Letters to Anyone
| Author | Message |
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| Richey Edwards. Demolition Lover  Age: 28 Gender: Female Posts: 16507 | everyone makes mistakes, this just happens to be a huge one but dont worry yourself over it chances are he hasnt been 100% faithful either Vanessa |
| Ludwig Motor Baby  Age: 28 Gender: - Posts: 833 | My "friends," Where are you when I need you guys? All you want is to tell me all your damn problems. -K 妈妈， 请STFU. -你最喜的中国人 |
| Day Of The Dead Salute You in Your Grave  Age: 30 Gender: Female Posts: 4772 | ______; Duuude, you did it without me? That's not cool...although it's a stupid thing, but still. Baah I don't know what's wrong with us. C+B? I think so... Bring on Guilfest! XD B xx |
| mandylorian In the Cannibal Glow  Age: - Gender: Female Posts: 53013 | m, i miss having you as a friend. sometimes, i have a desire to fb message you. to tell you sorry for all of the things that happened between us. but, i always end up changing my mind. and i don't send you one. i'm sure you are doing just fine without me in your life. - mandy |
| Richey Edwards. Demolition Lover Age: 28 Gender: Female Posts: 16507 | new neighbors, please have a cute and sweet 16-18 year old boy cause its about time i met one Vanessa |
| mandylorian In the Cannibal Glow Age: - Gender: Female Posts: 53013 | ___, it hurts my feelings when you are always putting me down. it seems like you always tell me how i should dress, what i should like, and what i should do with my life. i'm sorry that i didn't turn out the way you wanted me to. - mandy |
| vengeance university Shotgun Sinner  Age: 29 Gender: Female Posts: 9867 | dear self, you are still the punk brat from 8th grade. keep your feet on the ground. you have the best boyfriend in the world. don’t let some d-bag from 3 years ago fuck it up. don’t let anyone fuck it up. do what you do best: lie. xoxo alexis |
| Day Of The Dead Salute You in Your Grave Age: 30 Gender: Female Posts: 4772 | _____, I know you probably would find it a bit strange if I apologized to you, even though you're not really bothered by what happened, but I just wanted to say sorry for last night. I get kinda friendly when I drink, not in the slutty kind of way, but the telling everyone I love them and giving hugs kinda way. I'm so sorry if it freaked you out and I really hope you don't think I'm trying to get something from you. I'm probably thinking about this way too much and feeling overly guilty as normal. But I think you're a really nice, sweet, funny guy to be around and hang with. If there's any misunderstanding talk to me face to face. I don't want anything to be awkward and for you to feel like I'm being weird, if you think this at all. If not, then everything's cool =] B xx |
| Richey Edwards. Demolition Lover Age: 28 Gender: Female Posts: 16507 | _____, everytime you text me mean things or delete my comment on facebook, or whatever it is you just done realize how badly you hurt me, cause you didnt use to be this way and i know you arent supposed to be this way whatever awakened the demon in you, just please, put it away Vanessa |
| Kick Start My Heart Thinking Happy Thoughts  Age: 32 Gender: Female Posts: 559 | D . . . I've known about your girlfriend cheating on you for a long time now & I've been kicking myself for months on whether or not I should tell you. I know you 19 years & it still terrifies me that you'll believe her fake crying she always does when confronted about her crap, and that you will never speak to me again.Its strange to me that just a while after I found out about her cheating on you, that she announces she is pregnant. She told everybody she was due the baby at the begining of december 09, yet the baby didn't arrive until January 17th 2010. It doesn't add up, no hospital these days would leave her unattended that long! .. It sickens me that I haven't spoken to you in person since November of last year, I'm so happy that you appologised to me for all the crap your girlfriend did to me & I'm glad you and I still speak through Facebook. Its disturbing that you had to make a fake account just so's you can talk to all your friends she drove away, just so she won't find out I understand "your" baby is your life, but you cant let your daughters mother rule your life like this,its disgusting and not fair to you. Its no way to live. I think you know this but you're stuck with her, shes such a great liar it doesn't surprise me everyone believes her crap! *********************** Ex . . . Please stop making my life a misery, I haven't spoken to you since january after that huge fight we had. I understand now that former lovers can never go back to just being friends, but it would be nice knowing that the man who took my virginity and broke my heart could show me a little respect. I've never called you any names or sworn at you, yet you did it to me. It still hurts. I know I did wrong & would love to apologise but I don't think you'll ever give me the time of day again. |
| Kick Start My Heart Thinking Happy Thoughts Age: 32 Gender: Female Posts: 559 | A , You are a fantastic boyfriend when you don't lie to me, I lose my temper with you so much yet I never swear at you in fights or put you down. I wish I could love you as much as you love me, it's what you deserve. I'm trying my best but I just don't know how to anymore. Vanessa xxx |
| Brand New. Demolition Lover  Age: 28 Gender: Female Posts: 19919 | You, I don't know if you'll see this, or if you should at all, but I don't know how else to tell you, because I'm scared. I'm always so scared. I don't want to lose you. I almost did once. Remember? I was so terrified. I had to fight and fight to keep you in my life. And it was against your will. And I'm so scared of it happening again, because it already has once. And I need you. I need you, and it's so scary. I know you don't understand it. I know. You're everywhere. You are actually everywhere. You're at the mall, in the music and in clothes. You're at the beach, in the pleasant chatter and in the crash of the water and in the warm sun on me. You're at the park, on that empty, creaking swing, and in the grass, your head next to mine. And you're in my room, in the soft music coming out of the speakers, and behind on that bed, chatting away. You are everywhere. I don't even do this on purpose. But you are always in my mind. And you never, ever leave. This has been nearly five years, constant. The memories are still fresh, and the words are always in my head, and the feelings haven't and won't stop. I don't want them to. But they scare me. So much. I am in love with someone who I have never heard breathe. I haven't heard you breathe. I haven't felt your breath on me, I haven't ever seen how your skin moves over your hands when you pick something up. I haven't touched you, even. Not even looked you in the eye. And I love you. And I know you don't know what it's is like. You are the only person who has ever made me blush, and who has ever gave me butterflies. Do you know what that's like? I don't understand you, and maybe it's better that way, because I don't want to. Because I understand what I need to, but you're like this puzzle that I keep trying to piece together, and I can't, and I want it to stay that way. Because it makes you so unique, and that's what makes you stand out in my mind. That and so much more. Because you're just, this amazing person. Lately, I've really been losing my grip on reality. And that freaks me out. And I haven't told anyone that yet. You're the first. I loose my grip, C. I forget that you're this far away thing in my life. And I start to think you're right here, really near me. And no, I don't see you. I don't picture things. I just honestly believe that you are nearby. And then I go and look at a picture of you, and I'm like "wow, this boy, he's told me he loves me. Him. That's him." And it's freaking me out because this feeling I get, this one behind the stuid grin and the butterflies, it's this weird feeling that I can't explain. It's that loss of grip on reality. And I'm scared. But all of this to get to a point that seems so far away. Why? Why why why why why? I'm not meant to be upset, I can't be with you. I don't snap at you and I don't loose my cool, and I'm always apologizing, even though sometimes it should be you doing it, but somehow it ends up being me; so why? You have never broken a promise before now. And I don't know how to handle it. And I have held this in for so long, and I don't want to anymore. I just can't. It's killing me. You promised you'd come see me. You swore. You said, word for word "Meg, the moment I have the money, you know I'd come see you. You're the first one on that list." Please don't ask how I remember these things, I always just do somehow. It's not on purpose. But you promised, love. Why? I don't get it. This could be so easy. You could be here. You could be right here. And I wouldn't be lonely, and confused, and doing all this stupid shit I've been doing because I'm so fucked up and confused. Because I keep trying to find myself at the bottom of bottles and I keep getting more lost. I don't want to be this Megan anymore. I want to be the one I am with you. I want to be her always. I LOVE her. I hate this me. I hate this me so much. You haven't a clue, I swear. Why aren't you here? I don't understand. But worse, why are you across the ocean? It doesn't make sense to me. I want to believe in God. And when I try, I ask myself: why did he torture me? Why did he make the person I love live across the fucking planet? I don't know why. Nothing makes sense right now. I don't know. I'm really tired right now, and I am crying, and I'm listening to sad songs, and this is all coming from a deep place. And it all makes no sense. I know it doesn't. But in my head it does so I guess that's all that matters. I just, I'm scared to post this. Because I can't lose you. And I know you're having a hard time right now, and this won't help. At all. And please don't feel forced to come see me, because if you can't, then I understand. And I'll deal with it. And I'll make myself better and this WILL work out. Don't feel forced, okay? Please god don't. Just, if shit goes wrong, please do consider a Visa for a year, and come to Halifax with me. I swear it'll be amazing. I'll be the greatest best friend ever, and I swear we'll have fun, and you'll have a job, with me or somewhere else, and it will be great. I don't know where this is all coming from, and I'm so sorry. Please don't get mad at me, and don't go away. Dear lord, don't go away. I'll never be okay if you do. I'm so sorry again, and I don't know why I am. I think it's the tears and the music. So here it goes. I'm pressing submit, Love always, Me. xo ps. I got the test results back, finally. From what I was telling you about in April. I'm free and clear. I'm not sick. I'm getting shots anyways, so that I'll never get it, but I don't have it. I'm healthy. I just wanted you to know, you were worried. |
| Richey Edwards. Demolition Lover Age: 28 Gender: Female Posts: 16507 | You, things werent supposed to be this way but they are, and I cant stop it so with that, ill say goodbye maybe for good? i dont know... Vanessa Ariel, ok, im not gonna be quiet about this anymore you cheated on Gust because you allowed it to happen Adam fucking told you what was gonna happen if yall hung out he told you that yall would end up having sex and you chose to invite him over despite of all that then, you complain to me and Beka about how bad you feel but then you agree to go swimming with Adam the next day knowing youll be in a bikini, which will drive him wild you dont miss Gust at all, you just miss the sex if you missed him, you wouldnt be putting yourself in the situation over and over again you are so fucking stupid sometimes, i swear to God Vanessa |
| mandylorian In the Cannibal Glow Age: - Gender: Female Posts: 53013 | Books-A-Million bookstore near my house, believe it or not, George Orwell did write more than one novel. there is no need to have 10+ copies of Animal Farm, and not offer any of his other novels. it would be nice if you actually carried a variety. - mandy z, i don't know how you feel, and it's confusing me. i'm trying so hard not to like you this time around. but you are making it extremely difficult. - mandy |
| Mikey's_Glasses Banned  Age: 30 Gender: Female Posts: 10806 | r hi  on sept 4, it will be 11 years already...more than half of my life...but i still remember you...i have all the memories in my head and the photo's...but i can't remember your voice...we have it on tape, but the pain is still deep and we can't see it just yet. i hope that you're still proud of me, regardless the mistakes i made since you've been gone, i'm trying my best...knowing that there's a possibility that you can see me, and that maybe we can meet again in an afterlife makes me happylots of love me |
| Richey Edwards. Demolition Lover Age: 28 Gender: Female Posts: 16507 | Mom, fuck you, im getting the piercings whether you agree or not Vanessa |
| mandylorian In the Cannibal Glow Age: - Gender: Female Posts: 53013 | ___, i can see right through you, and i don't believe anything you say. - mandy |
| lana del rey. Demolition Lover  Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 16030 | K, Everyday I wake up with you next to me I thank my luck that I managed to meet you. I have no idea how I managed to be so lucky to have you as a boyfriend. I wish I could say this to you, but even after three years I'm not brave enough. But without you, I'm nothing. Love always. J. |
| Richey Edwards. Demolition Lover Age: 28 Gender: Female Posts: 16507 | C, you are extremely charming but im not falling for it just yet Vanessa |
| Kick Start My Heart Thinking Happy Thoughts Age: 32 Gender: Female Posts: 559 | Dear life from four years ago, Take a snapshot and fast forward it to me, yeah? ~ Vanessa |
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