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StayOutOfTheLightx
Bleeding on the Floor
StayOutOfTheLightx
Age: 32
Gender: Male
Posts: 1062
February 25th, 2014 at 01:31am
Nothing is going wrong in my life, but I still want to just break out and scream. Back in my darker days, at least every day brought something new....now everything is just boring...and when my life is boring that is when I am my most vulnerable....Dont want to fall back into bad habits, don't want to self destruct....but Im not sure I'll be able to help it.....

not sure if this is what this thread is for but Ive wanted to say that for a long time now.
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
February 25th, 2014 at 10:04am
This is gold, really. Instead of firing all your good employees like you started out doing, now they're all just quitting. They're leaving you because you've turned what was once a really nice place to work into a hellhole. Everyone hates you and you're running the daycare into the ground. You're such a cunt. You can fire them at any time for any reason. I really think you get off on doing that too. You fire all the good employees who have been there more years than you could dream of, but on top of it all, you make the place such hell people have no choice but to quit. Which is what happened Thursday. You lost two very good employees because you're dragging the place to hell. Don't be shocked when the business closes in five years because you'd rather run a military. I feel extremely sorry for whatever teacher has to work in the infant room when your new baby gets there.
severus.
Awake and Unafraid
severus.
Age: 32
Gender: Female
Posts: 12901
February 26th, 2014 at 05:59pm
My hair, my skin, my LIFE is so fucking disgusting atm I'm just....
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
February 27th, 2014 at 03:15pm
What the fuck? I finally found a job. I finally found a place that wants me and took me in. But of course that's not good enough because its not full time. I'm sorry, I thought I needed a job, part-time or full-time. It just so happens this job is part-time. Sorry I couldn't find anything full-time. But I found a job after months of looking and yall barking at me. Try being fucking happy for me. Geez.
Universe.
Generation Nothing
Universe.
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 126288
March 14th, 2014 at 07:22pm
why would you come back into my life again, again and again,
you keep breaking me and I can't take it. I hate it, I hate you,
because it's better than love you, the only hope left is that I'll find someone that will stay. I wish I could just let go so easily
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
March 17th, 2014 at 09:33am
You tell me to come to you if I need help. Which I did, and I'm sorry I asked "too much", but the girl who is supposed to train me didn't do a very good job. She barely taught me anything, register wise. And I'm sorry I somehow shorted the register, I believe the lady was lying. If I truly did over charge her, which I don't believe happened, she would've spoken up sooner. Not twenty minutes later. I'm sorry, but you don't just mistakenly charge three people for a buffet for five. I know for a fact I wouldn't have typed in five unless she said so. I know I'm not a register expert, but I do know how to type in buffet orders and for how many people. If I typed in five, she said five. End of. And nobody told me the quarters under the register weren't actually supposed to go in the register. I needed quarters, I noticed there was no more room in the register for rolls, so I assumed you were just keeping them under there for now. And maybe the register was short because I accidentally hit the $10 button instead of the $20 button. But that doesn't make much sense considering she paid with a card, says the receipt. I don't know, I just feel like I'm constantly in the way, and need to start looking for other work. I'm clearly not helping your business. And your business isn't helping me much either. Sure, I'm getting paid, but the hours are hardly worth the crap pay we get. And no benefits. So I feel like getting another job would be best.
wednesday.
In the Cannibal Glow
wednesday.
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 53026
March 17th, 2014 at 01:26pm
why do you always have to act like everything is personal towards you? just because one employee in a clothes store doesn't speak to you and doesn't ask you if you need anything doesn't mean that they are out to get you. you are so used to that praise and admiration from your slutty instagram pictures that now you apparently assume that everyone must cater to your every need when you go into a clothes store. you're not special. stop acting like you are, and stop trying to get sympathy from everyone when something doesn't go your way.
sad savior;
Wild Eyed Joker
sad savior;
Age: 27
Gender: Female
Posts: 86309
March 19th, 2014 at 06:10pm
i dont know what to do if i can't see taking back sunday
i bought the tickets already and if her parents won't let her i'm not sure what to do. i would have to find someone else to go with me because i'm not missing this. it's just not going to happen.
i would literally pay somebody to go with me
cricket.
Patron Saint of Switchblade Fights
cricket.
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 69567
March 27th, 2014 at 09:06pm

This isn't about me wanting to but my hair. Nobody gets that pissed if someone else wants to change up the haircut they've had for 20 years. I don't know what it's really about but it's my fucking hair and I'll cut it whether or not you like it. I've spent too long hating myself and I'm going to do little things that will make me hate myself less and I don't understand why you of all people are so against that.
Seriously. Just tell me the real reason because I know you have an ulterior motive.
wondering
Killjoy
wondering
Age: 28
Gender: Male
Posts: 18
April 2nd, 2014 at 04:25pm
The last week I've had was absolute hell, and it won't end until after today. Between homework, studying, papers, and tests, I haven't had a moment to think about anything. And yet I think about her constantly. Maybe that's why I've felt so pressured this entire week? No matter what I'm doing, getting her back, getting her to finally realize she isn't some perfect goddess. I guess I'm to blame for that too, being I only encouraged her when she didn't hate me. I acted as if she was perfect, but who is? Or maybe I'm just blaming myself, as I always did. Its a never ending cycle, but I want to break the cycle finally. Only, will I break it? I'll probably just screw it all up even more, as I've done ever since things went downhill.

Why is my heart like this? Why can't I just move on?
wondering
Killjoy
wondering
Age: 28
Gender: Male
Posts: 18
April 7th, 2014 at 11:46pm
All I did was give you a llama. Just a stupid little llama badge. And you go and do that?! I didn't even try talking to you! Why can't you be reasonable?!
beaker;
Ghostbuster Famous
beaker;
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 71107
May 4th, 2014 at 01:41am
saying you're not going to respond if you're in a group that is addressed as "you guys" because you think it's offensive or forces gender stereotypes, or because you "need feminism," or whatever other reason you can come up with... come on, please, get over yourselves and lighten up. life is too short to get all bent out of shape over things that had absolutely no offense behind them. no one is going to pause and say "hey all of you humans who associate as either male or female."
sad savior;
Wild Eyed Joker
sad savior;
Age: 27
Gender: Female
Posts: 86309
May 4th, 2014 at 08:03pm
i wish this stupid headache would go away. and i wish a doctor would take my insurance that way i can get to the bottom of this. i leave for greece in like 2 weeks and i really need to figure out what's wrong with me.
i'm scared.
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
June 18th, 2014 at 05:58pm
I wish I didn't get so angry so easily. I also wish people would just stop getting on my nerves. I wish people would stop being fucking idiots. I also wish I could just ignore when people are being fucking idiots.
Frnk iero.
Awake and Unafraid
Frnk iero.
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 11747
July 14th, 2014 at 10:56am
I am NEVER letting my fucking standards go down so low that I have no gas or water or electric or some kind of ghetto ass bullshit like that, ever again. It disgusts me that my father let it happen. And I am fucking done living under his umbrella of bullshit. By the end of hte week, I plan on begining to move downstairs. I just need to clean the bathroom and take afew things to goodwill, then the whole apartment is mine.
It won't be where I wanted it to be, and i'll be missing a lot of needed food, but i can survive down there.
I'm not only done with him. I'm done with a lot of people. I have high standards. I am not going to settle for anyone's bullshit anymore. I will only accept the best. I am done settling, falling, loosing and belittiling my needs just so everyone else can be happy and I can look normal. FUCK THAT.
I have standards that I will now attain too and not let gross/dumb people get in my way.
Fuck everyone. I won't stop.
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
July 14th, 2014 at 07:37pm
Edit. Just eff this shit.
Exterminatorhydrogen
Killjoy
Exterminatorhydrogen
Age: 23
Gender: Female
Posts: 30
July 18th, 2014 at 07:46pm
I don't call myself a feminist anymore because I can't stand them. I really can't. It's gotten to the point where when I see someone call themselves a feminist around me I cringe because I don't know if they're going to be a good feminist or the kind I hate
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
July 19th, 2014 at 08:37am
I've seriously had enough! I can't function anymore. Something I have zero control over is eating me alive. Fuck it. I'm done.
Frnk iero.
Awake and Unafraid
Frnk iero.
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Posts: 11747
August 29th, 2014 at 03:33pm
When is the last time you have done a thing for this house? Despite working, going to school and being busy with my book and art and all that shit, I'm still the ONLY person who takes care of the house.
I clean the kitchen, three times a week.
I clean the living room WHEN I CAN, since you seem to think it's okay to pile shit up all over the place in there.
I clean the bathroom, which was supposed to be your only job, every week.
The only thing you do, is put your dishes in the dishwasher, SOMETIMES and do your own laundry.
Meanwhile, the house looks horrible, because i'm the only one who bothers.

Also, nothing bothers me as much as when people leave tray tables up filled with shit on them. If you want to use the tray table to write somthing or eat dinner or whatever, great. Do it. And put it away. DO NOT BRING ONE OUT TO PUT PILES OF CRAP ON AND EVERYDAY WHEN THE MAIL COMES, YOU NEVER THROW ANY OF IT OUT, YOU JUST PUT IT ON THE FUCKING TRAY TABLE AND LET IT PILE UP UNTIL IT LITTERALLY FALLS OVER.
ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS. JUST THROW THE SHIT OUT. IF you dont need to pay on it or reply, then throw it the fuck out.
Get it OUT of the living room. and WHAT is all of that shit in the dining room. Film cans and movies and CDs all over the place in there. Organize it. get it together.
You keep talking about getting the house together, but yet you never once have worked on cleaning it up.

THANK GOD i'm moving downstairs, where my mess, is my mess. and it won't be too much of one, to begin with.
But I can't even move downthere, becuas you have CRAP ALL OVER THAT LIVING ROOM TOO.

and i know when you get home and i ask to talk to you about this, your gonna laugh it off and get all upset WITH ME. and i can't deal with this, you are a piece of shit and I can't believe a word you say. Your mother is right. You need professional help.
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Richey Edwards.
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507
September 2nd, 2014 at 04:40pm
I literally CANNOT stand when someone is late. Maybe because I like being early. If you say you're gonna be here at 4, be here at 4! Its past 4:30 and you're still not here. I don't know what I expected though, you're always fucking late. Ugh, I should've driven. We'd have been there by now. I'm going to start planning things an hour early just so you make it on time. It wouldn't be so bad if I wasn't sitting here ready to go, for the past hour. If I had any sense I'd drive there myself and have you meet me there, but I know as soon as I start out of the driveway, you'd show up. I'm not waiting around twiddling my thumbs. If you aren't here by five I'm calling it off. We planned this weeks ago. No excuse for being so late. None. This is why I drive everywhere. I'm never late. You live no more than 20 minutes away. That's if you go a little slow. It's ridiculous. Get your ass here. I'm getting more than frustrated. You messaged me a while ago saying you'd be here in a bit. Okay, where are you? It'd be nice if you answered texts every once in a while. Ugh.