha, she couldn’t bite me. She didn’t have teeth yet.

A low “Awww…” came from all the onlookers, making me grin even wider, if that was possible at this point.

“Sit down, Gerard.” My dad ordered and led me over to the couch, making me sit down. “I’m proud of you, son.” He said, looking me in the eyes and patting my shoulder.

“Thank you, dad.” I smiled.

“Can I hold her…?” Mom asked as she sat down on the other side of me. I hesitated a bit, I didn’t wanna give her to anyone, but she was my mom and it was her granddaughter, so I carefully gave her to her. “Hey…” She cooed at her. “Your daddies did a good job, didn’t they…? Oh yes, they did…”

“Mooom…” I whined, putting my head in my hands.

“What…? You did.” She smiled at me. “She looks like the baby versions of you and Frank mixed together…”

“I don’t think everyone would like to hear… you know.” I whispered, blushing. She was my mom, she shouldn’t know those things.

“What…? That you sleep together?” She laughed. “Unless Frank is a modern manly Maria, I think we all know how it happened, even though we don’t know why.”

“Mom.” I hissed, everyone trying to hold back laughs around me.

“Oh, stop it, Gerard.” She said, smiling. “We’re all adults here.”

“Oh my god, my mom talks about my sex life. Help me someone…” I whispered into my hands, trying to hide from her.

I heard a small cry emit from beside me and my head shot up. I looked over to my daughter who had a look on her face that said she’d probably start crying soon. No, please don’t cry. I don’t know what to do…

“Shh…” Mom got up as she started to cry and rocked her back and forth while whispering to her.

She stopped. I looked at her with a stunned expression. Surely it couldn’t be that easy. She turned to me and handed her back to me. I held her securely on my right arm while taking her little hand in my left. She looked like she was about to cry again, and surely, three seconds later she started doing just that.

I looked helplessly up at my mom, who just smiled at me. I figured I’d try whatever she did, so I stood up and started walking back and forth while rocking her gently. I apparently picked up something from my mom and those magazines, cause it worked. I smiled down at her and took her hand in mine again.

“Aww, you’re such a nice girl…” I cooed, and I think I saw a tiny smile, or so I’d like to believe anyway.

I held her up with both my arms and put her against my chest, her head resting on my shoulder, and continued walking with her. I could hear her yawning and smiled, carefully rocking her.

“I should go and see if Frank woke up.” I said to them all a while after, trying not to be too loud so I’d wake the poor thing sleeping on my shoulder.

They all nodded and I thanked them again before I walked back down the hall. I smiled at the girl behind the counter and she grinned at me, getting that sweet look in her eyes that all the girls got when I came into the waiting room with her.

I held her safely with one hand on her small back when I opened the door to Frank’s room. He was sleeping peacefully on the bed. It was a pretty big bed, and was lying close to the edge on one side, so I closed the door quietly behind me and got in the bed with him.
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December 28th, 2007 at 07:11pm
Chapter 6 - “Have you decided a name yet?”

I lay down on my back with my head on the pillow and carefully moved my sleeping beauty over on my chest. She moved a bit and rubbed her face with her hands, but settled with a small sigh. I smiled to myself and held her close to me, looking over at Frank. I had two sleeping beauties next to me.

I lay there thinking about what I had to do when I got home. One, remove all small items from the floor and everywhere else in the house. Two, vacuum and clean the whole house, from top to bottom. Three, get a good baby crib. Four, get diapers and whatever she had to eat. Five, baby toys. Six, skittles for Frank. Seven, everything else Frank may want.

“Gerard…” Frank mumbled, making me look over at him and discover that he was still sleeping. He dreamt about me? I smiled and was about to write more on my mental list before Frank started mumbling again. “Mm, Gerard…” He moaned low, making me giggle. “Fuck, Gerard…”

“Your daddy is having good dreams.” I stated to the sleeping form on my chest.

“Mm, right there…” He moaned, making me giggle again.

“Your daddy is having very good dreams.” I grinned, taking her hand in one of mine. It was so small.

With a deep sigh, Frank’s eyelashes fluttered and he opened his eyes sleepily, looking up at me.

“Mm, hi…” He mumbled, rubbing his eyes. “How long was I gone?” I looked up at the clock in his room.

“About three hours.” I stated, smiling. “How do you feel?”

“Like I’m dreaming all of this.” He said, smiling, and put his arm around my waist, moving closer.

“You’re not dreaming.” I said, smirking at him. “I heard you when you were dreaming.”

“What did you hear?” He asked, his cheeks growing into a light shade of pink.

“Daddy was having good dreams.” I repeated to my chest. “Wasn’t he?” I smirked over at Frank.

“What did I do?” He asked, his cheeks growing redder.

“You were mumbling my name and moaning.” I smirked. His cheeks went into a dark shade of crimson, making me laugh. “I don’t mind…” I said, kissing his cheek. “I thought it was cute.”

“It’s embarrassing…” He said, hiding his face in my neck.

“Aw, honey. I have heard that before you know…” He looked up at me and I wiggled my eyebrows.

“Yeah, but I was sleeping…”

“I still don’t mind…” I whispered, placing my lips on his.

He seemed to get my message, cause he started kissing me back slowly. I let my tongue slide over his bottom lip and he teased me for a second before letting his tongue meet mine and glide along it. I sighed and he smiled into the kiss, rubbing my tongue with his.

I quickly pulled away when someone coughed by the door. I stared with big eyes at my mom in the door, she was smiling to us and she’d brought Kelly and Christie, who were standing behind her, giggling.

“Can we come in?” Mom asked. I looked at Frank who nodded quickly with a big smile plastering his face.

They all came in and closed the door behind them. I kissed Frank’s lips one last time and kissed his forehead next. He smiled at me and turned his attention to the girls and my mom.

“You know that was what got you here in the first place.” Mom smiled and winked at us and I stared shocked at her, feeling my cheeks grow warm.

Kelly and Christie burst out laughing, but I could see they tried not to and to keep it down for the sake of the youngest.

“Mom…” I whined, turning my head down into the pillow in a try to hide my embarrassment. Frank just giggled and stroked my hair.

“You’re cute.” He whispered, giggling.

“Have you decided a name yet?” Kelly asked, almost jumping up and down before settling in a chair Christie had dragged out for her. I looked up from my pillow at Frank.

“We haven’t discussed it yet.” He said, smiling at me. “Why? Any tips?”

“Hell, yes.” Kelly grinned. “We’ve been sitting out there for hours and we came up with about twenty boy’s names and same amount of girl’s names. But then Gerard came and told us it was a girl and we got to see her, so since he left, we figured thirty more girl’s names.” She rambled.

“We even wrote a list.” Christie smiled. “You can have it if you want it.” Frank looked at me and nodded.

“Yeah, thanks.” He smiled.

“So… Frank, how are you?” Mom asked, a serious and worried expression on her face.

“I’m totally fine.” Frank smiled at her. “I just feel a little beat up that’s all.”

“That’s good.” She smiled. “Have you eaten anything?”

“Umm… no, not really.”

“Then you should.” She stated. “Are you hungry?”

“When you ask, then yeah, kinda.” He smiled. “But I’ll…”

“Good, cause I brought you something.” She dug in her purse and fished out a pack of skittles, handing them to Frank.

“Yay, thanks!” Frank squealed and opened it right away, eating some. “I almost forgot how good it is.” He grinned at me.

“I’ll make sure the nurses come and give you something proper to eat, but you’ll have those till then.” Mom smiled. “We’ll leave you two now, but just call if you need anything.”

“Thanks, Donna.” Frank grinned, his mouth full of skittles.

“Anything at all.”

“Thanks, mom. We will.” I smiled at her as she got up from her chair and brought the girls out with her.

Kelly handed Frank a piece of paper before she followed mom outside. Frank looked at it for a second, and I nodded for him to open it.