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The Confessions Thread

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Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
May 11th, 2015 at 10:34pm
I thought it was over...
Why cant it just be over?
It's for the best goddammit.
mandylorian
In the Cannibal Glow
mandylorian
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 53013
May 11th, 2015 at 11:23pm
i have been so depressed for about a month now, and it's just not getting any better. i'm at a loss. i don't know what i need to do in order to be happy again. nothing seems to work lately.
beaker;
Patron Saint of Switchblade Fights
beaker;
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 69439
May 12th, 2015 at 12:13am
It's definitely disheartening to know that I can have a well thought out opinion on something, where I approach both sides of the argument, and try my damnedest to come to a reasonable conclusion, and I can have all my reasons listed out point by point, while continuing to consider both sides.... but be so easily shot down and ignored because I don't 100% agree with someone, and so in their eyes, I 100% disagree.

it's like, calling someone closed-minded, or immature, or whatever, because of those above reasons, is demonstrating those exact qualities. I still don't understand how anyone can blindly believe something, without putting any thought into it, or analyzing it, and just deciding that anyone who disagrees with them is the immature one.

I know I can't change this person's mind, but hopefully time will make a difference.
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
May 13th, 2015 at 03:29pm
Everything's just really difficult right now.
andromeda;
Patron Saint of Switchblade Fights
andromeda;
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 69251
May 13th, 2015 at 03:59pm

I've been so much happier since I've taken a hiatus from the internet. maybe even the happiest I've been in my life.
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
May 14th, 2015 at 04:43pm
As hard as it was to hold back last night, I'm glad I did. I'm getting better. I think.
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
May 15th, 2015 at 10:21pm
That verdict has really fucked with my evening.
beaker;
Patron Saint of Switchblade Fights
beaker;
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 69439
May 16th, 2015 at 10:44am
I feel like I want to throw up when I'm not doing well, but I'm afraid if I do it even once I'll never stop
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
May 16th, 2015 at 02:08pm
I wish I was better.
Frnk iero.
Awake and Unafraid
Frnk iero.
Age: 27
Gender: Female
Posts: 11747
May 16th, 2015 at 03:14pm
I wish I wasn't naseous everyday, all the time
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
May 16th, 2015 at 09:32pm
I know we aren't best friends anymore. Hell, we aren't even friends, but I still wanna congratulate you on your wedding. I hope you have a happy life.
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
May 18th, 2015 at 09:19am
Tonight is the night. I think. At least I hope. The night I finally swallow my fears so you and I both can have a better future. I really hope this is it. I hope I dont chicken out like all the times before.
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
May 18th, 2015 at 07:57pm
I did it. I can't believe I did it. I just really hope everything is positive from here.
Frnk iero.
Awake and Unafraid
Frnk iero.
Age: 27
Gender: Female
Posts: 11747
May 28th, 2015 at 12:10am
Kayla moved out one year ago today.
...should probably hurt more than it does. Buti guess that's her fault.
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
May 28th, 2015 at 04:06pm
I like you, a lot. Yet I dont even know you. I can only hope you feel the same.
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
May 28th, 2015 at 08:05pm
I am literally the worst type of person ;_;
Frnk iero.
Awake and Unafraid
Frnk iero.
Age: 27
Gender: Female
Posts: 11747
May 28th, 2015 at 10:41pm
fuck.i think i have feelings for someone I know and this shit is never gonna work out.
ugh. WHYY
mandylorian
In the Cannibal Glow
mandylorian
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 53013
May 29th, 2015 at 12:05pm
i must be an exhausting person. people always seem to get tired of talking to me after a while. that realization just makes me hate myself even more.
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
May 30th, 2015 at 09:58pm
Love is patient, so I must remember to be patient too.
beaker;
Patron Saint of Switchblade Fights
beaker;
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 69439
June 7th, 2015 at 10:06pm
Why can't I stop thinking about him? This isn't healthy