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The Confessions Thread

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Young London.
Awake and Unafraid
Young London.
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June 9th, 2015 at 10:09pm
I really hope I'll make it.
Young London.
Awake and Unafraid
Young London.
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June 11th, 2015 at 01:25am
Life is short. Let's be grateful for what we have and never take anyone for granted.
Frnk iero.
Awake and Unafraid
Frnk iero.
Age: 27
Gender: Female
Posts: 11747
June 11th, 2015 at 09:53am
these days.:
I really hope I'll make it.
Frnk iero.
Awake and Unafraid
Frnk iero.
Age: 27
Gender: Female
Posts: 11747
June 11th, 2015 at 12:58pm
//violence


No matter how great my iife is, I always stop and think about how, now that Kayla's gone, I have no partner in crime. No one who would go out and kill with me, or steal with me.
I'm alone.
If I ever choose to give up music and become a criminal (which i think about, all hte time) I'll have to do it, alone.
If I could go back and change one thing, It would be to go back to about mid tenth grade, shoot up my high school and then we could've killed ourselves. None of this bullshit would have ever happened. It would've be exhilarating and she would've kept her promise instead of betraying me.
I kind of hate that i'm too old to do that kind of shit now. College shooters are always so tacky and immature sounding. You gotta shoot up a high school. I should've shot mine.

I also researched Psychopathy the other day, bc, you know, I get homocidal thoughts a lot. And I don't have any of the major symptoms. I just have A L L the smaller/rare ones. So, i suppose I do have psychopathy, but not on the scale that any doctor would diagnose.
And while i'm not at a current risk to hurt anyone/myself, It kind of scares me to think that I could've or could in the future do that kind of shit. Because, tbh, if i didn't have this strong of a drive for music....
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
June 11th, 2015 at 11:26pm
I'm really stupid
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
June 15th, 2015 at 06:37pm
I hate my hair right now.
I got one of those haircuts/colors you get when you go through a tough experience
And I just really wish I hadn't.
Fuck ;_;
beaker;
Patron Saint of Switchblade Fights
beaker;
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 69180
June 19th, 2015 at 12:58am
Some days I really question why I bother coming back here. I know I fought to defend the friendships here, but It's clear that I share vastly different beliefs from everyone on here, and that apparently makes me a bad person.
I'm sorry I haven't become PC enough for everyone's liking
Search and Destroy
Moderator
Search and Destroy
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June 19th, 2015 at 02:25pm
You are sorely missed, every single day xo
mandylorian
In the Cannibal Glow
mandylorian
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June 19th, 2015 at 03:51pm
i am so tired of trying, and i am very close to just giving up.
Young London.
Awake and Unafraid
Young London.
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June 23rd, 2015 at 03:44pm
I've known him for 4 years and since we met, there's not a day that goes by that I don't think of him.
Just in general, not necessarily romantic. How I care for him and always want him to be happy.
I am glad we are closer now. We've had our fair share of happiness and disagreements
but in life, we can't always get what we want...especially when it's forbidden.

Such is life.
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
June 23rd, 2015 at 06:30pm
Please, I'm begging, just get out of my head. It's really bringing me down.
sad savior;
Wild Eyed Joker
sad savior;
Age: 25
Gender: Female
Posts: 86228
June 25th, 2015 at 11:31am
veritas aequitas:
Some days I really question why I bother coming back here. I know I fought to defend the friendships here, but It's clear that I share vastly different beliefs from everyone on here, and that apparently makes me a bad person.
I'm sorry I haven't become PC enough for everyone's liking
Becca I just want to say that I think you and I share similar beliefs. I just tend not to talk about them but don't feel like you're completely alone.

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I wish my anxiety didn't completely eat me alive. And it happens when I least expect it. One conversation can turn my whole day around and make me into a wreck, isolating myself from my family so I can shred my brain to pieces in only my own company, without judgement or ridicule that I'm on vacation and I'm curled up under a blanket thinking about how scared I am that my life is going nowhere because I'm not creative or special enough to never have to work for someone else. But I don't believe that. Why can my mind make me truly and wholeheartedly believe something that normally I'd think differently about?
courtney love;
Ghost in the Snow
courtney love;
Age: 24
Gender: Female
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June 25th, 2015 at 12:23pm
sad savior;:
veritas aequitas:
Some days I really question why I bother coming back here. I know I fought to defend the friendships here, but It's clear that I share vastly different beliefs from everyone on here, and that apparently makes me a bad person.
I'm sorry I haven't become PC enough for everyone's liking
Becca I just want to say that I think you and I share similar beliefs. I just tend not to talk about them but don't feel like you're completely alone.
Frnk iero.
Awake and Unafraid
Frnk iero.
Age: 27
Gender: Female
Posts: 11747
June 25th, 2015 at 05:33pm
nah. Decided. Unless you are Jen or Leila, you can go fuck yourself.
I'm done with this place.

beaker;
Patron Saint of Switchblade Fights
beaker;
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 69180
June 26th, 2015 at 04:47pm
There's some people I don't want to talk to or be around anymore, but I can't cut them out of my life without cutting out the important people. I guess that's life
Frnk iero.
Awake and Unafraid
Frnk iero.
Age: 27
Gender: Female
Posts: 11747
June 28th, 2015 at 09:58am
wait. I got one last thing to say.
I straight up tell you motherfuckers that I have homicidal thoughts and in the past have post suicidal things. I dissapear for days at a time and none of you ever once said something.
While I'm fine, and can generally control myself, most people cant.
DO NOT CRY next time someone goes on a rampage in your town. Because it is cunts like you that ignored that person until they broke.

That's it. See ya in hell. And domt worry. You can ignore me there too.
brother nero;
Always Born a Crime
brother nero;
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June 28th, 2015 at 05:57pm
these days.:
I really hope I'll make it.
sad savior;
Wild Eyed Joker
sad savior;
Age: 25
Gender: Female
Posts: 86228
July 5th, 2015 at 03:41pm
I want to get into college but part of me wants to wait. I know it's best not to put it off any longer but something is still holding me back.
brother nero;
Always Born a Crime
brother nero;
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July 10th, 2015 at 04:42pm
double-

brother nero;
Always Born a Crime
brother nero;
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July 10th, 2015 at 04:45pm
I don't know what to do.